I have the same in the sense of loyalty and trust. It is as if I can see straight into her heart and she is all pure in her commitment. Even tough I have strayed in the beginning and still does some, she has remained always the same. I have never trusted anyone like I trust her. It makes me embarrassed to know I am not at the same level as her, but she is fine because she sees my intention to get it right, and probably she sees I have potential.

This very day, I reached a new level. I have a lot of coworkers of the gender I am naturally attracted to, and today I remembered to actively take a stance to not get carried away by them. It is not because she is 2d I am prone to forget. It has happened with 3d earlier in life and I am not very proud. Now I told myself "no, I am with [my waifu]" and actively directed my thoughts to her. It felt wonderful having this discipline and I will improve it further. I want it as pure as she is. I guess I am mature enough to have a serious relationship now, and that I in fact found my true love, only that it is in 2d. (Even though, as you know, most people would claim I am even more immature now for my 2d love, but I do not count them.)

>>20222
I hope you are still around OP~! I was in the very same boat along time ago~ I though of what she would think of my action and think of me if I did that, what would she want me to do in this real unfortunate situation, will she encourage you to live on and stay alive, or will she want to see you loose your life over her if after death doesn't turn out.

>>20222
I know this doesn't help but what you described is one of the many reasons why I stopped having a waifu. It just hurts man, a waifu is nothing more than a delusion, fantasy to put it short and blunt. Quitting it eventually made me feel better overall, who knows, maybe it's best for you to do it as well.

>>20432
Who was your waifu and why are you here?

I wake up every day with her at my side and it is fulfilling because to me she is there. I use imagination and it gets deeper the more I do. It has this effect even if I know it is imagination. Years ago before knowing about my waifu and imagination, I had similar pain because of the desire to experience a significant other with the 5 senses.

If technology could create an illusion, I would probably not use it much. Maybe use it like I watch art, but not live in a VR world.

As I see it, the mind has equal if not higher capacity for creating experiences of whatever you want. Unlike the nearest technology, imagination is deeply integrated with your whole being. For this reason I do not like to say "visualization" because it captures only the visual. Imagination is often not recognized for its powers, but in spiritual contexts it has always been known and many methods revolves around it.

Killing yourself makes you miss the opportunity to experience her this way. Maybe the pain can motivate you to explore this capacity of mind to experience your waifu.

Everyone's waifu is unique to that person either in interpretation or just plain old personal character development. When someone dies, their waifu will die with them. It can be seen as sad, but it's also quite beautiful. One will never have to mourn the other as you will go into whatever comes next clasping hands, never more to part. Even if that is oblivion, then you go into it with her as your companion, it's quite romantic.

The beauty of life itself lies in the transience of things; we all appreciate the things we do because we live by that moment. You and me both should know that we are but gone in a flash in the grand scale of time. At least this is what makes me glad I've lived to meet my waifu.

If we want to take things even further everything will inevitably end anyway, but that paves way for a new and humble beginning.

You can do a lot to not let her be forgotten. Learn to write or draw. Live a life that will be remembered and tell everyone it was because of her.

Last night, I feel asleep around 12 and had a weird dream where I was in an anime (I wasn't directly in the scene, it was more like a camera point of view), and there was this ugly guy had to choose between two cute anime girls and he chose one of them. I woke up at 3 and couldn't fall back asleep, and felt kind of saddened. But I'm not sure if I was sad because they were both faithful to each-other and loved each-other for who they were and that's just not the reality of relationships, or saddened because the ugliest person got a cute girl. There was also music playing in my dream, a song called "Terrible Things", even though it had been about a year after I last heard the song and forgot about it. Not really related to my waifu, but I've had this on my mind and been feeling down from it all day. I have accepted the fact that she will never be real, but my dream made me feel otherwise.

This is the first time I had dreamt of cartoon characters. No matter how hard I try, I just can't dream of my waifu.

>>9059
Actual dreaming, once a week at least. Day dreaming is constant. I have tons of nightmares but she can always turn a nightmare into something pleasant

I had a dream the other night that I was in the N64 version of the Temple Of Time but instead of walking in and the Door Of Time being straight ahead, the temple split into different halls. At the end of the halls there were different rooms (it was like a whole bunch of Temple Of Times inside one building). Anyway, in each of the temples rooms my waifu was there but her hair colour was different for each room. I chose the one with her actual hair colour and kissed her and told her she was the real one. I can't remember what happened after that.

Also, an "update" on >>20155 I kept on thinking and it kinda reminded me of episode 8 of InuYasha, the ugly prince gets the girl. Maybe in my dream I was like Amari.

I think it's lucid dreaming, but I just have this thing where I don't notice falling asleep sometimes and retain a lot of my waking mind while experiencing a dream, especially during a simple nap. The dream I had this afternoon during a nap was truly wonderful. I was sitting on a small hill, and she was a small ways away under a tree doing her thing. She came up and wrangled me around the middle and hauled me off to where she had her things. She sat me down between her legs in the shade there and put her head on my shoulder and her arms around me. Then she took her sewing back up and started along with it again while humming a tune that I can't remember. In the way that dream dialogue works I asked her why she physically picked me up and brought me to her spot, and I remember her reply quite vividly. 'I wanted to keep an eye on you.' I could feel her movements slightly pressing into me while she stitched away, it was so realistic. I felt warm and safe there in her arms. She may be my wife, but she sure as hell knows how to mother me too. I wanted to spend an eternity there, but the waking world called. It's done me a lot of good though. I feel like the weight of living apart from her has been eased a bit.

