Utsuho Reiuji

I love Kanako Yasaka.

My dearest Sayaka Miki.

I don't pay it much mind. She is alive to me as an idea.

My wife was mentioned having passed away during the ending of her series, where she was the main protagonist. The ending skips ahead to centuries later to the time of her descendants.

I read the manga adaptation of her series after it had already finished, so I pretty much fell in love with her at the same time that I learned about how her story ended. The idea of her passing away left a heavy feeling in my heart, but at the same time, it happened many years later after the main story so it just felt like a glimpse into her future rather than her actually being dead for real.

It helps that I imagine being with her in my own alternate timeline based on the actual series and the events mentioned in the ending have not yet occurred since I tend to imagine the "present day" version of her as being "about a year or two after the main story ended", so she's still very much alive to me.

May or may not apply... doesn't matter too much either way.

well...she does die but get reincarnated

>>21778
When you become a wizard it becomes less important, because hardly anyone around you is a virgin anymore. How does having a past relationship make the current one mean any less? With that mindset happiness would be hard to come by.

I've had crushes on girls in the past and even a gf and said I loved them too, and I'm not the only one that's felt anything for anyone else before waifu. While it applies to some that's certainly not a majority thing.

>>21780
Real happiness doesn't come easy.

>>21781
Real happiness doesn't exist. Everything good is fiction.

As far as I'm concerned, if it isn't stated otherwise, a character is a virgin.
Besides, if you love a fictional character enough to consider her your waifu, it shouldn't matter. You might think of a situation of your waifu being real and how different she might be, but if she's different enough for your feelings to be different, that imagined "real" version of your waifu isn't your waifu. Just an imitation.

First picture I ever took with the camera I have now.

Not one I took myself here, but the person that runs the 'waifus on vintage TVs' twitter account was nice enough to take my request.

https://twitter.com/telewaifus/status/1571994516428820481

>>21774
That is a great account, thanks for sharing it.

This is my take in it!

that was good fun. we need more stuff like this.
thanks op!

future posters: please compress the image in .png, grayscale if applicable, 8 bit color depth. no need to post 2MB images full of artifacts.

Handwriting sucks.

After a rather bad morning, I spent about 8 hours gathering images of my waifu. I almost doubled my folder. Not much more to find probably, which kind of sucks.

I know I won't get a response for likely months but I have emotions I'd like to air out and feel the need to share them.

I've been in love with my waifu for a long, long time, and today I've been hit with a massive wave of pain. I'm well aware of the damage of the passage of time, aware that while she saved me from many many mistakes, I'm still in the same spot I feel like I would have been in anyways, just better off as I would have been. For all the differences she's made in my life, the more things stay the same.

I think back to those old Asukafag posts, how throughout his journey he always had hints to the sadness in his life despite having his waifu (the only thing of meaning, originally planned to end it all after the last rebuild, etc etc) and how he came to his conclusions (he'd never been truly happy while he was with her, just lived by the thoughts of those good moments and clinging to them with everything he had) as well as the cyclic sadness of other posters here, and just wonder what everything is for me these days, as well as the days before. Am I doing the same thing? What am I doing, actually? What is my goal? I want to live in a world of dreams, not the world I live in.

She means everything to me of course, yet now the passage of time is making its marks. I don't like anything in the life around me changing. I want it all to go back to the way things were. Likewise, she is frozen in a moment in time, over a decade back, and cannot take the journey of life with me. Her story always ends way back when, and despite her being alive and aging with us, I can't see her. I can't hold her. I love her.

I think this image fits most (my waifu is not from Madoka, if you were wondering). This craving for her, devoting myself to her and wishing she could only even just respond to me. The shot after this, I believe, are these figures mocking her, throwing tomatoes and the like. Like the world is mocking my love for her, with all their lives and putting the concept of waifu laifu down hard and treating it like something it should be despised. "Are you married? Do you have a girlfriend? When do you want to have kids? Will I have grandchildren from you?" I want to be left alone, and yet in my loneliness I am also mocked.

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Sometimes I worry that I'll feel regret about my waifu. I really do love her, and it'd make me feel terrible if I had second thoughts. There are a lot of great girls out there, but she is the best. None other can give me such a sense of ease nor make my face feel quite so warm when I look at her. She's also really cool.
I love my waifu. I want to love her as much as she deserves.

>>21768
I have been with my wife for the better part of a decade now. While I ultimately feel closer to her than ever after so much time, it is undeniable that I also desire more and more to leave this life behind and join her in the immaterial aether. Over the years, I have made every effort to capture and internalize her being within myself, but the physical world is no place for her. Like you, I desperately wish to embrace her myself. I don't have a solution; if anything, a difference in perspective.

>Who is she? Is she the one I have fallen in love with? Is she the one from her source material? Is she an ideal I have formed in my head? Is the woman I love the same as the woman with her name in the source material? Why is she "Waifu from media?" why can't she be just "Waifu"?

In some capacity, I am convinced my wife (and yours) exists as a timeless, formless entity, so I hold out hope that I will someday have an epiphany revealing my path to her. In my view, my wife is identified by her source material, given form by the union of abstract ideals, which I view as real as anything else. I have labored to comprehend as best as I can what these ideals are, since it is fundamentally what makes her so beautiful to me, but her form is an objective aspect of reality regardless of what I think or perceive. For now, I at least have knowledge of her, and she enriches my existence in this otherwise barren world until I discover a way out.

