I guess she's like a role model to me, she's everything I wish I could be. But I'm also a lot like her, basically would be if I was just a little bit less serious. I love how she never takes anything seriously, and yet can still combat a problem with ease, with nothing but wit and willpower. And she knows she can tackle any problem, because she never lets it have power over her. Even when she faces a genuine challenge she mostly acts over dramatic, like she can't even take that seriously. Life is far too cruel to take seriously, it's better to disregard it, make fun of it even! Laughter is the most powerful weapon man has, it can crumble empires.
I'd love to be more like that, but I always get serious about stuff. There's something that can always manage to piss me off and I can't help but to rage at it. I think I'm improving though, in fact I think people admire how laid back I am. Maybe my standards are too high for myself.
I really don't care if she was a FotM, she's the only one I've loved for over 6 years now, nobody's come close. At this point I'm not even sure if she's more of a waifu or just a best friendu.