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20596 No. 20596 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Do you ever feel that your life is completely empty? Like you're missing something?
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>> No. 20755 [Edit]
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20755
The sad thing is that most people are very superficial and shallow, and don't even realize it. They live on the surface and only pay attention to mere appearances, and I think that it is this that makes them retarded.

It takes a surprising amount of intelligence (or at least wisdom) to always keep in mind that you cannot rely on absolutes, or judge a book by its cover.

Are you interested in existentialism? It seems like you would be.
>> No. 20765 [Edit]
>>20755
I suppose I am, though I have not read much existentialist literature. I did read No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai.
>> No. 20769 [Edit]
>>20754
I relate to this heavily anon
That dissociation is my everyday experience. And the face thing. Faces are just super realistic masks. Life is weird as fuck.
>> No. 20773 [Edit]
>>20754
It's because everything is meaningless, really. I'm pretty much just living on momentum now. I've become reliant on that momentum to keep me going or else I'd just off myself. Not that I don't want to, but I don't really have the energy to. I don't even know if energy is the right word--I guess it's like I'm a ball rolling down a hill and it's easier to just keep rolling aimlessly than to force myself to stop. It's just that the hill is the most boring and worthless thing to have ever existed and there's nothing I'd rather do than stop. I know that once I get to the bottom I'll stop automatically, so I'm just waiting it out.

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20657 No. 20657 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
So the other day I was running a search on my drives for a rather vague term (sd) and among the results was some 3dpd porn. At first I thought I unknowingly downloaded some nasty virus that dumped the stuff on my drive, or some old temp files from a site I mistakenly visited once. But no it was stuff I saved years ago and completely forgot about. The interesting thing is I looked over some of the stuff out of morbid curiosity, and while it was clearly stuff that should have appealed to my personal tastes I found it all rather repulsive and made me feel dirty.

I've been a long time 2d lover 3d hater, but I guess I never truly grasped how disgusting and disturbing I found 3dpd pornography to be before this. I haven't pursued the stuff in ages or had any urge to and always thought 3dpd was gross, but I didn't realized how truly far I had gone. I almost want to say it was horrifying to look at and I was having trouble understanding how people could fap to this stuff. Objectively speaking there wasn't anything abnormal about the images or those in them, most guys would probably call it "hot" but I found it so... alien. I guess what I'm trying to say is I went from being uninterested in 3dpd, to being physically incapable of being interested in 3dpd. It's not a preference for me anymore but an absolute. I honestly think at this point if I saw a real naked woman in person I'd probably puke, even if she was some sort of model.
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>> No. 20702 [Edit]
>>20697
>I have a fetish door poorly drawn geometric figures
i was going to make a joke about trapezoid on hexagon porn, but you really just gave me this idea for nonrepresentational porn which is really fantastically erotic if you think about it long enough.
>> No. 20727 [Edit]
Are there specific reasons for why 3DPD is disgusting in your eyes in addition to aesthetics?

For me, it's digestion, glands, mucous membrane and shit like that.
Beside that I really find knees repulsing. I don't know why, it's just something I really can't stand seeing. I'm glad that most 2D qts have no knees (patellae). I prefer 2D girls in idealized form, so obviously I really can't fap to scat or guro (I respect those fetishes though), sweat is okay for me as long as it isn't overemphasized like the focus being on the smell or snuffing or something like that.
>> No. 20731 [Edit]
>>20727
I don't know, I feel like I'm one of the few people who isn't that critical of 3DPD when it comes to looks. If it's porn or something I might be disgusted, but if it's just some person I'm talking to or someone I see walking down the street I won't judge them for being 3DPD or compare them to 2D because it just seems wrong to me. It's mostly personality that turns me off, girls who are overly promiscuous or extremely selfish and self-centered are people I feel genuinely disgusted by.
>> No. 20821 [Edit]
I can't stand the sight of anything even remotely human-looking, so that includes drawn humans. They always look so awkward and unnatural.

