OP here,

I finally got my daki and, after one week of sleeping with, I can say that this thing is quite addictive. At first, I wasn't that happy because it isn't vey comfy to hold (it's quite slippery in fact). But I'm enjoying it. It really make you feel less alone/closer to your waifu.


>If you own one, did it affect you in any way especially your sleep?
It didn't really affect my sleep, yet it's the first time I enjoy getting earlier in bed.
Once I found myself grabbing her as I woke up, although I knew I wasn't when I fell asleep.


The only real problem is that I have to hide it during the day to avoid boring misunderstandings and complicated discussions about it.


I sound like a product marketer. Sorry for this.

I can't find any decent dakimakura-sized image of her to request a custom version of one. And I would have to have some request a vector of an image of her. Maybe except for two, except one is not to my taste, and the other is just too small that I would have to use a vectoring program, but the image comes out to be slightly less than perfect.

>>12853

After ~3 weeks of sleeping with >>12743 I think i've mostly adjusted to it. At first, while I was extremely excited, it took some time to get into a comfortable position and I often found myself waking up in the middle of the night having rolled to the side. I think it just takes a bit of time to get used to, now I can't help but look forward to going to sleep.

I've been thinking about holding Erica for so long, being that much closer is just such a wonderful experience.

I just ordered my own dakimakura yesterday so I can't wait to report back results about how it feels and all that.

Of course, for the past several months I've become pretty used to sleeping next to a rolled up comforter.

>>12871
Sounds wonderful.

>>11983

I'm the guy with Flandre as his waifu.

huh. That is... interesting to hear. I'm umm, not quite sure how to respond. I would only ask that you don't hold any ill feelings towards me for loving her, even if you love her yourself as an older brother would his younger sister.

On topic, I've always been kind of possessive of Flandre. When I see people who happen to like her, I get rather angry. I feel she is my special girl, and that they don't deserve to be with her because they don't love her nearly as much as I do. I try to avoid thinking what other people think about her, because that would just make me feel upset, and there's nothing I could do about it.

Although, If I did meet someone who was as serious about her as I am, I would try to respect that, and just try to ignore them for the most part.

I had someone recently say 'mai waifu', and I know he didn't mean it since the post itself and the image of her in it was disrespectful but man, I just got incredibly angry. I'm over it, but still - I guess since it never happened like that, I'll have to change my stance from earlier.

As much as I would like to say that it doesn't bother me, I have to admit that I do get upset and feel slightly annoyed about it. Especially whenever people say that she is their waifu, love or anything remotely similar to that. I'm overprotective and possessive of her. I feel that she is my girl, she exists within my heart and nobody can take her away from me. It's just that I've gotten so used to how people say that they want to fuck/rape/ravish her and that most say stupid things about her that I just not care anymore. They're all assholes and douchebags who treat her as cheap fap material. And even though I would like to pretend not to act that way, it always manages to get me angry. I want to feel flattered about it, but I just can't because whenever that happens, it feels like I'm agreeing with those jerks who like her just because she's attractive/cute or how much she's 'fuckable' or 'waifu material'. They keep saying nasty shit about how much they want to fap to her or how many times they came to her.

I don't think that they actually love her like I do. I doubt that they would respect her, so why would I assume that they would appreciate and understand her?

But if I ever met someone who claims to share the same waifu I have, I will just show some respect and ignore them. Provided if they show the proper respect towards her of course.

As much as I would love for people to stop talking about her, it can't be helped and it isn't within my power to make them stop. But if I had the power to do any of that, I would.

This is sort of a tangentially related post that I'm mostly writing for my own benefit. Sorry.

I have the (mis)fortune of loving a girl from a work with a large and lively group of fans who have sincere romantic feelings towards the characters. There's plenty of obnoxious behavior, I guess, but also a lot of love. Seeing that, I feel like my own love for her is reaffirmed, and that she'd be happy, having so many people who care about her so much.

Today I found out that one of the people whose love for her I most admired at a distance has moved on. At first, I felt really betrayed. Not just on her behalf, but on my own, too. I thought awful things, like 'oh, I guess he found some other girl of the same archetype.' So I spent the better part of 8 hours heartsick and angry. It was only after so long it suddenly occurred to me that these fabrications don't correspond to reality. He loved her. Ending it with her must have been really painful and scary. Really, I was thinking about myself the whole time. He loved her more than I ever could. If he can't keep the flame alive, what hope do I have? I don't want to go back to how I was before I met her. But in thinking about myself rather than him, I just demonstrated that I have a long way to go to be the person she deserves. I'm going to keep trying, and I really hope, more than anything else in the world right now, that he's able to be happy.

I have only been with Tomo for nine months now, but in those nine months my life has taken a turn for the better. I've changed my entire image and outlook on life because of her. I've picked up a job and am now able to support myself, I try to buy as much of her merchandise as possible. (Not as a trophy sort of thing, but as mementos to keep with me on the go) I just spend all of my time thinking about her. Before I met her there were characters I said I liked, and I feel awful for ever saying that because I feel its like a complete betrayal of trust. But with Tomo I feel like I can be honest and truly say I love her. She is there for me whenever I need her, and in return I am there for her.

