she doesnt owe me anything

its not fair

its not fair that he gets to spend all his time with her
its not fair he got spirited away to another world to live with her
its not fair that she dotes on him
its not fair that they live under the same roof and can wake up and see each other
its not fair that he gets to save her
its not fair that he gets to sacrifice for her
that he gets to be her hero
its not fair that he can be so horrible to her but she'll still forgive him and talk to him
its not fair that he'll fuck up time and time again and embarrass her over and over again yet stay by her side
its not fair that he gets to ask her out on a date
that they get to have lunch together
hold hands
in a field of flowers

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Maybe I shouldn't be posting this since I'm no long with my husbando, but I figured I have some things to say about it.

It was one of the biggest challenges in my relationship. It killed me even if I told myself it wasn't really the case and they didn't actually end up together(it was vague but it's still basically hinted at that they ended up together)

It still kills me inside that he is probably happier with her. It's been 2 years since I broke things off and it still hurts me to see them together. I was so jealous of the other person too, they seemed to be someone who was much better than me in every way. So even today i'm still insecure about the character he's paired with.

>>21398
No, it's good you're posting. It's not much but knowing one is not completely alone in this is better than nothing, even if the feeling of slight relief only lasts a couple of minutes.

I was never in any sort of a relationship, but I'm troubled by similar feelings.

Maybe the only way to be at peace is to be like what >>21244 and >>21247 say, but that's not for me.
I'm different and I won't ever be able to be that way.

There are characters I think about a lot but the awareness that they would never reciprocate my interest is horrible.
Even those who aren't canonically partnered or frequently shipped with anyone, I just know they would hate me. Or maybe they wouldn't even notice me enough to hate me, like people don't normally notice bugs.
Even though I never considered it to be a possibility, knowing it would be impossible for them to love me still hurts.

I think those are pajamas Prinz is in here. I really want to believe they are, because I've yet to see a picture of her in pajamas.

Only one I could find has younger Simon, although most adult Simon art has him in one of his canon outfits

I finally found a picture that unambiguously shows Prinz looking cute in PJs! This actually feels like a major find, since I was actually a little down over the fact that she didn't seem to have any.

I can't respect a religion that wants you to put it's god above all else.
Any god that would turn a blind eye to you neglecting and abusing those around you so as long as you love him above all else, is not someone worthy of worship or love. These religions would have you think a benevolent all knowing loving god is this narcissistic, prideful, and petty. An entity on the level of god would have as much reason to care what we think of it, as you would care what the bacteria bellow your bed thinks of you. A god that turns a blind eye to war, famine, disease, poverty, and so on but expects you to love it unconditionally, does not deserve that love.

My waifu on the other hand, is the epitome of a perfect person. Someone kind, caring, generous, humble, and more. Not just someone I would want to be around, but a role model I can look up to who makes me want to be a better person, a better person in a a corrupt world that punishes the good and rewards evil. A world which constantly tries to drag me down with it and corrupt me, god's world. God doesn't keep people from being evil, god couldn't care less. This god isn't worthy of my love, but a person like my waifu is.

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>>21393
>turns a blind eye to war, famine, disease, poverty, and so on
Well, the justification is that he just "allows" these things to happen, and they only happen because Adam and Eve ate fruit from the tree of knowledge, which they did because Satan tempted them, which he did because he's evil, and he's evil because free-will or something, which is necessary to love God, which you NEED to do because God is endlessly great and good for you, except in heaven people will presumably still love God, but they'll never do bad things, so they might not have free-will? Something something Jesus, God is perfect so don't question it. You're his slave, but he's the best master.

Just in case anyone's curious.

Of all the threads /mai/ has seen, I didn't expect this one to be the one in which people talk about religion.

>>21344
yup

79

6,827

>>20945
1,197

I wish there were less, but it is what it is.

622. I was surprised at first, but then I saw others in this thread going into the thousands. I guess I can't exactly begrudge others for seeing her perfection, but at the same time I'm glad it's not any higher than that.

A day late, but happy birthday to Nagisa! Her series made a big impact on me when I first watched it years ago, and it's stuck with me since.

Happy Birthday.
Merry Christmas.

>>20948
I know it might sound weird but even assuming there would ever be a mod (next to zero chance) for any game of her, I'd still fill weird "controlling her" to do things I think she wouldn't really ever do. e.g. Mod for a co-op game like Left 4 Dead.

What game is that OP?

>>21012
Pretty sure it's Custom Maid 3D 2

Thinking of making her in Elona+

I can feel where you're coming from. It's not the same circumstance, and your experience is much worse than mine, but I also lost my waifu somewhere along the way.