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20692 No. 20692 hide watch quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I've wasted my life. Where's the reset button on this thing?
>> No. 20693 [Edit]
Same. Although it's a bit hard to offer advice when you don't make it clear in what way you feel it's been wasted or what you would prefer to have done with it.
>> No. 20694 [Edit]
how old are you?
>> No. 20725 [Edit]
No button, just a gun trigger aimed at your brain. Works equally well.
>> No. 20737 [Edit]
You have an off button, but no reset button.

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20579 No. 20579 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Anyone have addictions? I smoke Cigs but that's nowhere near my worst vice... Onaholes have warped my life. I work at a dead end job and barely ever stay awake outside that and just sleep all day/all weekend. Now at work I eagerly await being a complete slave to my Onahole. I think the only thing I really care about this point is jerking off. I'm a mindbroken slave to pleasure and I'm getting more and more degenerate.
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>> No. 20640 [Edit]
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>>20635

I used crit cards a lot before finding Monkey.

I think my team was x1 Excalibur (maxed), x1 Excalibur (not max), x1 Accordian and whatever stop 3 cards I had.

When you get a +50% on attack UR I recommend spending everything you have to make sure you HUR them if it's an event. After that Skill Nullification URs have been the most useful, followed by +atk all and stop cards once again.

I can win most FAWs with just Monkey/Summer Oracle alongside cards I want to level. I've spoke to my guild a little but never really engaged much with them. I'm 20, which isn't that old but I always feel most anime fans on the internet are about 15 which makes me tend to avoid communication (not that I communicate anyway).

Excalibur/King Arthur remind me of Saber, my name and town names are Saber references too. I used to get slightly tempted to spend real money but it just shortens the experience and you'll get there eventually.
>> No. 20706 [Edit]
>>20629
>the reward is just pretty card art which I can google anyway yet it gives me a false sense of achievement.
By that logic there's no point in playing any videogame that you can just watch lets plays of.
Half the fun of the game is the progression and building up strong units.
>> No. 20707 [Edit]
Caffeine. I'm convinced I'm not actually functioning if I'm not running on caffeine.
>> No. 20712 [Edit]
Alcohol and weed. First some liquid carelessness, two 0.5L cans of beer at a good pace does it, and then a fat joint. Within 30-45 minutes after the smoke I just feel like collapsing, so after the amazing state of mind it allows me to skip whatever rest of the day and fast forward with little to no hangover. It still feels wasteful but also really good.

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20129 No. 20129 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Mike Row answering a fan letter. Read this shit for some insight.

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"Hey Mike (Rowe)!

I’ve spent this last year trying to figure out the right career for myself and I still can’t figure out what to do. I have always been a hands on kind of guy and a go-getter. I could never be an office worker. I need change, excitement, and adventure in my life, but where the pay is steady. I grew up in construction and my first job was a restoration project. I love everything outdoors. I play music for extra money. I like trying pretty much everything, but get bored very easily. I want a career that will always keep me happy, but can allow me to have a family and get some time to travel. I figure if anyone knows jobs its you so I was wondering your thoughts on this if you ever get the time! Thank you!

-Parker Hall

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Hi Parker

My first thought is that you should learn to weld and move to North Dakota. The opportunities are enormous, and as a “hands-on go-getter,” you’re qualified for the work. But after reading your post a second time, it occurs to me that your qualifications are not the reason you can’t find the career you want.
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>> No. 20431 [Edit]
>>20379
socialism =/= communism
>> No. 20445 [Edit]
>>20431
Even the socialists don't believe that anymore.
>> No. 20508 [Edit]
>>20445
[citation needed]

I am a Socialist and I believe it. Have fun with your 1% propaganda / CIA bullshit psyop ignorance. If you visit this neat site called google.com you can find resources explaining the difference between the ideologies written so plainly that children can understand them.
>> No. 20679 [Edit]
>>20431
"IM ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE EDGE"