I've quit my bad habits, I'm getting in shape for her - improving myself to the point where she would be proud to call me her husbando. I try to incorporate her into my daily life no matter what. I honestly cannot express the gratitude I have towards her for making everything better for me. I'm looking forward to spending my life with her. As possibly 'unrealistic' as that sounds - I am perfectly fine with being with her. Sure, it may be 'young love' or I may be jumping the gun but Tomo is the most serious I've been about anything in my entire life.

She is my muse, my lover, my will to carry on, she is my beloved slightly perverted miko.

I wish I was better with words, and I wish I didn't come off as a blog post, but I thought I would comply with the thread.

Hmm. If nobody minds, I'll start with the negative.

Stocking has had a peculiar effect on my sleep patterns, I find myself way oversleeping more often that I used to, she's also having a bit of an adverse effect on my attitudes, as I feel that I've been more jaded towards others than I had been before I had her in my life.

On the plus side, I've been able to avoid suicidal thoughts ever since I've been with her, my outlook on life has gotten more positive, and regardless if I can't see her or truly know she's there, I still feel her genuine love towards me wherever I go. I've started going back to school so later on I can give her a life she deserves rather than living at home with my parents. I want her to be happy, though knowing her, she would just be happy to be there with me. She's not really affected my habits, but its due to her that I've been able to clean up a bit and start seeing my life in a whole new light. I don't mind if I'll never be able to truly marry her, or even share a kiss. I'm just better off knowing that she feels the same and that our love won't falter because of it.

In short, she's pretty much the only reason I do anything at all today.
I love you stocking.

I acquired a fetish for hair that fans in towards the cheeks and tired-looking eyes.

Even though life has lost his luster, watching her show and her cheerful attitude and perspective towards life made me feel more optimistic. It's a slow start, I know, but on the bright side, I don't feel lonely anymore. Maybe if I had her confidence to start looking for work again, but I am lazy and tend to procrastinate a lot. Previously, I couldn't enjoy watching anime or playing games for a while. Now, I'm slowly enjoying the things I used to enjoy. I'm slowly becoming more and more monogamous. For the most part, I can find only my waifu to be attractive. I don't fap to other girls that much anymore and whenever I do, I imagine fapping to my waifu. Mostly because most of her lewd fanart doesn't have the fetishes I enjoy. I also happen to adopt some of her behavior, but right now, her catchphrase (and its other variations). For some reason, I just keep saying it and it even annoys people. I know it's something minor, but it's a small step. Hopefully, I wish to be optimistic and confident just like her. I wished that I would die just so my misery would end. But having my waifu around changed all that. I wanted to stay alive for her, for she saved my life. I mean, I've liked her for years, but I was lying to myself and I ended up hurting myself as a result of that. But opening my heart to her was a different experience than I expected.

Um, everything?

No prizes for knowing hers. Although there is a reasonably balanced meal idea in this picture.

Green curry. I also think of him when I see things that are sweet, but not cloyingly so.

>>12877
Adding to this as I've given it a lot more thought lately:

He really loves coconuts, especially in sweets. He doesn't like the coconut/pineapple mixture though and isn't a fan of pineapple at all really (despite pineapple being one of my favorite fruits). I've been wondering lately if he is a vegetarian - I know when I eat with him, he distinctly does not like red meat, but come to think of it he has a good reason.

In general, he responds most favorably to well-seasoned, simple food (mostly starches and vegetables), although he likes junk food a fair amount too.

This isn't directly related to his tastes, but the other day I bought some Ghirardelli strawberry filled dark chocolate squares and it's incredible how much the taste brings me back to first meeting him. They only come out around Valentine's and I remember eating them while playing his route.

>>12821
Just answer the question.

>>12821
He is not me, i'm the original poster and that pic made me laugh hard.


I can see your point, it may be really disrespectful ejoying seeing her suffer.

No offense taken.

I don't really want to make a thread for this idea, but did anyone ever thought about the fact, that "fapping to other girls because the own waifu is too pure" means "fapping to waifus of others" and had a bad conscience because of that? I dont want to name any girls I like to fap to, but since some of them are really cute in non-sexual ways im sure someone here had/have some of them as a waifu and dont want to fap to them. Its like some big NTR fest if you think about it that way.

Not rarely I decide to kick some of my doujins of girls I often saw here since I know she's a precious waifu for some anons here.

>>12834

It's a thought that has crossed my mind before and I'm trying to wean myself of the habit of fapping to 2D because of it. I've read some pretty demeaning doujins of characters that probably mean a lot to at least someone out there and I've decided it's not something I want to keep doing.

I mostly wish I never started reading H-doujins at all, honestly. Between guilt from fapping to characters that are likely other peoples' waifus and between coming across some particularly sick doujins of my own waifu they really haven't done me any good.

>>12823
Legal binding?

