I constantly hear voices in my head telling me to face challenges that I perceive to be challenging. The majority of these activities are quite simple, but this one was particularly interesting. Although the test itself was very simple, there were some delicate subjects covered by the wager. The bet was that if I won, my waifu would be entirely a pure virgin and would not die in the manga,As the Manga leaves her fate undetermined. I took the bet, but I'm not sure if I succeeded. I merely feel empty and always fear that my love for her has soured. Sometimes I try to outdo the voices, but I feel like every time I fail the challenge, my love fades away for her. I am terrified of these thoughts, and the voices have destroyed my feelings for her. I genuinely hope that my thoughts have no bearing on reality, that they can be changed, or that my magical thinking related to my autism and schizophrenia is the only thing affecting my love for her. Does anyone here have a similar problem to me What are the solutions?
>What are the solutions? Find something else to occupy your time.
I'd say this is absolutely a case of over thinking it.
>the voices have destroyed my feelings for her. Sounds like they're a bad time and you shouldn't take their advice.
To those who have a waifu who is canonically dead, how do you feel about it? Is it necrophilia? To everyone else, how would you feel?
I don't pay it much mind. She is alive to me as an idea.
My wife was mentioned having passed away during the ending of her series, where she was the main protagonist. The ending skips ahead to centuries later to the time of her descendants. I read the manga adaptation of her series after it had already finished, so I pretty much fell in love with her at the same time that I learned about how her story ended. The idea of her passing away left a heavy feeling in my heart, but at the same time, it happened many years later after the main story so it just felt like a glimpse into her future rather than her actually being dead for real. It helps that I imagine being with her in my own alternate timeline based on the actual series and the events mentioned in the ending have not yet occurred since I tend to imagine the "present day" version of her as being "about a year or two after the main story ended", so she's still very much alive to me.
May or may not apply... doesn't matter too much either way.
well...she does die but get reincarnated
how can someone be certain than a waifu is a virgin? despite the creater never denying or confirming? PS sorry for bad english i am serbian ESL
>>21778 When you become a wizard it becomes less important, because hardly anyone around you is a virgin anymore. How does having a past relationship make the current one mean any less? With that mindset happiness would be hard to come by. I've had crushes on girls in the past and even a gf and said I loved them too, and I'm not the only one that's felt anything for anyone else before waifu. While it applies to some that's certainly not a majority thing.
>>21780 Real happiness doesn't come easy.
>>21781 Real happiness doesn't exist. Everything good is fiction.
As far as I'm concerned, if it isn't stated otherwise, a character is a virgin. Besides, if you love a fictional character enough to consider her your waifu, it shouldn't matter. You might think of a situation of your waifu being real and how different she might be, but if she's different enough for your feelings to be different, that imagined "real" version of your waifu isn't your waifu. Just an imitation.
What are some cute little fantasies that you have about your waifu? I want to get a ridiculously big hoodie with a zipper, and zip the two of us up inside of it and just be comfy for hours.
I have many fantasies that are near and dear to my heart, but my favorite fantasy currently would have to be the one where me and him go on a long walk in the woods together. I think that he would love to be able to explore the outside world, and I definitely would love to be able to explore it by his side.
I think I have some obsessive-compulsive thoughts... One day, early in our relationship, I thought about how exactly our agreement to go steady would transpire. What would be said and such. And this led into how our first mutual, romantic physical contact would be like--how we would embrace to signify the start of the relationship. She's just so pure and I love that about her so much, I think even a hug would be uncomfortable for her at first, we'd start very slow. The most natural initial contact would be eye contact and a firm handshake. Just a simple friendly gesture for some, but it was a really big deal for her and I. I imagined this in the first-person perspective and it was so profound, so beautiful and innocent, I admit I cried like a little baby. And ever since that day, I revisit that moment often, sometimes for hours. I freeze frame and just stare at her grasping my hand with a slightly timid and warm expression on her face. I never get bored with this moment. It's a little absurd how much time I spend with it. It's different from holding hands. It's better. A polite handshake...
