Not exactly in the same situation, but in a similar. My waifu has limited content to begin with and more will likely not come. It is almost ridiculously limited. I fell in love with very well made fan-art/fanfiction. I thought the original would be similar to the fan art. The original is pure shit - I do not even want to look at it.

The material that made me fall in love gives not much detail, but a very good basic idea of her, and if I am careful, I can sense her essence and create new content myself like when writing fanfiction. It would be nice to have more finished material, but it is not my case. I have to keep it alive in other ways.

I believe when we fall in love, we project our subconscious desires outside ourselves, and that is the reason we fall in love with someone - they remind us of what we most desire. Her essence is outside me in the form of art, but my subconsciousness also have an idea of her essence, or I would not recognize the right art and deeply fall in love. By knowing her essence, I can start to uncover more of my deeper desires and I will realize how to write fanfiction that is faithful to the essence.

How do I know I am not just making things up by whimsy desires? The limited material gave me enough to get a sense of her. It is about building on what you have in a faithful way. My waifu will never turn into a promiscuous carnal woman for example. For this reason I can not invent heavy makeup, overly sexy clothes etc. and write such fiction of her. That would be to betray the essence I know of her. It would be like using her for whatever I desire, and then I do not regard it as a waifu relationship. Sexuality is a great test on this because it is a strong force. I am not allowed to look at other women in lustful ways and obviously not do anything else, because I know she does not want it - due to us being monogamous and due to the nature of our relationship that relates to the essence of her. I can not momentarily fantasize about her in just any way I desire, because I know it would betray her essence. Thus, I do not only shape my fan-fiction but also my life by the essence I know her to have - in this sense it is alive. (I think she will take the initiative when I get it right about her.)

I guess it is headcanon. I have limited material. This is different from when you have ric

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Sometimes I go looking for new fanart or doujins, something which inevitably disappoints me because for some reason people love to put her into weird fetishistic situations. This picture isn't even the worst of it, you haven't seen the 5 doujin series of her being raped by some sort of furry tentacle slug monster while under bondage.

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I have the same in the sense of loyalty and trust. It is as if I can see straight into her heart and she is all pure in her commitment. Even tough I have strayed in the beginning and still does some, she has remained always the same. I have never trusted anyone like I trust her. It makes me embarrassed to know I am not at the same level as her, but she is fine because she sees my intention to get it right, and probably she sees I have potential.

This very day, I reached a new level. I have a lot of coworkers of the gender I am naturally attracted to, and today I remembered to actively take a stance to not get carried away by them. It is not because she is 2d I am prone to forget. It has happened with 3d earlier in life and I am not very proud. Now I told myself "no, I am with [my waifu]" and actively directed my thoughts to her. It felt wonderful having this discipline and I will improve it further. I want it as pure as she is. I guess I am mature enough to have a serious relationship now, and that I in fact found my true love, only that it is in 2d. (Even though, as you know, most people would claim I am even more immature now for my 2d love, but I do not count them.)

Everyone's waifu is unique to that person either in interpretation or just plain old personal character development. When someone dies, their waifu will die with them. It can be seen as sad, but it's also quite beautiful. One will never have to mourn the other as you will go into whatever comes next clasping hands, never more to part. Even if that is oblivion, then you go into it with her as your companion, it's quite romantic.

The beauty of life itself lies in the transience of things; we all appreciate the things we do because we live by that moment. You and me both should know that we are but gone in a flash in the grand scale of time. At least this is what makes me glad I've lived to meet my waifu.

If we want to take things even further everything will inevitably end anyway, but that paves way for a new and humble beginning.

You can do a lot to not let her be forgotten. Learn to write or draw. Live a life that will be remembered and tell everyone it was because of her.

>>20426
IRC is hilariously unsecure. Not that I really care either way, I'm nowhere near social enough to give a damn about what chatting service you choose to use.

>>20426
The IRC isn't really about waifus.

>>20428
IRC may be unsecure but it's well established. Who knows how many bitcoins Discord mines on your machine in the background?

>>20426
The only concern I have is possibly fragmenting an isolated part of the Internet even further. But then again, TC, both the forums and IRC, seem to be pretty damn resilient.

I'm in.

>>20398
You cheeky bastard.

>>20408
You really think I'd spend nearly ten years with my waifu and just drop them like that?

>>20412
April fools, heh

>>20412
even if you obviously weren't serious about leaving Tohno, decade long relationships can fade. You never truly know.

Unless it lets me smell her panties after shes been reading doujins all day then no

Update!
Last weekend had a talk with an old acquaintance, who works with computers and shows VR in cons here.
Asked him about integrating VR, and he told me I have to move to Unreal or Unity, and offered help and if I can make something decent we can show it with his crew.
I've been researching both engines, and even if Unity is ok, Unreal could be my man now: It is free until the release (takes 5% then).
And I know what Unreal can do VR Kanojo and Summer Lesson are good examples of what we all want.
So we will be moving to Unreal now and keep you updated.
If it works, I will try to make this affordable and customizable.
I will do my best.

