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20056 No. 20056 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Ever feel that life gets really boring and repetitive doing shit alone in your room day in and day out?
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>> No. 20103 [Edit]
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There are plenty of things for me to do in my room. So whenever I feel like that, it's my fault, not the room. I could draw or try to make music or something, but there are times when I just lay there doing nothing but worrying and feeling sorry for myself instead.

If I tried going outside, I feel like it'd be tons worse and I'd have 0 idea what to do with myself 100% of the time. No point in worrying about outside when I don't have it together inside.
>> No. 20137 [Edit]
When I first became a NEET, yes. I made the mistake of putting all my time into one specific hobby until I got sick of it. Now I cycle through many different things in a way so that I am never bored and never get sick of them.
>> No. 20208 [Edit]
Every day is a new and exciting adventure when you read.
>> No. 20253 [Edit]
Beats doing shit with other people.

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20195 No. 20195 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Do you have any event/thing that since has happened its completely dictates/changed your life?
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>> No. 20199 [Edit]
So what happens when the doc says you have teh autism?
>> No. 20200 [Edit]

Well this was back in 2000, and my parents were basically looking for any excuse to control me, but you are pretty much doped up on meds and treated and kept at the level of a retarded toddler, even if you were in advanced classes in high school and have an IQ that is well above average.

Anyone who says that autistic people aren't given medications as a defense to what I just said doesn't know what the hell they are talking about. Many, many psychiatrists who specialize in autism are basically quacks who dope their patients up as guinea pigs because they are given a cut by the pharmaceutical companies, or at least were at one time. Some autistic people are on as much as 20 different meds.

The kicker, though, was that I wasn't fucking autistic, and it was obvious. It took me almost a decade to get away from that, and for the longest time my father tried to put it back on me as a means of control. He failed, but he still managed to ruin my life. I wouldn't have been around him if my mother wasn't dying of ovarian cancer.

I have some form of psychosis now. That does run in the family, but a part of me wonders if I became that way due to severe abuse. I think that my mother was smart enough to know that I did have that, but wanted to "hide" it with the autism label; my father, on the other hand, is simply too stupid to know what either autism or psychosis really is, despite being a general surgeon.
>> No. 20214 [Edit]
When I started playing World of Warcraft all the way back when it first started with open beta was probably a big turning point for me. I was already well under way on the road to addiction before that, but WoW was the last drop needed for me to shut myself in and completely ignore the outside world for a couple of years, and all that I am today was probably bred during these years.
>> No. 20225 [Edit]
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A string of hospitalizations, first in a mental hospital. On the same day I was thrown in there, I was anally probed and diagnosed with a chronic illness, which got me hospitalized for 2 months some time after I'd been released from the nuthouse.

Following that, I wound up with several surgeries involving a physical deformity (stoma; googling 3D images not recommended) for around two years.

It wasn't very fun. I maintained a 10-20% attendance record in education, which was allowed because of physical illness.

My condition eventually improved, but after getting a taste of the NEET life there was no other way. It's been 7 years since I first got hospitalized - 3 of them fully NEET, though even prior to dropping out I was not getting educated in the slightest.

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20141 No. 20141 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Do you guys get angry or depressed when thinking about sex? I normally do, especially when continuously exposed to pornographic material of any sort or sometimes when going out. The inexistent propects of sexual life for my are quite saddening. Does anyone else feel the same?
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>> No. 20165 [Edit]
I haven't cared about sex in a long time. My thoughts are too preoccupied finding possible solutions to my current predicament, aside from suicide.
>> No. 20166 [Edit]
Yea. It's usually fine in a doujin/2d though
>> No. 20167 [Edit]
I still watch porn and read doujins/VNs but i have no need to have sex as the fact i can't masturbating since nothing comes out
>> No. 20223 [Edit]
Yes it causes me a lot of frustration. I don't understand how anyone can just have sex.

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19995 No. 19995 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I had to leave the house and use public transportation today. I shouldn't have left the house.

So I'm standing on the train station and I see women everywhere. What really caught my eye was these 5 ethnic women with tight white jeans and large butts standing on the platform and waiting for the train. I looked at them once, but quickly looked away and never looked at them again. I didn't want them to think that I was interested in their looks or anything. But deep down I was full of anger, rage and mostly jealousy. I knew someone was hitting that, and it wasn't me.

