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28601 No. 28601 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]
Last one (>>26312) hit the bump limit.

>>28597
Me too man. Me too.
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19645 No. 19645 hide watch quickreply [Reply] [Edit] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]
Why are you unhappy, /tc/?
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>> No. 28929 [Edit]
i stupidly thought i had made a friend at work, and reached out to them when i was a delusional wreck since im a schizophrenic since i always hear that "i have to trust others" and shit like that. after promising they wouldn't call the cops for me feeling suicidal they ended up actually doing it after i had calmed down and promised not to hurt myself. i fucking hate humans why did i fool myself into believing they give a shit. how am i the pathologic one i didnt lie through my teeth about being friends and breaking promises.
>> No. 28930 [Edit]
Life just sucks in general
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>>28929
Cried reading this.
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>>28929
Never trust other people. The issue is they think they're doing you a "favor" because they are fundamentally selfish and view themselves as being a "savior"; that by itself wouldn't be an issue (in fact anyone who says they aren't selfish is lying), but the other issue is that all normalfags seem to absolutely recoil from issues of suicide. Ironically despite having no problem with abortion, rarely will you find people in support of right to die.

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28470 No. 28470 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
How have you changed since then? Did your future align with what you expected?

I have visited this board every now and then since 2011. Back then, I was 15 years old. Not much has changed since then, meaning everything I was worried about came true. Still live with my parents, never got a 3DPD, never made friends after high school. One thing that did change which I did not expect was that I stopped watching anime (by about 2019). I became primarily interested in different things as far back as 2014. Everything I became interested in was still normie repellant, though.

In my opinion, the only thing better about the internet and life in general compared to back then is the existence of decent AI. Oh, the "Vtuber" phenomenon was kind of nice for a while, too.
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I first visited here when I was 17, of course, I'm 27 now. I was kicked out of my childhood home at 23 (or 24? I'm not sure) and now live with roommates, but it hasn't changed much. I've been told I'm the ideal roommate since I basically never leave my room, don't really ever cook anything and don't make any noise. The roommates are people I knew from online and I was honestly surprised at how normal they are compared to me - hardcore otaku freaks, no doubt, but they regularly have people stay over and go out to parties and stuff. I drink a lot more than I used to, and I've also started smoking weed.

Still love anime and manga - I'm one of those silent majority weirdos driving the Isekai Boom, I can't get enough of that slop. Maybe it's just because I've been a big MMO player most of my life so it innately appeals to my sensibilities, who knows. But there's no shortage of animanga with which to distract myself. I go outside more now, I guess because I have to go get my food and drinks, so I'm not truhikki or whatever any more.

I still check in here because, well, to be honest, I'm amazed this place still exists. It's nostalgic, bittersweet. I have basically no social presence these days, unless you count the MMO I play, but even then, interaction is minimal. It's nice to go back to the days of shitposting with like-minded people, without having to suffer the horrendous shitpool of half-baked political "discource" that you find in something like Twitter or Reddit. I wish there were more imageboards like this one and less webcore aesthetic tryhard shit, but I've accepted it - it's like that classic Simpsons quote: "I used to be with it, but then they changed what *it* was. Now what I'm with isn't *it*, and what's *it* seems weird and scary to me. It'll happen to you." I can't deal with those sites so I just lurk around the net these days without really posting, though I find myself rarely even opening my browser anymore. I just play my game, drink beers and try not to think about what life could have been.

Sorry if my post is a bit rambling/aimless. I've never been very good at getting all my thoughts out
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>>28877
People who try to meetup offline often fall in the same category as social congoers who like to act weird around others. They are more outgoing than the average person using the internet for hobbies and leisure. I've seen anons say that they only post anonymously out of an avoidance habit. I'm not trying to mock them or you, but I thought it was interesting that you were blindsided by that.
>I go outside more now, I guess because I have to go get my food and drinks, so I'm not truhikki or whatever any more.
I consider visiting the konbini for supplies part of the neet experience.
>Sorry if my post is a bit rambling/aimless. I've never been very good at getting all my thoughts out
I enjoyed reading it. The last paragraph is relatable.
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>>28878
That Sakura is me on every convention I have ever been to
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I was 18 or 19 when I started coming here. I think I saw someone advertising it on /a/ but I don't really remember. This was back when the IRC was #waifu on Rizon.