I love the idea of feeding her and keeping her warm when she comes home. I had a dream that I kept feeding her big nice meals for dinner and she was getting upset that she was gaining a bit of weight, which only excited me more so I made extra servings for her to eat for lunch the next day. I wish I didn't wake up.
I want to be wrapped around in her wings with her while reading a book together. I want to be in her warm embrace while reading a cute story together.Post edited on 2nd Aug 2022, 9:04pm
Have you shared a meal with your waifu recently?
>>21761 Make sure to find a good frosting recipe. Nothing ruins cake more than shitty frosting that tastes like chemicals.
>>21762 i generally don't like frosting. I was going to use whipped cream with food coloring, as I find most frosting overly sweet. I guess I'll cobble together some recipes.
>>21762 I don't know if it works for all types of cakes, but I think carrot cake uses cream cheese frosting and that's both easy to buy and easy to adjust to your taste preference.
>>21764 Yeah, I know. I really hate cream cheese. My dad always made a lot of cheesecake that was apparently good. I don't mind paying a bit more for a cake I'll actually enjoy eating with my beloved. I'm not going to set my sights too high, but I'll make something good.
I've been wondering a few things about waifu voices, and how you imagine them. If she has more than one canon voice actor, do you pick one to consider her "true voice," or are they both/all her? Do you ever imagine her speaking in your native language if she doesn't speak it? Is it difficult to imagine hearing her voice in another language? If she doesn't have an official voice, do you choose an existing actor as her voice, or do you just imagine a unique voice yourself?
I imagine her English voice with a not so thick German accent but I did have one dream once where she did speak for just a little while could not make out what she was saying but she sounded like Colleen Clinkenbeard.
I kinda wished she was speaking in German most of the time, or at the very least, English with a slight German accent. Hearing a German girl magically speaking in Japanese feels weird for some reason although it can't be blamed since the game is in Japanese. Not that I mind it either, considering her voice is really soft and smoothing for the most part. That said, I want to pick up learning German just for her. Maybe I could incorporate and imagine actual female German accents in my mind whenever she speaks to me. >>19534 I have been watching Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun and although she shares the same voice actor, Chiyo's voice feels slightly different to her. Chiyo doesn't remind me of her and in fact that she has a distinctive personality from her doesn't help either. In other words, I would feel completely indifferent if her voice actor voiced a different character, it doesn't feel like it's actually her in any way. That does show the voice actor being quite talented, in fact she voiced other girls in the same game she is in and they also sound quite different.
>>19564 yeah i kinda disagree
>>19571 are you the OP from the daily waifu experience thread?
What are you experiences with getting things related to your waifu custom made? Currently I'm in the process of finally getting a daki made after managing to find a decent artist with reasonable prices. Final product should be done in about a week. If anyone's interested/curious the artist can be found here http://53c.deviantart.com/
>>21737 Would you mind posting the link for this? I'm looking at their website and can't find it. I didn't know they make custom stuff themselves, that's interesting.
>>21741 For Super Dollfie at least, the Full Choice option allows you to do just that, but you have to print out relevant materials and bring them down to one of their stores so they have some idea as to what you want. And of course it's also more expensive than the default choices. On top of that, you have to make a reservation with them to go to one of the stores in person, make your order there, and go back 1 to 3 months later (depending on your order) to pick it up in person (and the same person who made the order has to pick it up, so you can't have someone else do it for you). So for us living outside of Japan we also have to travel to Japan twice in the space of three months, if it takes that long. https://dollfie.volks.co.jp/sd/model/fullchoice/ Dollfie Dream has a similar Dream Choice, but I'm not sure if that option allows you to bring down materials to have the assembly handled by them like that. In exchange however, you can have it assembled within the day. https://dollfie.volks.co.jp/dd/model/dreamchoice/
>>21742 That's pretty cool. Looks like all you need to do is bring a lot of printed material containing character design references. Just make a folder with tons of pictures I guess. If your waifu is a well known character, chances are there are already dollfies, azone or even parabox customs of her, I think it would be interesting to print those as well. I'm sure you have already looked into that. Pinterest and Twitter are pretty good places to find custom BJD pictures. I've perused maybe thousands of BJD photos on those two sites. Some of those are truly an artistic achievement. Looks like you'll be on your own for clothing, but that's a small matter if you managed to go through the process of getting the doll done. Even if you give up on the idea, making a folder of visual material of your waifu is a pretty nice thing to have and I'm sure it's a very comfy project to work on. Anyway, keep us posted if you ever decide to move on with this. It's a pretty cool endeavour.