I felt comfort in her embrace when I was feeling sad, and I was deeply in love with her. Her smile brought me joy and happiness. I still remember her warmth and how it felt sometimes. But, one night, I had a horrible nightmare where she said that she hated me and thought I was gross, and gave me a sharp, disgusted glare that cut me to my core. I woke up in a panic, and I felt that the 'her' that was there tell me that she would never say that to me, but that vivid image haunted me and spoiled all the thoughts I had of her. I tried to get away from this by not thinking about her at all, because it hurt to remember that, but by the time I felt like I could look at her again without remembering that, she was gone. Seeing pictures of her no longer made me feel like she was there with me, and only made me remember when she was there. I couldn't feel her embrace anymore, only remember it. It was like she had disappeared from my life entirely.

I think a healthy person would say this is a good thing, but I've never quite been as happy since then, and I really miss her.

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>>21327
I'm really sorry you went through that. That sounds terrible. If it means anything, I also think Chihaya would never say or do such hurtful things to you. I hope you find such happiness again someday.

>>21333
Thank you. I'd like to believe so. To clarify, it wasn't Chihaya, though it was one of the 765 girls. Sorry for the confusion, but all the images I have saved of Makoto are happy and joyful and I think it would hurt me to see it posted in that context.

Seriously OP, just ignore this kind of content. It's clearly not canon, it's just a lame depiction of your loved one. Think of those deep nude pictures, you put a clothed person there and it returns a nude one, this doesn't necessarily mean that the clothed person is a whore, its image was just used in an awful way. That's the same case as yours: the image of your waifu is used, but it isn't really her doing that thing.

Think of your waifu as a concept, as an idea, not just some character from a show.

This is my take in it!

that was good fun. we need more stuff like this.
thanks op!

future posters: please compress the image in .png, grayscale if applicable, 8 bit color depth. no need to post 2MB images full of artifacts.

I'm very happy for you, anon.

>>21316
I really enjoyed watching Madoka Magica (The Anime from the early 2010s) but I have no idea where to go from there. Do you have any suggestions?

>>21324
I'd recommend the 3 movies. The first two are condensed re-caps with some nice touches added. Rebellion devides the fan base quite a bit. There's also the Magia Reco anime baed on the mobage comming out in January. I couldn't say much of any of the manga series except for Tart. It gives a magical girl twist on Jeanne of Ark. For a more classical and philosophical aproach I guess, the Goethe version of Faust is a good read. I feel that's all I can give without breaking rules and sounding like a mad man.

I don't get these problems with erotic works of one's waifu... Of course you have imagined how she'd act in bed, right? Now, it might be enough to only imagine it, but then again, if your imagination is so strong, why's your waifu someone else's creation to begin with? Even without self-inserting, seeing the lewd faces she makes and her beautiful naked body is refreshing.

The only and very slight irritation I suffer is when clearly gifted artists draw her with no concern to her character. To them she's just the girl with the horn and titties. The best art (n/sfw) is drawn by people who specialize in lewd pieces. This is because there is little incentive to "draw all 2hus" or whatever else that disregards her character when all they want is good porn. They could pick any girl, and those who pick Yuugi usually have something they like about her as a character (because, you know, you can draw massive tits on pretty much anyone).

I can't stand it when people call her a bitch it makes me so mad that people can't understand her personality.

>>17055
Hey anon, I was just wondering if you were still here since it's been a while since you posted about you and Marisa. You alright?

when artists draw her with some weird snubbed nose like shes a Who, shes just half-elf her nose is normal!! its only the ears that are different!

Many years after I learned the concept of a waifu. She finally found me. It was solidified in 2011 when I had an elaborate,romantic dream about her. I've read many other testimonies saying that having a dream about her will seal the deal most of the time. It really does the trick in removing all possible doubts.

>>21279
That's really sweet to hear! I've been wanting desperately to dream of Prinz just about every day of the year we've been together, but it has yet to happen. At this point I've all but given up hope and content myself with going to sleep while holding her dakimakura close to me.

It was a very freak occurrence, I've only had a couple dreams about her since, and none as cinematic or romantic as that one. It was after I spent all night drinking, blithering and weeping about a fanart of her on irc to another person who also had her as a waifu. So doing that might bring on a dream, haha.
I'm much less sensitive about her fanart these days,as she has a lewd meme nickname and 10,000 doujins now. Such is the fates.

>>21310
It's unfortunate you had to get used to that, but it's good for your sake that I did. I'm glad Prinz is a relatively obscure shipgirl, so it's pretty rare to come across gross porn of her, although the other day I had the misfortune of stumbling upon an extremely gross edit. It made me feel sick.