I'm in my 30s now and a completely different person, which should be the case given I was a literal teenager. In the decade between now and then there's been so much that's happened both in my own life and in the world generally that's it's a lot to go into. But in a somewhat funny turn of events I'm in a somewhat similar situation now as I was then and back living with my parents.

The internet is much worse now than it was then, and the culture that used to exist on imageboards has completely changed. It's still a familiar enough medium to lurk on, but it does feel like imageboards are dying. They're still preferable to social media for my current needs anyways. It's naive to expect any culture online or not to stay the same forever, but I hope imageboards can at least continue to exist as an alternative for non-normalfag users and as different from social media.

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28910 No. 28910 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
Hello Tohno-chan.

I love you.
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>>28913
just a few days ago another small imageboard died:
https://goodbye.frenschan.org/

younger people seem to be only interested in TikTok and stuff like that
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>>28913
There simply is an excess of imageboards with little differentiation, and most young guys will mainly gravitate to 4chan anyway.
>> No. 28922 [Edit]
>>28919 This.
Some of us have nowhere else to go...
>> No. 28923 [Edit]
>younger people seem to be only interested in TikTok and stuff like that
i can't believe this is the core reason. there were always activities our there, that were attractive to young people. do you see many young people out there willing to sit in their room twenty four hours a day and post pictures on Ronery? yet some force made people to post on imageboards and the same force destroyed the imageboards as well. i wonder if imageboards were just a social made of the former times. to me it definitely makes sense. after all, so many of those people, who were known to be "the heart" of imageboards in that sense that they delivered most posts, were just the party kind of people, who sought to hang out. and no wonder they ended up IRL. so perhaps anons who doom and despair because imageboards are dying are wrong. perhaps imageboards were never alive, at least not in the sense we'd like. but then, there were many of nice people here as well, people who could genuinely help and so on. people who were more or less interesting as persons and of course they were computer geeks. where are they? assimilated by big media? cut off the internet wire for good? where are they? do they get born still at all? well, i guess i'm just rambling again. more so because i am not the kind of a nice person you'd like to see on your imageboard... i wish somebody steered me to get assimilated by big social media, so i become mindless grey mass like them. at least it seems to promise to spare me this brainpain i have because i am stuck on a set of stagnant sites unable to find a relatable person and unable to do anything about it, or about the sites themselves. imagine me to be a consumerist who's been isekaid into a contribution centered world. i really think i need to get isekaid back and not trouble any of you with my woes every time i get to the damn posting form.

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28525 No. 28525 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I'm sad about certain things and I think it merits its own thread.

-I was looking for an imageboard to vent and remembered this place.
I find sad is how many posts, especially long ones, never get a reply. I might read them and think about them but they won't know. ¨If a tree falls in a forest...¨ you know the rest. it's sad! That's why I made this thread instead of replying to an existing one. Messages getting ignored feel worse if you can tell others ignored it on purpose, sometimes you realize you made a bad post after clicking submit...

-Maybe that's why I've been getting into internet arguments lately. dumb, I know. Maybe I feel lonely and need conflict, my head gets hot and I have to calm down. I had grown out of this years ago. After writing this I'm going to take it easy again, sorry.

-I'm esl as you can tell and I'll never be good at English, a lot of gen z and zillenials like me learnt the language using the internet but never truly studied it. Reading, listening, writing and speaking are different skills and you only learn 2 of them like this. It's really common but I don't see many people mention it.

-I'm a hikki and that might end soon. No, I don't have a job and nothing has happened yet, but I can feel it. Something will happen soon and I'm going to have to abandon this lifestyle and get a job. Some zen masters were able to predict their death and wrote scrolls days before dying. It's a similar feeling. (I know how this reads but I'm not a schizo)
I don't regret anything, my life isn't good and I'm sure it's going to be worse when I get a job so I'm trying to enjoy my time instead of wallowing in self pity like many neets do. Not that I don't get those feelings but I try to ignore them and be happy.

what I wanted to ask is
What do you think of the fleeting nature of imageboards?