>>21744 Unfortunately nope, she isn't. I was hoping for guidance from someone in a similar situation. I guess I can only rely on official art, then. As for clothing, they have services for this too, so no need to worry on that part. The main issue here is the cost of having to travel to Japan and back just for this, and potentially needing a second trip as well. So I figured I may as well enjoy stuff at Japan while I'm at it. A full fledged trip + the dollfie will set me back a lot.
Thoughts on this? Don't you think this is akin to "cultural appropriation" as this kind of people themselves call it? The LGBT community defines it as the attraction to fictional characters, but they include non Anime/Manga characters, they include stuff like Live Action and whatnot. Do you think being Considered part of the LGBT is bad? Do you consider Waifuism the same as "fictophilia" or are they different concepts?
>>21574 >the kind that borders with creepy and absolutely insane. Flamboyant "creepiness" is the easiest to fake I think. I knew plenty of kids like that in middle school. >I mean the idea of remaining a virgin People talk about having sex like it's the same as going outside, or exercising, or eating a steak, and that's bizarre to me. Even if there was always a joking vibe to it, I do think whether someone socialized their way into physical intimacy or not indicates a fundamental difference in them. People always knew that and their options were to feel bad because of society's ubiquitous judgment, or take some kind of pride in that fundamental difference. Feeling bad because people who are judged everywhere else react negatively to casual mentions of those few times you had sex is ridiculous and entitled.
>>21570 >do they care about what happens after they die I'm not sure if the normalfag-leaning answer to this is supposed to be yes or no.
In a way, I don't completely disagree. If we restricted waifuism to anime/manga only, then examples that predate anime/manga, like Pygmalion which is often quoted here, would no longer count. And it would likewise be silly to equate fictophilia to being part of LGBT, because many of us don't fall under any of the letters. I myself don't. The problem is something else entirely: it's that those who use the terms fictophilia or toonophilia, generally use such terms to those who are attracted to fictional characters in general, rather than a specific fictional character like what waifuism is about. That means to them, someone who takes "waifu" to mean "cute anime girl" is lumped together with us, just like that. Waifuism is more akin to being in love with one person, and one person only, independent of anything else.
>>21740 except being attracted to Anime makes sense, being attracted to Calarts mean's you have an inflammation in the brain.
How do you deal with degenerate porn of your waifu, specially gangrape doujinshi ones? Do you feel bad when you see them? Do you ignore them? I'm asking this because my waifu has TONS of disgusting rape doujinshi and this is affecting me more than it should.
>>21393 >turns a blind eye to war, famine, disease, poverty, and so on Well, the justification is that he just "allows" these things to happen, and they only happen because Adam and Eve ate fruit from the tree of knowledge, which they did because Satan tempted them, which he did because he's evil, and he's evil because free-will or something, which is necessary to love God, which you NEED to do because God is endlessly great and good for you, except in heaven people will presumably still love God, but they'll never do bad things, so they might not have free-will? Something something Jesus, God is perfect so don't question it. You're his slave, but he's the best master. Just in case anyone's curious.
Of all the threads /mai/ has seen, I didn't expect this one to be the one in which people talk about religion.