I enter the train and take a seat. Next thing you know a group of slim white blonde women (17-18 years of age) enter the train and they sit near me. I have social anxiety so as soon as they sat near me my heart started to beat really fast and I felt very nervous and shy (is there any cure for social anxiety?).

I hear how they talk about having a "women night out" (whatever that means) and they are deciding where to go. Five minutes later one of the women spots a group of guys on the train and they all agree to go and talk to the guys. But before they did that they took out their combs and make-up and fixed themselves and then approached the group of random guys.

I really felt like shit at this point. I felt like an complete loser. A fucking failure. I chewed on my gum as hard as I could but soon realized that it wouldn't change anything and that I was just coping by chewing hard.

I switch train and this time when I enter I see 2 women with a speaker blasting high volume music and singing along. Pitbull, Jennifer Lopez etc. I quickly realized that these women must have received huge amounts of validation because no normal person would be this courageous to actually play shitty music loud on the train so everyone can hear it. The stuff that they sang made me so fucking angry!

"Life is great", "We love to live and party", "We want to have some fun", "I want to scream and shout and let it all out"

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>> No. 20206 [Edit]
yeah just be urself
>> No. 20207 [Edit]
What if doing what you like lands you in a tough spot because you never worked or saved any money up and you're forced to go on your own, or something?
>> No. 20210 [Edit]
This post is pretty fitting for OP's pic.
>> No. 20219 [Edit]
Sry for late reply.

Cant say i hate it nor that i like it, but im tired of this life, just tired of it.
Tought i hadnt really done anyhthing particularly good that day.

Im not getting younger and the fact that i just sit on my ass in the house rather than doing something outside just reminds me of another wasted oppertuniti to grab a slice of life and take a chance.

On the other hand id only be tired and get a sunburn.

Anyway thanks for listening to my whining, i appreciate the attention.

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20148 No. 20148 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
* The lack of knowledge has extreme consequences. That's the reason why experiences are so important in life.

* There are multiple sides to every situation, just as there's two sides (and an edge) to every coin. If you know only one side of a matter, you are almost sure to fail in your judgment. *Truth* is a verb, not a noun. And to catch it you must be fleet of mind and willing to see matters from a constantly changing viewpoint.

*You need to balance all alternatives: good, evil and neutrality. Your good is another creatures evil and your evil is another creatures good. Nothing has a monopoly on Truth.

You have to be tested to earn the great reward. Failure is for the weak and cannot be forgiven. One thing is for certain and that is:

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>> No. 20189 [Edit]
There is only one universal good. Strength. There is only one universal evil. Weakness. Changing environments often change what it means to be strong or weak, but these are the traits that determine what will be around tomorrow. Don't believe me? If there is any higher power, this is the morality he enforces upon the universe. Any other morality you attempt to hold true can only be enforced through the morality of strength. And if you don't like that, the only thing you can do about it is become strong enough to change it.
>> No. 20190 [Edit]
I for one believe Strength is evil and Weakness is good. Strength leads to taking advantage of others, bulling, abuse, and apathy for others.
Weakness teaches humility and humbleness, and makes people sympathetic to the plights of others.
Nothing but pain comes from Strength, but in Weakness you'll find great potential for kindness.
>> No. 20191 [Edit]
>in Weakness you'll find great potential for kindness.
Not >>20189, but on this board we find plenty of weakness and not much kindness, at least in my eyes. I suppose one could say that strength just gets things done and gets direct results...
>> No. 20192 [Edit]
That kindness is evil. Sadism and altruism are equally bad. Both lead to your spirit being crushed, the difference is that the sadists break your spirit by crushing it, the altruists let your spirit whimper away into nothing. Any exploitation, bullying, abuse, or anything like this directed towards you is just another chance to struggle towards your own self-determination. Just because you're strong doesn't mean you have to crush those under you. Strength can be the means to defend the weak and commit your own evil in this accord, if that's what you think is so right. Just remember whenever you go around helping people out of the goodness of your heart instead of when they really need it you're really just patting yourself on the back and denying them an opportunity to grow.

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20183 No. 20183 hide watch quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Does anyone else here find himself makign stupid errors despite totally knowing better than doing them? Like doing things impulsively on a whim or not doing certain things despite being aware that you should do them or simply not paying enough attention to the moment and then forgot to do things. Not out of lazyness but just out of lack of carefulness.