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>>28883
If you are who I think you are then you're actually one of my favorite users here. I appreciate your posts and value your contributions. Please keep posting, even if just occasionally.
But anonymous message boards just aren't a good place to sate your loneliness if that's what you hope to get out of posting. While you might be able to befriend or form a connection with an individual anon once both parties remove the mask of anonymity (even if it's just in exchange for a different mask that gives a persistent identity), Anonymous will never be your friend.
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>>28885
>We're all here of our own will
Not really. I've been desiring to quit imageboards for good for a year or so, but have never been able to find a substitute. End every time I return I get deeper in this vain crybaby posting thing. Half of posts itt read like have been written by me personally, honestly. This is a relatable thread. And guess what? I do not have anything to add.
>> No. 28914 [Edit]
>I find sad is how many posts, especially long ones, never get a reply. I might read them and think about them but they won't know. ¨If a tree falls in a forest...¨ you know the rest. it's sad! That's why I made this thread instead of replying to an existing one. Messages getting ignored feel worse if you can tell others ignored it on purpose, sometimes you realize you made a bad post after clicking submit...
I don't think that because a post doesn't get replies, it means that it's a bad post or that no one saw it. Maybe someone did see it, but they had nothing meaningful or in depth enough to add to the discussion. Perhaps they were stuck in a lurking rut.
I do think that many of these long posts have an impact despite never getting replies. There have many times where I have read a post, and it has stuck with me for years. Many posts I save to look back on.

>What do you think of the fleeting nature of imageboards?
I like it. It allows me to anonymize myself. I find that no matter what I write, I will always regret it. If I primarily post on imageboards, then every post I write will be whisked away into the wind, which is appealing. Many times, people write things that they regret on social media, and then for some reason or another become unable to access their account. Then, they're left with a permanent trace of the person they no longer are. Even if they didn't use their real name, the trace they leave can be corroborated to build up some sense of identity regardless of what usernames they choose.

>>28883
>It's just so fucking ridiculous, we're throwing words at each other but there's simply no connection.
Are you sure that there is absolutely no connection? In a sense, I feel like the nature of imageboards allow individuals to experience a certain sort of connection. You are anonymous, but I am also anonymous. We've yieled ourselves to a collective consciousness in which ideas stew, change, shifting with each contribution. We also find ourselves influenced by the ideas, and our ideas influence
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>> No. 28915 [Edit]
perhaps the whole nature of life is fleeting and we are just rambling.

