I don't know where else on the internet to post this, so I'm doing it here. I used to browse this chan along with the IRC channel back in 2011/2012 when it was newer and /ot/ was a new board. I think those dates are right anyways. I'll have to rush this post so not everything might be complete and some iformation on here will be intentionally left vague in order to protect my identity the best I can. I was unsatisfied with my OtaCOOL life and enlisted in the US navy. I currently serve on a nuclear submarine. I am unsure at which point the deal with the devil was fully formed, but my life has been completely turned around at roughly six months before I enlisted. I feel as if every waking moment in this life I am hiding myself in shame from God for what I have done. My successes turn to sand in my mouth. I've gone from out of shape hikki neet into outstanding PRT scores and ACFL/Diver qual'd. Within my first year onboard my current command, I achieved Senior in rate, made second class, and during deployment I reacted to X casualties in the engine room and was awarded X NAM's. Nothing has been a challenge. I only feel fully safe from shame and the gaze of God when I am fully submerged. There is an impending sense of doom floating over my head, I know that after all these easy achievements and awards are over and my life is done, I'll have to pay for all of it. What I suffered during my NEET life wasn't enough to cover even a drop of what I have now, yet it was a million times more difficult. I have still been given too much and I am way in over my head. I cannot afford this good fortune. My original role in life was supposed to be unhappiness and I've cheated my way out of my story into another. I fill the role and the slot, but the train ride through it isn't something I fully feel. I don't know what I want anyone to respond to this post with. Really, all I needed was a place to say this outside of my own head in the only place where I've been able to be myself. Everything is easy. There are no challenges. Nothing makes me happy. I have to rush this post out, thanks if you read it. I might check replies at a later date.
>>1022 Have you considered that maybe you're just good at your job? For example, I'm outstanding in organizational skills and I know I would perform great if I were to put those to good use, the issue is that I'm a lazy entertainment glutton and I don't want to surrender my HikiNEET life. The saddest thing about the otaku subculture is the wasted potential.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dendrocnide_moroides Get you some suicide plant, boi. It has one of the most agonizing toxins on Earth, and the pain takes years to fade away. Smack a leaf on whatever body part you will miss the least, cause you won't have the mental fortitude to even touch that shit for at least a fortnight. This idea is stupid.
>Everything is easy. There are no challenges. Nothing makes me happy. If only Kircheis was here.
All dogs are bad dogs! Dogs are objectively the worst pet, dogs are for NORMIES! When you play fetch with Fido you play fetch with the normalfag disease! All dogs are bad, all dogs should be fed chocolate! Dogs like to: cover you in slobber make lots of noise chase after cars to assault the driver Sniff butts, eat grass east poop! eat food that kills them like chocolate so that you will feel bad for them! and they chase after innocent cute cates! Dogs are not just monsters, they are overgrown vermin and the animal incarnation of nigger normie jews! Feed them all chocolate! Chocolate! Chocolate for all cdogs so that mwe may be rid of all the vermin in the wordl, only then can we have peace! KILL ALL DOGS KILL ALL DOGS CHOCOLATE FOR DOGS CHOCOLATE TO ALL DOGS Message too long. Click here to view the full text.
You actually thought this was funny.
>>944 Checking back here after not being here for a while going through posts I missed and this is the hardest I laughed at a thread but you probablly think I'm OP now
>>1011 That's because, just like OP, you have some gears missing in your brains.
>>943 I too hate dogs
CONFESS, TOHNO-CHAN!!! What are you otaku sins?
My first anime was Attack On Titan...
I say I hate moe, but it's just mostly to distance myself from run-of-the-mill weeb perverts looking to ERP online. I don't want to be associated with those people. >>1028 Ouch.
I like those silly skeleton memes.
I don't even like anime, I mean, I'll watch it, but mainly I just like to pretend that I have Doritos for hair.
Moshi moshi?
OP's post really bugs me.
ohayou gozimas
>>706 Hai, dare desu ka?
Do you really insect me to bump this thread?
CURSED IMAGES THREAD.
Liru is a miracle of the universe.
Looks like a tumblr reject.
>>1024 How furthest from the truth can you stray?
the bongo lady
don't repost my OC
i never liked her as a character, what a lazy pig she was and managed to pull it off for free with that cute little girl routine. awful girl
>>1007 She was great by proxy. Next to punch cunt, anonymous, 2cool4cooking, soon to be obese manager, and the 4 eyed pedo, she was an angle. no eyed sword girl and the midget were alright though
>>1008 she was a virtual non-character in the f1rst season and that was the only good season before it devolved from workplace comedy into relationshit drama.
What is this?
Chalkboard eraser vacuum cleaner
>>747 That's pretty cool.
a thumbnail
Lets funpost with dots.
Hahaha...haha..ha...
This is backwards.
Mindblowing.
Penis blowing.
>>993 Dis-gust-ing.
>>994 I-G-R-E-E.