For example i tend to take too much to drink, despite knowing i could just add more later.

And also is there a easy way to train yourself of acting in a more concious manner, i think most things i do i not really think about properly before doing, despite or even because i know i should do better.
>> No. 20184 [Edit]
I eat when im not hungry. Just weird compulsive eating. I know i shouldn't but i know it doesn't really matter anyway.
>> No. 20185 [Edit]
>a easy way to train yourself of acting in a more concious manner
sounds like you're talking about Mindfulness

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It's hard to get a job without the advantages of nepotism and high social skills. Without education or work history. In the first place filling out an application is difficult. Each one takes 30-60 minutes to complete and many must be completed. It's hard to get ANY job, even the jobs that people say will hire anyone, that are easy to get. I saw a posting for a minimum wage job shoveling shit. Literally shoveling shit. The ad required applicants to be a certified sanitation worker and at least 2 years of related experience, in order to be qualified to shovel shit. I have to lie about everything to get a job. Fake references and work experience hoping that they won't verify it. I have to lie at the interview. Research common questions and acceptable answers, make up stories about things that happened while I was working in the past, adopt a normal persona as much as possible for those 20 minutes and tell them what they want to hear. The process is grueling.

After a lot of time and effort, and with a lot of luck I am finally able to get a low paying part time job. Every day when I wake up to my alarm I weigh the pros and cons of going to work while feeling very tired. More tired every day. Within the first few weeks, I always call in sick. I do it a few times, actually. Then I get fired for abusing sick time. That happened to me twice before I learned that I can absolutely never call in sick or I will be fired. I decided that if I am sick I will go to work anyway and leave the decision of whether I'm well enough to work to my employer. A while later I got a job as a cashier in a supermarket. I had been very reclusive for months previously so I was very anxious, but could function at a level capable of customer - cashier interaction. I actually wrote a flow chart on an index card and kept it in my pocket to practice. Hi, how are you, fine and you, fine thanks, etc. My coworkers were all teenage succubi and they seemed upset when I didn't gossip with them about our other coworkers. Several times I was sent outside as a replacement for the cart jockey. I enjoyed that a lot more. The workplace gradually became hostile, after two weeks I had a panic attack and left in the middle of my shift. After that I was fired.
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>> No. 20030 [Edit]
To handle social people you just politely agree with them until they stop bothering you. For the lack of ability you just have to practice and get better I guess.
>> No. 20158 [Edit]
Seems those places trusted they could hire you. The last one seemed to be giving you chances, how do you mess up mopping?
>> No. 20160 [Edit]
Applications are piss easy to do. It's always the same shit honestly. If you have an auto fill on your browser you can hammer out an app in maybe ten minutes. Nobody calls references anymore, it's a huge rarity. Plus since we're coming off of a recession where countless businesses have died, faking previous employment is easy as shit, just put down that you worked at that hardware store down the street that closed in 2011, or that fish pier that burned down a few years back, at least until you get enough good real employment for your record.

What pisses me off is two things: online applications, and interviews.

Online applications basically filter apps for incredibly lazy HR reps. Gone are the days of calling a place and asking if they looked at your application. Everyone in my family says "oh just call them" when half the time there isn't even a number, the other half they get annoyed with you for calling at all. Whenever a place offers paper applications I GO FOR IT because it increases the chances they will actually be arsed to look at the fucking thing since they can't just F9 the stack.

Interviews require some sort of social ability. I came up with a persona to get through this, but it's still incredibly difficult. Why does one need to be able to conduct some sort of social bullshit to become a dishwasher or cookie packer or some shit anyway?

As for me, I'm stuck in a freeter cycle with a seasonal business, a local amusement park. They don't have to offer benefits for full time work since they are seasonal, and every year after the season ends I look for a job, but always have issues trying to get a job, and once that email rolls in around March I pretty much have no choice but to go back to them for another summer of dealing with shitty brat teenagers and running ageing amusement rides for just over $8/hr.