>>20426
IRC is hilariously unsecure. Not that I really care either way, I'm nowhere near social enough to give a damn about what chatting service you choose to use.

>>20426
The IRC isn't really about waifus.

>>20428
IRC may be unsecure but it's well established. Who knows how many bitcoins Discord mines on your machine in the background?

>>20426
The only concern I have is possibly fragmenting an isolated part of the Internet even further. But then again, TC, both the forums and IRC, seem to be pretty damn resilient.

I'm in.

>>20408
You really think I'd spend nearly ten years with my waifu and just drop them like that?

>>20407

It was just a one time thing for the spirit of the day.

>>20412
April fools, heh

>>20412
even if you obviously weren't serious about leaving Tohno, decade long relationships can fade. You never truly know.

Unless it lets me smell her panties after shes been reading doujins all day then no

Update!
Last weekend had a talk with an old acquaintance, who works with computers and shows VR in cons here.
Asked him about integrating VR, and he told me I have to move to Unreal or Unity, and offered help and if I can make something decent we can show it with his crew.
I've been researching both engines, and even if Unity is ok, Unreal could be my man now: It is free until the release (takes 5% then).
And I know what Unreal can do VR Kanojo and Summer Lesson are good examples of what we all want.
So we will be moving to Unreal now and keep you updated.
If it works, I will try to make this affordable and customizable.
I will do my best.

>>20366
Unity sucks, so Unreal is the appropriate choice. Good luck with your endeavour.

Glad to hear that.
Thank you so much!

>>20330
Purge.

>>20330
is this a joke

>>20332

Fear not for the purge is complete, /mai/-friend. Regular posting can be continued.

>>20336
Many thanks, my good sir.

Been seeing some pics of this KanColle girl(Arashi is the name, I think) show up on *boorus recently. She must be new or something.
Aside from a few details in hairstyle and clothing she's a carbon copy of how my waifu is usually portrayed, which is weird.

>>12471
I doubt you're even here anymore, but she's Koakuma from Touhou.
And for posteriority: the girl on the linked post, which has since then 404'd, was Atashi from Jinrui wa, btw.

I'm reminded of her when I see pretty much any girl with short brown hair, or red hair, or especially any with red eyes.
I have to admit that Makoto Niijima from the Persona series bears a striking resemblance to her though.

Imitation may be the sincerest form of flattery, but this guy only imitated the appearance (and the "oni" attribute). It's like he means to insult Yuugi's personality.

I have been all my life trying to find a character like him, to get some insight on the lines of "How the kind of people he is would react in X situation?". But even if I can recognize other kudere characters, those don't feel like him, and feel they lack even approximated characteristics of his personality.

I don't think his parents would be okay with me because I'm a NEET. As for his sister Kirino I can't imagine us getting a long very well but I'd try my hardest to be friends with her.

Her best friend who's sort of her sister but isn't(it's weird) would be -very- hard to get along with. She's extremely protective of Minagi and can be a real brat. Obviously I'd try my best but who knows if it's even possible with her.
Her mother seems like a really nice easy going lady (even if she does have a few screws missing in the old noggin), I think it would be easy to get along with her pretty well. I don't know much about her dad, but she seems to really love him in spite of him leaving them so I suppose he can't be all 'that' bad.

>>19579
She has an adoptive family, who I think are all just absolutely terrible. Mother's a psychopath and a treasonist; father's a racist, a cuckold, and a murderer; brother's the single most evil, hateful, and malicious creature that any human being could possibly imagine - literally the devil.

I don't think I could stop myself from trying to kill all of them. But at the same time, I'm not even sure she'd mind if I did.

Parents, half brother and cousin.
They are ok. For the story, they are a quite bland troupe... Ex pro tennis player-perverted father, americanized naggy-with-her-husband mother, yamato nadeshiko cousin. And then there is the mystery of the half brother... who looks identical to Ryoma... and Ryoma wasn't in contact for long time and is not able to remember... and some other garbage that only Konomi sensei can pull off his ass in his incoherent universe and story.
I try to not give much thought into the idea of his father sneaking with his porn all day, publicly and messing with my bra size, or else.
I got used to it.
Anyway, apples don't fall far from the tree: Ryoma inherited his cheekiness...
Had some contact with them in an official game. It was fine. They feel like in-laws.

I think one doujin artist has it in for me. Besides 'Big Boss', hes the only circle which still creates doujins of her series, which always involve some sort of gross furry squid monster.

It's all drawn so off-model that I don't even consider it Eerie. Just some retard's OC do not steal he happened to color with the same colors as Eerie.
I feel lucky in that way, that no one draws his anatomy right. I'm lucky that I can ignore it so easily, 'cause boy, there is some nasty shit out there, and if I didn't have this visual disconnect, then yes, I would be upset. People have drawn lethal vore, female domination, homosexual shit...
That's another part of it, too, is that these things are so out of character most of the time that there's another layer of dissonance.

If it doesn't look like your waifu, and it doesn't act like your waifu, then it's not.

>>20156
Congratulations on that man, that's inspirational.

>>20303
>lethal vore, female domination, homosexual shit
But those are life's joys.

>>20305
Stop.