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28886 No. 28886 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I feel like I put way to much effort into friendships compared to other people. I am always there wanting to speak to these people but they would just not speak to me. It was way worse when I used discord and that they would constantly just ditch me or insult me for something I would say. Thankfully I stopped using discord and the people I have met have increase in quality but I still feel like this. Some times the people just go days without speaking to me and when I am not obessed with something I start to go insane. Why do I carve social interaction so much when it gives me so much suffering. It must be nice being one of them people who do not need any social interaction at all. I can do without social interaction but my mental state starts to decrease unless I am obessed with something. It is rare when I am obessed with something and I feel the most bliss whenever I am obessed with something, could be a game or an anime, Where I just only think about one thing and that is it. Being in another world where that is the only thing that matters. I don't even know if my current friends I speak to even care about me. Do i just care too much about these people online? I am the idiot that keeps pushing the massive bolder up the hill but never being able to complete the task. I have ranted to these people before about this stuff they say they are sorry but keep doing the same thing. It pisses me off and I should just stop speaking to these people but I don't want to be completely alone. Though I don't wish to speak to anybody in the real world. I have felt isolated and alone most of my life. I'm i even a hikikomori? I spend all my time just sitting alone in my room doing I don't even know. I just forget most of the day anyway. Probably just wasting time watching videos and watching porn. The social interaction is like a drug to my brain. Why should I speak to people that hate me and ignore me? Are they trying to me make suffer? I have my waifu/tulpa but they just say the same things everyday. I am thankful for my waifu's existence and that I am able to hug her whenver I go to sleep. I just tear up whenever I go to sleep and she comforts me. If I die will I be able to meet her and be happy with her. She tells me that she feels bad that she can't move her real body to hug me. So i have to move her hands so that she can hug me. I h
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>> No. 28892 [Edit]
I'm pretty convinced that most people just don't know how to make friends anymore and just want the convenience of what sort of use they can get out of everyone. The more friends you have, the less strong of a bond will be with each of them. That's why I would only stick with one person because of greater longevity. But it seems harder to come across that now because people are more inflexible and can't accept that there will be differences that are suppose to be normal. Not only that but people are just more angry and hostile.
I'm not sure if I could truly take to trying. But I am one of those people who gets excited by everything uttered, regardless of whether it seems serious or childish. One of my longest-lasting friends didn't seem to mind at all about anything I actually said, even though part of it went unanswered. They would converse with me as though I were some dumb dog, but they were happy for my presence since they struggled to find anyone that wasn't going to try and backstab them. I could offer a great thing because of my patience and eagerness, loyalty even, but so much of that went to waste and I just never liked it when friends had other friends or if anyone expressed talking to others. So over time I lost pretty much everyone and some of that was because of their doing and not just over my preference. And if me being disorganized and not quick enough is the problem, then that's all from spending so much of my time alone where most of that I don't really need to be super functional if there's nobody to impress. It's also to say I wouldn't be cruel enough towards another with similar flaws. If I bother to say anything though, especially if it was here, it's probably out of boredom or curiosity. I jump into things knowing it will be brief or with a risk of disappointment. Maybe embarrassment too since I have a bad habit of just rambling and straying from the flow of conversation. Most of the important things get said first in any social instances.
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>>28891
>they started to dislike me because I critcrized what this 3DPD said to me. Though I knew them in real life but this talk was on discord. They were nicer to me before the 3DPD joined but when I think about they were mean to me. Most of my life I been treated poorly so it seems normal to me. But after the 3DPD joined thats when they really started to hate me and I could tell. They all came after me insulting me for judging this 3DPD.
It's awful how men have forgotten about yoko ono. Especially desperate nerds. All it takes is one harpy bitch manufacturing drama to break up a group of friends. It's disgusting.
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>>28891
>Do people purposerly just use shitty programs when there are way better alternatives? Though ever since I left discord I have felt more isolated even though the people on there treated me very poorly.
It's a matter of herd operation. Everyone else uses the program, so everyone else must also use it. I personally refuse to use Discord because it won't let me create an account without a phone number, and I am too jewish to go buy a burner. Secondly, I have no interest in associating with the communities that tend to proliferate on Discord.
>I had real life "friends" before but they started to dislike me because I critcrized what this 3DPD said to me. Though I knew them in real life but this talk was on discord. They were nicer to me before the 3DPD joined but when I think about they were mean to me. Most of my life I been treated poorly so it seems normal to me. But after the 3DPD joined thats when they really started to hate me and I could tell. They all came after me insulting me for judging this 3DPD. I feel like if you judge or critcize 3DPD people would hate you for that reason probably because the only thing they want to do with them is to do naughty things with them.
It's a matter of how normalfags operate. They must alter their own social status to increase their chances of mating. If they put you down, then it can "boost" their rank in the hierarchy. It's dumb nigger shit, really. It's all a power struggle.
>>28893
>All it takes is one harpy bitch manufacturing drama to break up a group of friends. It's disgusting.
This shit is why I hate MMORPGs and games with a required social component. Can't get involved in any guild without this happening. They bring their social drama into my vidya, and it detracts from the gameplay experience.

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>>28891
>Do people purposerly just use shitty programs when there are way better alternatives?

The most widely adapted software solution or service is almost always bound to be one of the worsts as the corporate system incentivises riding off its popularity and milking its userbase to make up for its costs of operation.