>>20366
Unity sucks, so Unreal is the appropriate choice. Good luck with your endeavour.

Glad to hear that.
Thank you so much!

>>20330
Purge.

>>20330
is this a joke

>>20332

Fear not for the purge is complete, /mai/-friend. Regular posting can be continued.

>>20336
Many thanks, my good sir.

Been seeing some pics of this KanColle girl(Arashi is the name, I think) show up on *boorus recently. She must be new or something.
Aside from a few details in hairstyle and clothing she's a carbon copy of how my waifu is usually portrayed, which is weird.

>>12471
I doubt you're even here anymore, but she's Koakuma from Touhou.
And for posteriority: the girl on the linked post, which has since then 404'd, was Atashi from Jinrui wa, btw.

I'm reminded of her when I see pretty much any girl with short brown hair, or red hair, or especially any with red eyes.
I have to admit that Makoto Niijima from the Persona series bears a striking resemblance to her though.

Imitation may be the sincerest form of flattery, but this guy only imitated the appearance (and the "oni" attribute). It's like he means to insult Yuugi's personality.

I have been all my life trying to find a character like him, to get some insight on the lines of "How the kind of people he is would react in X situation?". But even if I can recognize other kudere characters, those don't feel like him, and feel they lack even approximated characteristics of his personality.

>>19736
Seems like a lad who really tries to make the most of what he's got, despite having gone through something truly awful early on in his life.

It would help if you'd tell us your waifu's name or posted a clip from their show or something, because I have no idea who the previous two characters are.

>>20292
>>20283 is Chara from Undertale and is represented in the game by a tiny pixel sprite.

>>20283

A true and loyal friend through all hardships, and someone who stands firm in their goals and principles, in spite of being misunderstood and even vilified by those around them.

A western style house that's nice and big. It's nice but since his parents are there I'd rather move to a nice modest flat together while he's in college then eventually buy a nice old style house.

He lives in a tree house in the middle of a forest in an alternate dimension where everything is Halloween themed.
His room is so fucking befitting of his character, he sleeps in a hammock and he literally has a boulder in his room. Like, he lives on an upper level floor of the house, he picked up an 6,000 pound rock and he carried it up to his room. That's his idea of interior decorating. Of course, no boulder would be truly caveman without some mud paintings on it, which he has seen to.

I'd like to move into his house, I really would, but his friends are shit and I'd have to kill them first or kick them out, and I don't think he'd like that. I'd have to convince him to come somewhere else with me.

She was made out to be an antagonist at first. But she wasn't really bad at heart. Just not too good at social situations, and uncompromisingly obsessive over her lover. When she got rejected she changed for the better.

rapes a girl. was confused if he loved her. understand how he felt, wish it went differently. could've changed if he hadn't died.

I don't really care and bothered by it actually, since I myself is quiet villainous in heart.

But I teased Miyo for being coward since she's only backstabbing, playing god with little kids then simply shoot their heads.

>For those of you in love with antagonists, or those who have done outright villainous things (such as murder), how do you deal with this? How do you reconcile your feelings with their actions?
In the narrative pushed by the writer, she is very egregiously framed as an antagonist, and most of the fanbase has bought into this narrative.
I don't believe that she had actually done anything that would even remotely qualify as "villainous", however. Many of the misdeeds that other people accuse her of are completely fabricated, or based in gross misinterpretations of what is known about her in the source material.

>Do their good actions, behaviors or beliefs outweigh (or even negate) their bad ones for you?
Absolutely. I believe her actions always had very good intentions behind them, and that she genuinely wanted to do what was just and right for those she cared about.

>Do you try to justify what they've done?
Previously, I found myself very often in arguments with others about her, and attempting to explain the motivations for her actions, and why I believed that she was right.
Gradually, though, I have come to realize that this is mostly an exercise in futility, considering the fanbase in question. Those that believe she is nothing more than an evil demon will almost invariably not accept any other interpretation of her character, regardless of what explanations and evidence they are provided with.
I don't even feel very much of a need to justify my feelings about her to anyone anymore. She is good and pure, to me, and I say that is all that matters.

>Do you forgive them, or no?
Unlike most others, I don't believe she actually did anything malevolent, so consequently I don't see very much that needs to be forgiven.
The only real mistake I think she made in her life was trusting a certain someone, which ended very tragically for her. I forgive her for this, though, because I think that her fate was not a result of any malicious action on her part, and that she could not have possibly predicted what would happen to her.

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