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23024 No. 23024 [Edit]
Last one is on bump limit.
Post Cute Anime Girls Every Time you Think About Killing Yourself v2
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>> No. 25004 [Edit]
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Death is inevitable. I just want to get it over with. If I didn't have family members who loved me who were also depressed, I would kill myself in a month. I really really want to die.
>> No. 25005 [Edit]
>>25002
You will get over it if ur not a faggot. Take it easy, buddy.
>> No. 25006 [Edit]
>>25003
I think ESP (or something we think is ESP) is real, just really limited and hard to control, still, I don't see what that has to do with inmortality.
>> No. 25007 [Edit]
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Just wanted to let you guys know, I need you to stick around and entertain me. Somebody's gotta reply to my posts. I don't interact much with people outside of tohno-chan.
>> No. 25008 [Edit]
>>25006
Yeah I dont really know dude sometimes I just go off on a tangent.
>> No. 25010 [Edit]
>>25003
an old, heavily censored, document scanned with the shittiest document scanner? wow, that checks all the boxes! i'm convinced!
>> No. 25011 [Edit]
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>>25007
I really hope this site won't go down. This is the only place that you can have actual conversations with on the internet anymore. But, we all know that one day, tohnochan will die and we won't ever find another home. I'm honestly surprised that we've even lasted this long. God bless Tohno and the hikki lifestyle.
>> No. 25012 [Edit]
>>25011
Lots of boards have been going down lately. I hope this won't be one of them.
>> No. 25013 [Edit]
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>>25012
Some, like arisuchan and uboachan, would be better off dead. I used to post on ubuu regularly and sometimes check up on it. The place is a cesspool of normalfaggotry. I think it was always kind of bad, going all the way up to the mods, but some of the old posters were all right. Does uboachan have any kind of history with tohno-chan? They were both made around the same time.
>> No. 25014 [Edit]
>>25011
>This is the only place that you can have actual conversations with on the internet anymore.
Believe me, I feel the same way. I've tried exploring other sites and anime centered communities and I swear to god it's a toxic waste land out there. In the vast majority of those places the people are obnoxious, immature, insufferable, morons. It's hard to get more than a sentience out of most people out there and when they come into a room where people are actually talking they act like something is wrong, maybe even ignore the conversation and spam the room/thread or whatever for attention.
All these people know how to do is spam meme in desperate lazy attempts at attention grabbing.

Besides, They rarely have any legitimate interest in any part of otaku culture and will treat you like an elitist asshole for expecting as much. when exploring these communities it feels like no one reads VNs, they don't collect figs (or ever know that term), they don't watch more than the "AoTS" grade anime, and the only videogames they play are the online social fad games.

I don't know why you think TC might die someday when it's been up for ten+ years now. maybe "someday" like you said, but I don't think that will be any time soon. I'm not giving up this life for "finals" or 3DPD shit like far too many others do. Even if that php issue I've brought up on /navi/ actually does become an issue (they put off the forced update) I'll still try to find a way of bringing TC back up in one form or another.
There's no way in hell I'd shut this place down when it's the only thing keeping me sane.

Post edited on 20th Dec 2019, 8:13pm
>> No. 25015 [Edit]
>>25013
>Does uboachan have any kind of history with tohno-chan?
Not that I know of. People used to comment on us and /bun/ for being made within weeks of each other, but I've never seen anyone bring up TC and uboachan in the same post, till now.
>> No. 25016 [Edit]
>>25010
I mean you could just read them for yourself. They're all on cia.gov in the file library.
>> No. 25017 [Edit]
>>25007
Everyone and everything will die, one day. Just remember that, don't forget that things don't last forever. One day, every single anon who ever posted on tohnochan will be dead, and every single person who knew them will be dead. Every single person who knew about tohnochan itself will be dead, and it will be no more.
>> No. 25018 [Edit]
>>25017
What if you made a copy of tohno-chan with a bunch of super advanced bots talking to each other?

Post edited on 21st Dec 2019, 4:32am
>> No. 25019 [Edit]
>>25018
someone should make an imageboard where only ai chatbots are allowed to post and reply to each other.
>> No. 25020 [Edit]
>>25014
Do any of the jp speaking individuals here have experience with Japanese textboards? Do they suffer from the same issue noted above. They seem as a whole more isolated from their western counterparts so I hope they would avoid the same fate; in addition they also seem to be more diverse with a healthier ecosystem.

