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23136 No. 23136 [Edit]
Do you have any traumatic moments in your life you might want to share and talk about? It could be something deep in the past or a recent event. We're all friends here, feel free to let it out.
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>> No. 23143 [Edit]
I guess I'll kick things off with something relatively minor. About half a year ago I went to an anime convention where my waifu's creator was having a Q&A panel. My waifu has been a very influential part of my life for the past ten years and our relationship has stayed strong in the face of countless hurdles during that time. This made the panel a very big deal to me and something I simply had to attend. This was a once in a life time chance to find out more about my waifu after all. When I got in line to speak however, I drew a blank, blurted out moronic questions, and manged to make an autistic idiot out of myself while being the laughing stock of the room. To this day it hurts to think back to it, and I can not look at some of the things related to my waifu without being reminded of it. It is not as if I do not love her anymore or want to end the relationship, but it has made things more challenging.
>> No. 23145 [Edit]
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I never experienced anything deeply traumatic like the usual trauma people experience such as being raped or significant childhood abuse but a couple of things have happened to me that might have affected me negatively and helped form the personality flaws I have today. One is very difficult for me to talk about but has been dismissed as not really being that bad, which is very true. Even then, it made me very sad, scared, and embarrassed in that moment and I don't like remembering it to this day because of how pathetic it was. There were other things, all not very horrible experiences if they were judged on some knid of objective scale, but they still hurt. The worst thing about each and every one of them is knowing that they were all my fault because I was not strong or smart enough to prevent them from happening.
>> No. 23147 [Edit]
>>23145
It's mostly similar to me, but I would say that even a lot of little bullying/teasing in early childhood eventually "collects" and builds up into a worse trauma. The daily grind with early mornings and being forced to sit down at school/work sucks too. Although there was one time that my dad beat me with a curtain rod because I wasn't doing my World Geo project in 9th grade (probably not that uncommon outside of the US and other Western countries), my memories of that aren't that bad but it probably did worsen my overall worldview.
>> No. 23148 [Edit]
>>23143
that exact same thing happened to me at a comic con in crystal city virginia around the time the akira movie came out.
i still remember it well enough to tell you that i got an awesome independent version of thor that day, the story told from loki's perspective & printed in black, white and red. a real work of art, someone was trying to make a statement or at least make something that was worth at least the price paid, a rare commodity. i'm not sure what the long term effects were of being laughed at by a roomful of nerds half of whom were in star trek uniform shirts, but i can assure that i'm still an autistic idiot.
>> No. 23150 [Edit]
>>23148
I'm not sure if I'm understanding you correctly. Someone was trying to buy that thing from you and you got laughed at for it?
>> No. 23152 [Edit]
When I was like 6 I lied to my parents, looking back it was something real minor, but man did it get to me back then. For weeks I kept thinking about it and kept repeating the same words over and over again in my head like a rhythm.

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