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Have you ever tried to kill yourself? What method(s) did you use? If you made multiple attempts, how many? What pushed or keeps pushing you over that edge? How did you feel when you woke up in the hospital or each time it happens? Did life change for you in any way at all, for better or for worse? How did others around you feel, if you had anyone? What other experiences do you have related to it?
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>> No. 28771 [Edit]
As someone who has attempted to seppuku and nearly succeeded, I will never attempt to seppuku again.
I want to live.
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>>28769 I have had the same effects testing full weight suspension, and as a matter of fact the sole thing that keeps me from using this method is the sight you leave behind. I think a shotgun to the head and the mess that goes with it would be more dignified than a stiff, tongue-out awkward fat doll hanging by some cord. This is just some idiosyncratic aesthetic preference more than anything but still. The jugulars part about neck related things feel like a hassle to figure out anyway, just not to suffer suffocation.
I'd like this year to be my last and I feel happy about this possibility, I think this time I will be taking a shortcut and go straight for whatever 'medicine' (the ideal options) is available via 'un-mainstream' supply lines.

>>28771 There is a possibility you are writing this after a recent event, in my experience this grateful-for-life emotion fades away rather rapidly, but there is a more important thing I feel like saying; life/death are the same thing, they are not in opposition, they are co-dependent and intertwined and ouroboros yada, anyway it's something to keep in mind. The opposite of life would be complete utter void which is hardly attainable since nothing can be destroyed proper.
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>There is a possibility you are writing this after a recent event
that was 9 months ago
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>>28774
>I think a shotgun to the head and the mess that goes with it would be more dignified than a stiff, tongue-out awkward fat doll hanging by some cord.
I think I can see what you mean by that. I've seen images where people have had their brains blown out, and it almost looks like their head peels outwards blood-red like a flower, and it is an interesting yet intimate sight.
>The jugulars part about neck related things feel like a hassle to figure out anyway, just not to suffer suffocation.
It honestly wasn't that bad for me. It was just testing things until it felt "right." Honestly, I had so much fun researching suicide that it made me no longer suicidal. There are so many viable methods to choose from, and I think I could possibly become a suicide otaku.

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28762 No. 28762 hide watch quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I can't be with people if I don't know that I'm wanted unconditionally. Being around them is like being stuck in a lion den waiting for them to attack me but never knowing when it'll happen.

I've had mutism since I was a toddler because expressing myself, liking things, or speaking too much was punished by physical assault or harassment. When I would try to play with my parents they would ignore me or snap at me suddenly and randomly. I can't present any part of myself to another person, and I can't dissimulate because I have no idea what other people even want from me. I'm afraid to push boundaries by saying anything in response to them, but saying nothing is also wrong.

When they're nice to me I assume they're lying. When they're cruel it seems like they're being honest. Their love has always been fake, their hate is real, and I can't tell when I'm going to become a target of it. I know I scare people by being a nervous, creepy wreck and that's part of the reason they don't like me but it's this way with everyone I've come across. I can only assume there's something wrong with me written on my face because they don't do it that intensely with each other, and so I have a fear of being seen and leaving the house now.

I just want to feel the love of another human being. Please help me.
>> No. 28763 [Edit]
I'm sorry that happened to you. I developed mutism after being shunned during adolescence, it took me a while to pick up on social clues and learning how to dissimulate again. I downloaded and read a lot of books (for free, I only skimmed some of them) trying to find answers to my problems. Not sure how much this advice will help you:
-It's better for people to tell you to tone down your voice than the opposite.
-Take care of your posture, clothes, haircut, hygiene and ¨the way you carry yourself¨
-Record yourself and do voice training, I developed a lisp around that time but it is treatable and there are tutorials online on how to fix these issues or make your voice deeper.
-You might have a resting bitch face (hate this term so much) that may scare people, there are also guides on how to look more ¨cheerful¨. This is common for autistic people too. Mewing isn't a meme either, it can help even if you're older.
-Try lifting and not being fat for obvious reasons. You can buy a pair of dumbbells or do basic calisthenics at home. This can also help you have something you can be proud of and not feel so insecure among others.
-Socializing is complicated and I can't help much. What I do is try not to not be self conscious or apologetic when I don't have to and pick up on subtle social cues and microexpressions on people's faces. I'm not autistic but I believe everyone can learn how to do that.