>>25018
>>25019
You could do that now, with the latest generation of transformer/BERT based networks. (Although this would be slightly biased because I believe the training corpus for GPT was from reddit comments). It'd be amusing if the output ended up looking like 4chan.
>> No. 25021 [Edit]
>>25020
I haven't gone to 2channel because they erected a gaijin wall (all I can really say about that is that I heard the dialogue is trash-tier), but I have gone to futaba channel. I can say with some confidence that FC is fairly braindead, especially the anime boards. The "discussion" on FC's anime board can occasionally feel much closer to nico nico comments than they do to any actual discussion. Even if you can't read Japanese, it's usually possible to see this just from the post lengths.
The only other board I browse is the games board, which is usually better with discussion but overall slower. That's just my experience though, I'm sure if there's someone else who browses jap-boards they could tell you more about pretty much everything, including if some sort of Japanese Tohno equivalent actually exists.
>> No. 25022 [Edit]
>>25020
I'm not sure about Text boards, I have only been to Futaba and a military anime image board called Karlchan(Karlchan might have been alright but it was before I knew much Japanese and I can't find it again). Futaba just has numerous small comments on a topic, somebody will make an OP(some of these are actually quite nice on the non-porn Touhou board or at least I like them) and then people just replay with 'wow cute' 'nice red hair' or random comments like that. This even happens to some degree in more serious boards like with politics and the like, somebody will post an article and then another person will post a short comment and another article. It's not great but this is just Futaba, others might be better.
>> No. 25023 [Edit]
>>25021
For 2channel there's https://5chx4changate.com/ which has translations of cherrypicked threads. (Also to bypass geo-IP block there is 2ch.sc which is a mirror(?) set up by Hiroyushi in vengeance that scrapes 5ch threads and is accessibly by gaijiners).

Also from what I've heard 5ch is essentially the defacto equivalent to Reddit in the JP net sphere (which might or might not be true, but the claim is nonetheless bolstered by the traffic rankings).

>>25022
In referring to textboards I meant places such as
http://www.milkcafe.net/ (apparently focused on university discussion?)
https://rentalbbs.shitaraba.com/ (allows you to create your own board รก la 8ch?)
https://bakusai.com/ (discussion broken up by region?)

Even outside of explicit textboards there seems to be a tendency to permit (and default to) anonymous posting, e.g. their slashdot equivalent https://srad.jp/.
>> No. 25024 [Edit]
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25024
I don't understand. Why do people put so much effort into life when we will all stop existing one day? So many books, movies, jobs, tasks to be done, things to be completed, for what? Why do they do the things they do when they know that they will, in time, stop existing? I'm both jealous, and disturbed, that people act with seemingly so little care of the fact that their life will terminate. Why doesn't everyone just kill themselves?
>> No. 25025 [Edit]
>>25024
>So many books, movies,
>Why doesn't everyone just kill themselves?

It's you that makes no sense, if there is so much to do why kill yourself? Enjoy your life instead.
>> No. 25026 [Edit]
>>25024
Some blindly follow the pack.
Others are deluded in the rat race.
There are those who have realistic dreams and know they can achieve them.
And those who simply live for the things they enjoy (which you sort of alluded to in your text).

Furthermore, suicide is too bothersome for most. It is associated with suffering, pain and anguish, not to mention the burden that it causes on society (passersby, state institutions and taxpayers; friends, family, work and your company's stakeholders if applicable; possibly others such as railway suicides which delay the whole diagram). It's being too selfish.
Along with this, as for the actual act, it takes a lot of determination and disregard for life and the self to voluntarily become a felo-de-se, which most people just don't possess.
>> No. 25027 [Edit]
>>25024
>people act with seemingly so little care of the fact that their life will terminate.

We have made our whole civilization around the fear of death. Almost every religion exists because of that. Since the Epic of Gilgamesh, it's the most repeated and probably relevant thing in the history of human culture.
People isn't unaware, they just preffer not to think about it because our culture doesn't offer answers anymore, but it's probably a mere act.
Personally I don't approve suicide motivated by fear of death, if something it should be because love of life and not accepting cheap substitutes.
>> No. 25029 [Edit]
>>25024
Many people don't think about it. Or they're religious. Most will also say, "I like my life, so why would I want to die"? Instinctually, we're hardwired to want to continue because that's just what works. Everything alive that didn't strive for life at all already died billions of years ago. We're the descendants of those who did act to continue their life. For me personally, I want to go as far as I possibly can with whatever time I have. Maybe i'll even leave something great behind.
>> No. 25033 [Edit]
>>25027
>We have made our whole civilization around the fear of death
One might cynically say that this fear of death is what compels people to participate in the rat-race (perhaps to the benefit of those at the top, for some definition of "top"?). However I don't believe Eastern religions have the same fatalist attitude towards death that the Western religions have.
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>> No. 25041 [Edit]
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25041
Does anyone else get depressed before Christmas? Like, the childhood magic that made it special is gone and nothing can be done to restore it so instead you feel empty and hate every second of it? Does anyone know that feeling?
>> No. 25042 [Edit]
>>25041
I always feel empty around new year. Part of it is the disparity between the glee with which New Year's is usually celebrated and the hopeless reality that it's not really going to be that different of a year (and it's more likely that everything will erode even further).