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18464 No. 18464 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Why the fuck did god make me 3D? This is not right. This digusting life and horrid lumpy man body is hell. I was supposed to be a 2D girl, fuck you god
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>>18496
>> No. 19900 [Edit]
>>19375
I dunno, I disagree. I can see where he is coming from, and I frequently try to do much of the same. The problem with me is I tend to overworry, so it's hard to "retreat" into my mind, so to speak. This is likely one reason why I'm so close to my waifu, is because my mind is the "reality," and that's where my love for her is strongest, or something.

I'm not exactly sold on the whole Matrix analogy, but it makes sense to me.
>> No. 20612 [Edit]
>>19267
Exactly bro. If you really think about "Reality", we are composed of cells made of molecules, everything is just atoms flying around, even the way we experience time was invented by humans, no cell in your body is older than 10 years etc. Everything else is an abstraction we created. Once I realised this I was able to stop giving a fuck.
>> No. 20613 [Edit]
>>20612
Uh, no, pretty sure most of your neurons are about as old as you are at any given time. As are your egg cells, if you're, you know...

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20239 No. 20239 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Whats your mental problem(s)? What do you think is the solution to it? What have you done or not done to fix it?
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>> No. 20557 [Edit]
>Whats your mental problem(s)?
Severe social anxiety and depression. I'm also painfully socially inept, but that doesn't count.
>What do you think is the solution to it?
At this point I guess I'm just going to have to jump in the shark tank and hope I don't sink or get eaten.
Suicide is also always there thankfully, but I'd really would prefer not dying worse off than a dog at the moment.
>What have you done to fix it?
I've ditched video games, anime, and what little of the internet I can tolerate. All were pretty easy since I've stopped having any underlying sense of passion for any of them years ago. This of course has given me a lot of time on my hands, which I sometimes waste being indecisive on "where to even begin". On the topic of what I've done the past few months, I finally got around to learning how to drive and I've been taking frequent lengthy jogs/walks around the local park; making sure I greet most passerbys while taking note of my delivery. Brushing up on my academics hasn't hurt either, albeit doing it half-heartedly. As for my anxiety I've recently decided to undertake a popular audio based CBT resource. While I'll doubt it'll be the cure all some rave reviews suggest it can be, I hope I'll be able to take something anything out of it.

I'm not too sure on what ill do next but I'd like to enroll in a gym very close to where I live, unfortunately just the serious thought had me nauseous from the anxiety.
My only real incentive for doing all this is pretty much my fear of becoming some bum people will feel welcomed to torture without worry of lawful punishment.
>> No. 20572 [Edit]
>>20482
i didn't make that post, but thats me.
i think i could accurately tell you why i'm like you and maybe thats similar to what it is that makes you that way as well. a lot of time people who are similar got there via different paths though so i'm not sure you're like i am for the same reasons i'm this way. the thing about it is i'm not sure what the value of knowing why is.
i've realized some of the probale origins of my behavioral patterns, but i don't know how that helps me.

i'll tell you what i think if you want me to
>> No. 20574 [Edit]
>>20279

I'm the same, I started with my issues when I was 11 and now at 26 it's just gone downhill. My andohenia started around 16 or 17.
>> No. 20611 [Edit]
I don't really know if I have any mental problems, but i'm clearly a fucking idiot.

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Loners are not lonely people
Lonely people are not loners
>> No. 20571 [Edit]
yup, pretty much.

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20320 No. 20320 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
/so/, what things have you already started and tried to become good at but ended up giving up on? I'm guessing all of our rooms are, or have at some point already been, littered with useless things that we bought for hobbies and that we end up keeping, although having already given up on that, so I was curious what you guys already tried so far life but stopped doing.