Also, tips: people with the qualifications that job listings "require" will almost never apply for those jobs. That trend is a holdover from the recession. Now that employment is higher, employers are used to selling the position high because they were inundated with applications and had to limit the pool. Requiring sanitation cert for janitorial jobs or x years retail experience for a stocking job were done because there we
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>> No. 20161 [Edit]
I got a job recently after being a NEET for the past four or five years. About a year ago I got one but I quit after my first day there for various reasons, now I'm on 40 hours a week.
I put out a dozen applications when I halfheartedly decided to get back to working, all but one got ignored, the one that didn't get ignored had me take an hour drive to an interview that I never heard back from. I think my problem was I was being way too honest, and I think that long gap of not working was really making things hard on me. So I applied to a place I found online giving fake info about being a high school grad, about how I've been working up till recently, and how I left my previous jobs instead of being fired. Job asked for some training certificates but that wasn't a problem, I was able to easily hack the site they referred me to and get the answers to all the questions and complete the 'training' in no time.
Now I sit in a small room being paid $9.50 an hour to play games and watch movies on my laptop, and occasionally walk around when I feel like it. Most of the time there isn't another soul in sight. Honestly I couldn't have asked for a better job.
Seriously, look into security guard work. It can be ideal for NEETs and hikki.

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18655 No. 18655 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I don't even know what am I doing with my life anymore.
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>> No. 19913 [Edit]
Personally i wouldnt say life is this binary, just because the world is not good to us doesnt mean we are worthless.
Life is not a choice, death can be, true.
Sucicide should be regarded as a respectable choice and if you are not willing to go on then that is something each should decide for himself.
But if you dont try youl never find out right, i just take the gamble for myself.
>> No. 19916 [Edit]
Why do you need a reason to live, life is just about living and you have the choice of how to decide to live that life. If you want a reason just come up with your own. I just hope it's nothing that hurts other life unnecessarily. Here's my own if you're curious.

I strive to fulfill my primary needs and alleviate my boredom. That is eat, drink, sleep etc and entertaining myself through the Internet, video games, books, music, movies, design, animals or whatever. My guess is that most people have the same reason as I, but the ways they alleviate their boredom differs. Just remember that the other option is most likely nothing at all and that's seems pretty boring to me.
>> No. 20131 [Edit]
what the fuck was all for?
>> No. 20230 [Edit]
life blows.

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20073 No. 20073 hide watch quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Do you often feel in danger?
>> No. 20080 [Edit]
You seem to have made a mistake
>> No. 20097 [Edit]
yes I am sorry
>> No. 20098 [Edit]
Yes, I do. I am a very paranoid person.
>> No. 20099 [Edit]
Just get a firearm and shoot whatever you don't like

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20005 No. 20005 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
For the past few years I've realized that I haven't grown in any capacity that I'm proud of. As a result, I want to work on who I am to figure out where I want to go in life.

Where are you in your life and how does that relate to the past 3-5 years? Do you think you're accomplishing the things that you would like to? Do you wish you had been doing things differently?
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>> No. 20047 [Edit]
I've accomplished nothing, I've wasted the last few years... or decade rather. I'm pretty much where I was three years ago. I don't have much of a future and don't expect to live long due to shitty diet/lifestyle. I'd say I'm content as is all things considered. I don't have everything I want, far from it really, but I've got enough to keep me comfortable. Money's tight but I got a decent computer to pirate tons of games and movies on I couldn't otherwise afford. my mom doesn't give me 'too much' trouble about not working, about not having a 3dpd, or having a room filled with toys in spite of being 27 years old.
I'd say things are very much -okay-. I'd love to live alone, but this is a fair trade off.
>> No. 20048 [Edit]
I took my bachelor and that solved a lot of the issues I had. It didn't solve all of the problems, I still have panic attacks talking to people, for one.
>> No. 20058 [Edit]
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I'm pretty frustrated. I accomplished some things but failed miserably at others; pretty gross mistakes. Things are better right now than just 3 years ago, yes, but they're definitely worse than they could have been. I constantly wish I'd have done some things differently.
>> No. 20076 [Edit]
I'm good now. My regret is that I wasted the entire decade of my 20s, I should've got my shit together sooner.

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20014 No. 20014 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Is there anything you do in particular to keep your mind off shitty feelings and thoughts?
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>> No. 20032 [Edit]
I heard from many people that Love2d is nice and personally knowing lua i can tell you its easy.
Go for it dude.
>> No. 20033 [Edit]
Have you finished making any games yet?
>> No. 20037 [Edit]

Yes. I made two games: Mutos and The Greater Schizotypal Co-Prosperity Sphere.
>> No. 20043 [Edit]
hot sauce. i like it on tortilla chips. if only temporary.

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