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>>24557 Thanks! I'll also check that out.
>>24559 I do lurk a bit, but I like direct information, mostly the things I can figure out are just bits and fragments. About my age maybe I was wrong and shouldn't of mentioned it but I wanted to see what older people would want to say to someone like me.
>>24561 I enjoyed reading your post, so don't be sorry! I do try a lot to atleast think about how to fix things, but it never works. I do not care much about my situation as I used too. I do like being by myself a bit, I used to care about finding someone who would love and nurture me, but I was able to give up seriously thinking about that besides just fantasizing a year ago. My personal philosophy is life is just a game, and it helps explains a lot, even if it may be flawed in some ways. Friends and all that is just one roleplaying part of the game, you can also have fun with how you would have fun with a sandbox game. If the "game" ever gets too crappy, you can always quit it. About the lurking part, yes I know I can get a fair bit of information by lurking. Thank you for the last few parts.
>>24562 Well, I already know "It gets better" isn't very much true, because that is predicting the future! Nobody can do that with 100% certainty unless they know what everything is doing, and how everything will react. I don't very much care about my worth or worth I have not, I wont post outside of this thread. As for that homelessness and bullying part, yes that is quite a valid reason to do things. Your life getting worse is a good reason to do things! Unfortunately, I believe there is a high chance that my life will get worse, and I may not be able to change it with how I am. I don't know what much is wrong with having an attachment to the old internet? I have accepted that time will never be again, but it's still fun to browse through all the old artifacts. It's kind of akin to being a historian. Many artifacts they find are lost to time, and due to the web not being very well documented, there are some things on this world wide web that probably haven't been mentioned in years. Also I know there was dogshit on the old internet too, even as far back as Usenet times. As for putting yourself in stress to grow, I think I may already do that in a sense. I have tons and tons of time with just myself at school; because I guess special education doesn't even really give a shit that I barely ever go to class, so sometimes for almost 8 hours i'll just sit and have to make up that time with my thoughts. I guess I don't "grow" that much though because most of that time is just me roleplaying in a pretend world I created in my head where I made a bunch of characters and stuff of that sort.
On an unrelated note I like you the word you used "titillate" It is fun, and I am glad you taught me that.
>>24563
Thanks for the recommendations! I already watched Kemono friends (first season), and i'll get around to watching K-on. About amateur radio, I heard a bit about it, but I don't have much money, and I don't know if I could very much talk to other people using the radios? It does seem fun though.
>>24565
I don't know if I could get in those sorts of games, RTS seems too competitive and MMO's usually feel like too much of a grind. As for being a writer, I like thinking about that idea too. I used to do some roleplay, and I wrote a couple short little stories.
>>24566
Why not? I see people give away emails every so often. If I drop a throwaway email, there's not much that could go wrong is there? I guess email viruses exist, but I know not to click on links or the attachments. If it's some human trafficker from South Sudan, then he couldn't just find out where I lived unless he used some elite social engineering skills could he?
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