For me, I already tried learning how to draw, to get into philosophy (especially medieval and semiotics), learning japanese and latin (although I plan on resuming my studies in these), I already tried to learn how to play an instrument (trumpet), tried karate when I was a child and swimming when I was a teenager, and I already tried to get good into sculpting. I guess my biggest waste hole amongst my hobbies has been in attempting art, especially because I have no intention whatsoever in returning to drawing or studying art.

So what about you guys? What have you guys already tried and given up on?
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>> No. 20532 [Edit]
>>20530
>>20526
I don't know, maybe I'm am being too hard on myself, I'll see how I feel a few days later, thanks for the support guys.
>> No. 20533 [Edit]
>>20532
That's the spirit. It's like that in a lot of fields. From playing the guitar I know that stretching exercises and practicing theory is the toughest part. When you punch through that, you get to the creative stage, that's when your work pays off and you can design that RPG with characters and a storyline you want it to have. Take your time with those first steps, they're the tall ones, for sure!
>> No. 20535 [Edit]
>>20533
Thank you, you know I had the same thoughts as well.
I was always thinking that I could do what I want once I learned these things, be it a language, art or this time, RPG maker. I'll keep trying, god bless you and everybody else on this site.
>> No. 20537 [Edit]
I gave up on learning japanese and following the open courseware for computer science. I will try again with Japanese the next week.

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20132 No. 20132 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Anyone else here in constant regret because of how they wasted the earliest part of their life? I spent my school days doing absolutely nothing. I just went there to class, maybe listened to the lesson, came back home and did nothing for the rest of the day. Repeat for a few years. Didn't have friends or even any conversations. Now how the fuck do I do those things? Guess back then I didn't care much because I was still surrounded by people even though I didn't have many interactions with them, but now it's real bad. And all this anime, manga and the like I consume is making it worse, even the not so happy stuff like pic I posted. Guess I just want to go back to those years and do differently.
Of course this media is usually made to be better than real life. schools are full of dumbshits etc, but I'd say it's also stupid to think you can't make meaningful and fun friendships. I don't know if there is much I can do now though.
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>> No. 20494 [Edit]
>>20377
I wish I could get an amphetamine prescription. I can't stand the brainfog, lethargy and apathy any longer. What are the chances of that though? Doctors will think I'm a drug abuser because I sure look like one, when really I just want some energy so I can attempt to improve my life. I can't buy speed off the street either because that would require some semblance of bravery and social skills. I really need to top myself ASAP.
>> No. 20496 [Edit]
>>20494
ikr. If only I could get my hands on amphetamines then I'd go full Erdős and own combinatorics and travel around the world doing crazy math stuff and eat Bourbaki on the breakfast and be happy probably not.
>> No. 20497 [Edit]
>>20494
Just talk to a doctor and tell him that you have trouble with your attention-span or paying attention in class. He will probably give you something like adderall no probs.
>> No. 20506 [Edit]
>>20494
idk; plenty of people have advice on getting prescriptions for adderall. google is your friend

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17890 No. 17890 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit] [Last 50 posts]
Where do you score on the Briggs-Meyers test? I scored INTP around 18 months ago (worksheet in high school) and now and I don't think it'll change that much after now, I scored INFP when I was 13 though (thingy in middle school). I guess you can use this thread for other tests since I didn't see one in the catalog.

Most of us would probably be Introverted but the three others may vary.

Here's a picture, I know LoGH isn't a psychological anime and it's kind of elitist and hipster, but for the most part this chart and character alignment is right. Speaking of LoGH my ideals in characters would be Yang for his genius and easygoing personality and Reuenthal for his pride and manly death as he passes through existential problems.
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>> No. 20418 [Edit]
Apparently it's ISTP now. Used to be INTP.
>> No. 20420 [Edit]
INFJ

Rare I guess.
>> No. 20423 [Edit]
>>20420
I'm one too.
>> No. 20427 [Edit]
I just took the first "official" one I've ever taken and got INFP

I'm not really sure what to make of this, if anything.

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