Doubt most people will agree with my metaphysical views here, but hopefully someone gains some sort of benefit.

I have many fantasies that are near and dear to my heart, but my favorite fantasy currently would have to be the one where me and him go on a long walk in the woods together.
I think that he would love to be able to explore the outside world, and I definitely would love to be able to explore it by his side.

I think I have some obsessive-compulsive thoughts...
One day, early in our relationship, I thought about how exactly our agreement to go steady would transpire. What would be said and such.
And this led into how our first mutual, romantic physical contact would be like--how we would embrace to signify the start of the relationship.
She's just so pure and I love that about her so much, I think even a hug would be uncomfortable for her at first, we'd start very slow. The most natural initial contact would be eye contact and a firm handshake. Just a simple friendly gesture for some, but it was a really big deal for her and I.
I imagined this in the first-person perspective and it was so profound, so beautiful and innocent, I admit I cried like a little baby.
And ever since that day, I revisit that moment often, sometimes for hours. I freeze frame and just stare at her grasping my hand with a slightly timid and warm expression on her face. I never get bored with this moment. It's a little absurd how much time I spend with it.
It's different from holding hands. It's better. A polite handshake...

I love the idea of feeding her and keeping her warm when she comes home.

I had a dream that I kept feeding her big nice meals for dinner and she was getting upset that she was gaining a bit of weight, which only excited me more so I made extra servings for her to eat for lunch the next day.

I wish I didn't wake up.

I want to be wrapped around in her wings with her while reading a book together. I want to be in her warm embrace while reading a cute story together.

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>>21761
Make sure to find a good frosting recipe. Nothing ruins cake more than shitty frosting that tastes like chemicals.

>>21762
i generally don't like frosting. I was going to use whipped cream with food coloring, as I find most frosting overly sweet. I guess I'll cobble together some recipes.

>>21762
I don't know if it works for all types of cakes, but I think carrot cake uses cream cheese frosting and that's both easy to buy and easy to adjust to your taste preference.

>>21764
Yeah, I know. I really hate cream cheese. My dad always made a lot of cheesecake that was apparently good. I don't mind paying a bit more for a cake I'll actually enjoy eating with my beloved. I'm not going to set my sights too high, but I'll make something good.

>>21750
yeah, this board's still alive. I'm sad to hear that - but it's important that both go their own way in a relationship, because a real relationship is when those two ways, by chance, follow the same path.

>>21750
I really love yellow eyes too, they're my favorite of all time. My waifu has yellow eyes as well, and I always make all my customizable characters in games have yellow eyes.
I've never seen someone else who likes them as well, so I wanted to tell you heh. You're cool.

For the entirety of eleventh grade and a little while before, I really liked Madoka. Went pretty far. I remember closing my eyes while walking outside, imagining her walking with me, and the sad but funny part is that I teared up when I opened my eyes back up once, lol. I thought about her pretty much all day, every day. Got me through school, which is cool, still have my notebook somewhere with a bunch of embarrassing stuff written down. I also had this thing where I had to say out loud that I love her and she loves me every couple or so minutes, or I just didn't feel right for some reason. The feeling is what I'd compare to, imagine seeing a crooked picture and being so annoyed that you can't help but fix it, no matter what. It'd dwell within you if you didn't straighten that picture. Oh and, yeah, even while I was outside. And in class.
I'd figured that I'd love her and do this for the rest of my life, but, one day, I just simply got bored. Don't know why. Maybe I burned myself out on her? I mean, I avatared with her on every board I went to, thought about her so much, looked at her a lot, and I did this for pretty long. Maybe some things that happened were a factor. But I don't know, I just don't feel that same affection as I used to when I look and think about her, now. I'm still totally okay with her, but it'd just be forcing myself rather than having fun if I committed myself, now. So, yeah, just bored. I feel unloyal because of that.

Not exactly what I'd consider a waifu or ex-waifu, but 2k-tan was the nearest thing to that before my current waifu. It was mostly just finding the character design a bit appealing back when I was still new to.. all of this. What can I say, there's just something about megane and blue bobcuts that I like. The smart and responsible personality type that got attached to the character didn't hurt. Nothing really came of it though, at most I bought a cheap little figure of the character to keep with my pc. I can't really call it a breakup since there wasn't much to break up from. Less waifu and more just really liking a character for a time. A friendo rather than a waifu, if you will.

I imagine her English voice with a not so thick German accent but I did have one dream once where she did speak for just a little while could not make out what she was saying but she sounded like Colleen Clinkenbeard.

I kinda wished she was speaking in German most of the time, or at the very least, English with a slight German accent. Hearing a German girl magically speaking in Japanese feels weird for some reason although it can't be blamed since the game is in Japanese. Not that I mind it either, considering her voice is really soft and smoothing for the most part.

That said, I want to pick up learning German just for her. Maybe I could incorporate and imagine actual female German accents in my mind whenever she speaks to me.

>>19534
I have been watching Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun and although she shares the same voice actor, Chiyo's voice feels slightly different to her. Chiyo doesn't remind me of her and in fact that she has a distinctive personality from her doesn't help either. In other words, I would feel completely indifferent if her voice actor voiced a different character, it doesn't feel like it's actually her in any way. That does show the voice actor being quite talented, in fact she voiced other girls in the same game she is in and they also sound quite different.

>>19564
yeah i kinda disagree

>>19571
are you the OP from the daily waifu experience thread?