Post edited on 22nd Dec 2019, 10:31pm
>> No. 25043 [Edit]
>>25033
>However I don't believe Eastern religions have the same fatalist attitude towards death that the Western religions have.

Not at all, but they are still built around the problem of mortality. Daoists tried to achieve inmortality for centuries, buddhism is basically the result of trying to search for an answer to the anguish caused by the certain death and decay of all living things, from hinayana to vajrayana there's (shocking) practices related to death.
>> No. 25045 [Edit]
>>25041
Having to spend one day or two with the family is annoying but at the end, in this time there's less work, some holidays and nice weather, that's the only thing I care about at the end.
>> No. 25075 [Edit]
>>25041
I just hate every waking moment regardless. I crave the dying of the light.
>> No. 25093 [Edit]
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25093
I would kill myself tonight if it weren't for the fact that it would hurt my family. I just don't have it in me to do it. I wish they didn't care about me.
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I want to kill myself, but my brothers are even bigger wastes of space than I. Imagine: a NEET loser who can't even hold down a fast food job is considered the "good child."
>> No. 25097 [Edit]
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25097
I miss my grandmother. I miss when life was easier. I miss when I felt something before New Year's that wasn't existential dread.
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>>25097
I'm sorry about your grandmother. My grandmother is a douchebag but I'd be pretty bummed without her also.

And yeah, living is a pain.
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25099
it never ends
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>>25013
>arisuchan
I called it. Good riddance.
>> No. 25107 [Edit]
>>25014
>All these people know how to do is spam meme in desperate lazy attempts at attention grabbing.
And when you complain you're "reddit" or whatever else that rubs them the wrong way this week.
>> No. 25113 [Edit]
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25113
Existence is slavery, I want to be free.
Took me far too long time to realize that my motives for doing anything didn't make any sense even to myself.
Seems to me that there is just no reality that can be imagined where i would want to be.
>> No. 25132 [Edit]
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25132
I can't even describe how I feel. Everything is tiresome and whenever something good happens to me I feel guilty, as if I didn't deserve to be happy.
>> No. 25214 [Edit]
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25214
I have no clue what's wrong. Every other time over the last decade I've felt something I'd describe as depression, I could point to reasons and convince myself if they were resolved, I'd feel significantly better. I'd even usually tell myself they could or would be improved or fixed entirely.
Since the beginning of this fall, it's like I've been stuck with a needle and have been slowly leaking some kind of vital human spirit. Nothing excites or motivates me like it used to, and I've been sort of "down" for as long as I can remember in my life. I've got endless free time, a reasonable amount of money to burn on an interest or outing if I felt up to it, a path to schooling for a job that might make me want to an hero less and allow me to stop living with my family. All of this and I just feel overwhelming nothing. I spend hours driving in circles in too much of a haze to even pay attention to the music playing. I stare at screens with mindless bullshit for entire evenings just upset with myself for doing so. Life is incomprehensibly boring and miserable.
It doesn't feel like it used to, it feels like there's really no out unless I somehow get the nerve to kill myself and the means to do so.

I'm sorry for polluting this wonderful relic of an imageboard. Writing it in a journal doesn't help at all and I haven't tried this before.
>> No. 25220 [Edit]
>>25214
I hope it hurts less, at least.

Apathy isn't so bad, in my view. I'm thankful for it in lieu of some kind of inner strife that overcomes me. But I suppose it's much less to be thankful for if you're trying to study and make an effort? If you threw it all away, would that plug the leak?
>> No. 25233 [Edit]
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thank you tohnofriend
>> No. 25234 [Edit]
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In this last year I've finally mostly settled on a realistic method, and given up hope without falling so deep into despair I feel suicide is pointless. Won't be too much longer before this monstrous joke is over.
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>>25233
Tsukumizu is quite popular between depressed people.
>> No. 25237 [Edit]
>>25235
I'm not depressed and I like him as well.
>> No. 25252 [Edit]
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>>25235
Is it any wonder why?
>> No. 25254 [Edit]
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25254
I always think about committing suicide daily but I'm so used to it at this point I don't even question it anymore.
The desire to end my life is as natural as the need to cough, eat or sleep.
It's pathetic, but that's the way it is sometimes.
>> No. 25258 [Edit]
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25258
Things go to shit when you most need them not to.
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