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Being a NEET, I obviously wanna do fun activities to spend this ultimately wasted time.
There's so much anime, VNs, manga and games that I'd love to go through but my brain doesn't let me. The inability to engage in my interests gets really frustrating really fast.
It's hard to watch or read anything, and usually takes me several hours for an episode or chapter, only to make me realize that I don't remember a single thing from it. I don't know if the issue is an interrupting and noisy environment, my inner problems, or whatever else.
Bringing this up to fellow otakus only gives the impression of a poseur. It ain't fun to only use your backlog as a response, people stop talking pretty fast... Though someone I thought I had trusted had quickly become a piece of shit for this, basing his hatred solely on my issue. Now being genuinely angry at issues that others have no control over is ridiculous, but lashing out telling someone to give up on a hobby kinda hurts.
Funny how attempts at escaping the real world only make me feel even shittier in the end.
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