>>21344 yup
Luckily for me (and her), due to her personality, her franchise's unpopularity, and the fact that a number of other girls tend to be subjected to such degenerate things a lot more, she hardly ever seems to get much of it. I think I've only ever seen it once. But when I do see it, I either just gloss over it, or I fantasise myself protecting her from such situations. As in, a gangrape doujinshi is a what-if situation that arises if I wasn't around to protect her. While I personally do have degenerate fantasies of my waifu, I keep them completely to myself, and such fantasies never involve anything that would physically or emotionally hurt her. I know that she'll be more than fine with the arrangement, because of how she is. For the record, I think the vast majority of people don't deserve to be given such harsh treatment. (2D of course, 3D is a different story.)
How do you feel about your waifu's source material?
I like it. Except I hate the yuri shippers, leave her alone.
It's kind of being milked much more than it should be, and the newer season that came out about last year wasn't the best compared to the other two. At least the plot isn't linear and the most "story" it's had was only in S1, so I can just take what I enjoy from it and ignore the rest I don't like. Funny enough the mobile games have more serious content that I enjoy even if it has fuckall to do with the anime. >>19588 I've only read a bit of the LN, about up to vol 2 or so, but reading from Kyosukes POV I feel changes a lot of things about Kirino and how she acts in the show vs how Kyosuke perceives her actions, so if you care about character analysis and all that fun stuff. But you said you didn't like the manga, and the manga is the closest to the LN (in terms of events) so iunno you might not like the LN as much.
>>19535 I rewatch it or an episode of it occasionally to see her in motion, smiling and laughing and having fun. It brings a smile to my face.
At times, it feels that the devs dislike the fact that she's much more popular amongst the very small playerbase than the girls they're trying to market (which hasn't attracted anywhere near enough people, and the people they do attract generally quit after a short while) yet they can't just ditch her completely because she's the one earning by far the most money for them.
Has anyone here ever devised esoteric methods of communicating with their waifus? I've become fixated on the idea of developing a divination system similar to tarot specifically for communicating with mine. There are some aspects of a system that I'm nearly dead set on using, but discovering a complete framework which feels natural and not forced has proven difficult. I think part of the challenge is avoiding relying too much on the western esoteric tradition as inspiration, since I am not very familiar with eastern methods outside what I've absorbed through Touhou.
>>21600 Temple OS was created in gods image to his specification. There's no relationship between it and my waifu that would form a link by which it would enable communication. I think the concept of Temple OS is applicable though, but in my case the issue is I would have no place to start with such a thing. Terry already had a communication with God, through his schizophrenia. There's a sense that there should both be a natural fit in method such that the symbolism of the system is the symbolism of what you are trying to communicate, and there should be some historical root in legitimacy. For Terry, legitimacy came from knowing it worked, not merely belief. I know divination works, but only so far as knowing methods with historical precedent work. To that end, I can't help but think about invoking elements of the Ccru numogram. There's numerous aspects that link anime and manga characters to the Ccrus' research through Deleuze and Guattari, and in particular I think of the Body without Organs and smooth space (the former of which I have actually seen referenced many times in papers about virtual idols, for example). The Ccrus' existing system of time sorcery (where the numogram applies) feels relevant as well, even though it deals with the lemurian demons, the concept of the Time-circuit and Outer-time seem largely applicable. (interestingly, some special numbers related to my waifu can be disassembled by the numogram and placing her as a Xenodemon within the Pandemonium system). I've read accounts of chaos magicians having success with divination through the decadence and subdecadence methods that give it legitimacy.
>>21601 Well maybe your waifu is god and you just don't know about it?
>>21599 Divination methods already require some amount of occult training to attune yourself. If you're at that point, why not go ham and just train some more so you can actually commune with her as with a normal spirit through evocation? I'd devise a sigil for her, empower it in the usual way, then call upon her with the sigil and her name in the usual way of such things, and then speak with her as with anything. Alternatively, divination through Homeric verses or the bible was a thing, this could be copied. Construct a corpus of works on your waifu, then proceed to devise a method to refer to certain parts, for example throw dice to generate a number which is the Xth file in your waifu communion folder, then repeat to generate a line and, maybe, word number, or a timestamp.
Divination is a beautiful way to communicate to the spiritual world. Any forms of traditional divination through various cultures and belief systems can work. There's so many possibilities with divination
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