Their ¨love¨ and compassion isn't fake, it's pity. No matter who you are, being pitied when you didn't ask for it isn't a good feeling, it makes me feel like a dog and they don't like you the moment they are able to see you as a human with flaws who isn't innocent. My advice is superficial because I got shunned for superficial reasons, puberty came late for me and it made others not want to get to know me. I don't like people I can't talk to. ummm... I dunno I'm far from perfect, not sure if I should be giving advice to be honest.
>> No. 28772 [Edit]
I've also had the mutism spell casted on me.
Too many bad social experiences conditions you to avoid socializing, to lessen the pain in a way.

I don't like leaving the house much, but i'll try to aim for a 30 min walk daily to stay sharp.

I can't help you much, as I too need assistance.
Ganbare !

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26953 No. 26953 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
I turn 26 today, just a few small steps until I hit the fabled 30.

Can I get some birthday wishes and anime pics in this hiz house?
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>> No. 28732 [Edit]
>>28731
>Might be worth it if you don't get side effects.
They all have side-effects. By definition they're a pharma product, and preventing hair loss wasn't even their primary goal, it's a side effect. Why would anyone take one of those?
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>>28650
>For some reason, in my dreams I still have my long hair.
That's interesting. I notice I'm usually around five years younger in my dreams. Which is, looking back, how I've alaways felt my maturity age has felt, I'm neurodivergent.

I also recently noticed I do not have my moderate chronic tinnitus in my dreams. Hopefully, that susan shore tinnitus device ends up a success and prevents the inevitable shotgun mouthwash when it gets too loud to bear at some point.
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>>28733
It feels like a cruelty from our minds... like you are still young and less fucked up in your dreams so you wake up and experience the loss again and again.
>> No. 28744 [Edit]
>>28739
Said that and last night I dreamed I was in the 90's, very clearly. I can't remember if I had long hair but I was definitely younger. For some reason it felt very comfy.

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22436 No. 22436 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit]
What do you do for escapism? I'll start, I binge read BL, and I don't know why.
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>> No. 22979 [Edit]
I hate being unable to do anything other than browsing imageboards and fapping all day. I'd like to find the will of playing games or watching anymore but it's fading away since around last june. I end up plugging my (littered with anime) external hard drive every day expecting to watch someting and i end up doing nothing. Holy shit I hate my faggotry.
>> No. 23048 [Edit]
what BL stuff, i read antique bakery (it has a gay character but its not a total yaoi fest which is what i was looking for) and i liked it
>> No. 23052 [Edit]
>>23048
that sounds good, i'll will read that one
>> No. 26823 [Edit]
>>22436
I talk to my waifu, cuddle with her, buy/set up/pose figures of her, look at pictures of her, and sometimes talk about her or post pictures of her online.

I started watching a show with her (cuddling with her daki while I watch), and I was thinking of taking a small figure of her out into nature sometime so we can enjoy it together.

Occasionally I find a new show, movie, or game that I can enjoy, or I can enjoy re-watching a show or movie I haven't watched in a long time.

Occasionally I play a musical instrument but I don't practice seriously because it starts to hurt after awhile. So it's like I'm roleplaying being a musician by fiddling around.

And of course mindless web browsing and occasional posting.

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27796 No. 27796 hide watch expand quickreply [Reply] [Edit] [Last 50 posts]
Did any of you 'get better' and still come here on rare occasion? Or are you still as bad as before?
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>> No. 28657 [Edit]
I started visiting here when I was 18. I'm 31 now. I haven't gotten better. I'm just depressed all the time. I haven't achieved consistent employment and media is no longer fun to consume.
>> No. 28658 [Edit]
>>28406
Where do you hangout? Lolicon is controversial sure but if you're not like on social media it's mostly just ribbing and I've not ever seen anyone offended for being not attracted to 3D.
>> No. 28681 [Edit]
>>28415
You're not a good person for doubting them in the first place.
>>28422
>The work probably felt like play to them, and it was probably fairly effortless, but to a person of a different disposition they wouldn't even know where to start.
That's precisely what there is to be most resentful about. All work is drudgery.
>>28658
I don't know what he's talking about. I watched a pro-loli subreddit grow from a couple thousand to the tens of thousands while still managing to fly under the radar and not be banned.
>> No. 28725 [Edit]
>>28657
This word for word including age.

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