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22622 No. 22622 [Edit]
What keeps you from committing suicide?
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>> No. 22623 [Edit]
Mai waifu, novels I want to read, games I want to play, anime I want to watch, food I want to eat... I guess at this point I'm either not having that bad of a time, or I'm able to keep myself so occupied to where it doesn't seem like a big deal.
>> No. 22624 [Edit]
>>22622
There's nothing after this. Might as well get comfortable.
>> No. 22625 [Edit]
My life is nothing but disappointment after disappoint. I've done nothing with my it and never will. I don't have anything to look forward to, anything I do ends up as a disappointment too. I'll never have friends or a 3dpd, everyone I meet tells me I'm a nice guy but then get stick of me and disappear soon after if I get too close. It's starting to feel like a condescending insult when people say it now. I try to be nice to people, even people who I think are assholes, but I can never truly trust anyone after being used and abused too many times to count. I'm a high school drop out who's too stupid for a ged, let alone college. I can barely function from day to day, but I'm not bad enough for government aid. I don't care about fancy houses or need some exotic sports car, so I don't need a high paying career anyway. The stuff I do buy almost always gives me buyer's remorse, and/or ends up sitting around collecting dust. Every form of media only seems to get more repetitive and uninteresting as time goes on. I lost interest in game consoles last gen. Anime feels like the same stupid shit I've seen a million times. I couldn't care less about music.
I want to die, not so much because of some feeling of depression necessarily but because living feels so pointless to me. The only person who gives a crap about me is my mom and I'll probably have to watch her die in another 10-20 years, then I'll be alone and wont have any reason not to kill myself. Maybe if I keep saving up my money I can get a house of my own, but then what? Sit in my room jerking it to anime till I die? I don't even have much of a sex drive anymore. I run a small website that not many would miss when it's gone and can easily be replaced. All I can really do is watch other people be happy and do/experience things I never will while living by proxy trough them.

tl;dr my mom is the only thing keeping me from Gensokyo.

Post edited on 7th May 2017, 6:40pm
>> No. 22627 [Edit]
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22627
Fear. I have become pessimistic enough to become so sure that there exists a hell but a heaven does not. It's the curse of being born into a religious family.

Still, I want to die so badly. I don't know how much longer I can tolerate this. Everyone is better off without me anyway, including myself.
>> No. 22628 [Edit]
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22628
Fear.
>> No. 22629 [Edit]
Escapism and ultimately hedonism. Like >>22623 said, hobbies occupy me enough to the point where I can stave off misery so as long as I don't think about the future or allow my mind to wander.

I'm pretty much a parasite, sure, but I have no attachment whatsoever to human civilization and quite frankly couldn't care less about "contributing" to a dying society. I don't fear death, but I do fear what I might miss if I were to randomly decide to commit suicide tomorrow. What kind of video games and anime will be produced over the course of my life- or even the duration of my life in which I have a somewhat comfortable existence being a leech? What if advanced waifu interaction technology is developed in 15 years and I'm not around to experience it? Thoughts like these legitimately bother me whenever I think about dying, even if it is little more than mindless hedonism.
>> No. 22632 [Edit]
I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it.

Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to do it without fear and remorse. Then I could just let everything go.
>> No. 22646 [Edit]
My sister shot herself a couple years ago, and it would destroy my mom if I went that way too.
>> No. 22652 [Edit]
If I die today, I'll never know about all the anime, manga, and other 2D media that I might have enjoyed had I lived. What if I kill myself the day before an anime that turns out to be my favorite is announced?

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