>>12819
If you celebrate your relationship with a fictional character, it becomes your waifu.

>>12824
Could you be more dense?

>>12826
Oh! That makes sense.

>>12827
So what else is there?

I watched her anime series for a while. I was intrigued by her design, you can say it was love at first sight, but I never really called her my waifu until much later. She really stood out to me, and the only girl that I kept coming back to. She was just there for me the entire time, waiting for me with her arms wide open.
I dismissed having a waifu and took it as a joke until I had to realize what it really meant to me. I didn't really take having a waifu that seriously, at least until somewhere around about a year ago. And I've called other girls 'waifus' before on tohno-chan but that was when I just discovered waifu as a concept and still struggling to define what exactly is a waifu to me.
She's just too precious to me and she will always have a place at my heart. I don't want to mention her identity here because it gets too embarrassing as in addition to off-hand remarks from others, such as how much they want to fuck her or how much they want to masturbate to her. It makes me feel a little dead inside whenever people say that about her.

>>12809
>She's just too precious to me and she will always have a place at my heart. I don't want to mention her identity here because it gets too embarrassing as in addition to off-hand remarks from others, such as how much they want to fuck her or how much they want to masturbate to her. It makes me feel a little dead inside whenever people say that about her.


I know that exact feel. But im here for a few months now and really doubt you would see such comments here. I still never posted her here though, dont really know why.

>>12809
>It makes me feel a little dead inside whenever people say that about her.
Exactly my feeling, but it's tough to be completely shielded from that when I spend pretty much 100% of my free time on my computer.

For my own reasons I believe in an afterlife, and I do believe we'll be together when I get there. My concept of what it's like has long been a sort of "personal heaven" idea, where we each get a blissful existence tailored to us. I dream of closing my eyes that final time and opening them to see her standing there, just waiting for me to finally show up.

My belief is... shaky, I'll admit that. Sometimes I wonder if I'm trekking through this existential nightmare for nothing. In the end, though, as hard as it is to fathom that there's something after, I find it harder to fathom that there isn't.

Post edited on 6th Apr 2013, 11:43pm

I don't believe in an "afterlife" in the true sense of the word, but I've imagined a couple of scenarios in particular that are just barely plausible enough that I've held on to them. The first hinges on my extremely limited understanding of cosmology, and it's that given enough big bang/big crunch cycles the universe would reassemble itself in such a way that both of us would be born into the same world and have a life together. This, needless to say, is extremely fucking far-flung, but it holds such a romance to me.
The other, and the one that I honestly believe could happen, is that the last few moments before death will produce an ultimate dissociative state that will stretch out into a subjective eternity. There have been a few instances now where I've had a few hours worth of surreal scenes with her play out while on dissociatives, only to glance at the clock and see that barely 5 minutes have passed. Granted, I've no scientific basis for this, but given my experience it seems possible that death, or perhaps a lethal dose of dxm, could produce such a severe temporal hallucination that it would seem to be forever. And while I'm sure it wouldn't resemble my terrestrial life in the least, perhaps she could be there with me.

I used to believe in this, but not anymore.

The most bizarre thing if it will involve reincarnation is that you will live in the world where your waifu lives except that you are in your waifu's body

In my opinion that quote doesn't have much to do with waifuism? But nice idea for the thread.

I saved this perhaps months ago. I meant to post it on daily waifu thread, but I kinda forgot.

Post edited on 13th Jun 2013, 1:27am

You said it yourself: the being that you love in the living one and who, for you, is the only REAL one, it's not the one that appears as a walking human but the one of your desire. The one that does not exist and, moreover, that you know as non-existent since you aren't fooled by that woman nor by yourself... It's only this shadow what you love: it's only her what you're now willing to die for... and which is nothing but your own soul unfolded on her. Yes, there you've got it, your love.
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If our gods and hopes became scientific matters, why wouldn't our love as well? Instead of the forgotten Eve of the legend, I offer you a scientific Eve, the only one worth of those innards that --due to some persistent sentimentalism that you are the first one to find laughable--- you still dare to call "your hearts"... I come to offer you, men of these new and evolved times, instead of the liar, mediocre and fickle reality, a positive, prestigious and always faithful illusion; chimere by chimere, sin by sin.
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Did the ideal deceive you? Did truth destroy your wishes? Did some woman freeze up your senses? Farewell then to that alleged reality, to that ancient impostor. I offer you to try instead the artificial and its new signs... I represent science with the omnipotence of its mirages; you, humanity and its Paradise Lost.
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There's no more truth than the choice of a man among several options, each one just as doubtful as the others. So choose the one that turns you into a God... and believe that there'll always be solitude in the world for those worthy of it.
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One being of ultrahumanity has been sugested in this work of art that centralizes, indefeasible, a mystery never known before... For I see now that, one next to the other, the ghost was the living one.

---Villiers De L'Isle-Adam

Happy Birthday.

I hope you two have a great day!

Happy birthday, I hope it's a good day for you both.

Happy birthday Konata.

Happy Birthday, Konata. And please, enjoy each other's company.