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22622 No. 22622 [Edit]
What keeps you from committing suicide?
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>> No. 22623 [Edit]
Mai waifu, novels I want to read, games I want to play, anime I want to watch, food I want to eat... I guess at this point I'm either not having that bad of a time, or I'm able to keep myself so occupied to where it doesn't seem like a big deal.
>> No. 22624 [Edit]
>>22622
There's nothing after this. Might as well get comfortable.
>> No. 22625 [Edit]
My life is nothing but disappointment after disappoint. I've done nothing with my it and never will. I don't have anything to look forward to, anything I do ends up as a disappointment too. I'll never have friends or a 3dpd, everyone I meet tells me I'm a nice guy but then get stick of me and disappear soon after if I get too close. It's starting to feel like a condescending insult when people say it now. I try to be nice to people, even people who I think are assholes, but I can never truly trust anyone after being used and abused too many times to count. I'm a high school drop out who's too stupid for a ged, let alone college. I can barely function from day to day, but I'm not bad enough for government aid. I don't care about fancy houses or need some exotic sports car, so I don't need a high paying career anyway. The stuff I do buy almost always gives me buyer's remorse, and/or ends up sitting around collecting dust. Every form of media only seems to get more repetitive and uninteresting as time goes on. I lost interest in game consoles last gen. Anime feels like the same stupid shit I've seen a million times. I couldn't care less about music.
I want to die, not so much because of some feeling of depression necessarily but because living feels so pointless to me. The only person who gives a crap about me is my mom and I'll probably have to watch her die in another 10-20 years, then I'll be alone and wont have any reason not to kill myself. Maybe if I keep saving up my money I can get a house of my own, but then what? Sit in my room jerking it to anime till I die? I don't even have much of a sex drive anymore. I run a small website that not many would miss when it's gone and can easily be replaced. All I can really do is watch other people be happy and do/experience things I never will while living by proxy trough them.

tl;dr my mom is the only thing keeping me from Gensokyo.

Post edited on 7th May 2017, 6:40pm
>> No. 22627 [Edit]
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22627
Fear. I have become pessimistic enough to become so sure that there exists a hell but a heaven does not. It's the curse of being born into a religious family.

Still, I want to die so badly. I don't know how much longer I can tolerate this. Everyone is better off without me anyway, including myself.
>> No. 22628 [Edit]
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22628
Fear.
>> No. 22629 [Edit]
Escapism and ultimately hedonism. Like >>22623 said, hobbies occupy me enough to the point where I can stave off misery so as long as I don't think about the future or allow my mind to wander.

I'm pretty much a parasite, sure, but I have no attachment whatsoever to human civilization and quite frankly couldn't care less about "contributing" to a dying society. I don't fear death, but I do fear what I might miss if I were to randomly decide to commit suicide tomorrow. What kind of video games and anime will be produced over the course of my life- or even the duration of my life in which I have a somewhat comfortable existence being a leech? What if advanced waifu interaction technology is developed in 15 years and I'm not around to experience it? Thoughts like these legitimately bother me whenever I think about dying, even if it is little more than mindless hedonism.
>> No. 22632 [Edit]
I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it.

Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to do it without fear and remorse. Then I could just let everything go.
>> No. 22646 [Edit]
My sister shot herself a couple years ago, and it would destroy my mom if I went that way too.
>> No. 22652 [Edit]
If I die today, I'll never know about all the anime, manga, and other 2D media that I might have enjoyed had I lived. What if I kill myself the day before an anime that turns out to be my favorite is announced?
>> No. 22748 [Edit]
Food. I love cooking and eating. Can't eat if I'm dead. Also it would prove them right, everyone who mocked me and tormented me. So I'll stay alive, I won't give them that final pleasure.

Post edited on 5th Jun 2017, 8:35pm
>> No. 22749 [Edit]
It's too hard, I'll do it tomorrow.
>> No. 22958 [Edit]
Irrational emotional attachment to my family.
>> No. 22961 [Edit]
Can't find a good way to go. Yet.
>> No. 22964 [Edit]
I tell myself it's because of my parents and pets, but it's really just because I'm a coward
>> No. 22995 [Edit]
>>22622
Access to drugs that will give me a semblance of peace when I go.
>> No. 23333 [Edit]
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>>22622
Music
taking my motorcycle up the mountain staring off into the setting sun on lonely nights
>> No. 23334 [Edit]
Cowardice plain and simple.
>> No. 23370 [Edit]
For today, my waifu and heavy alcohol.
>> No. 23382 [Edit]
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23382
too many people know me.
mother needs me for paying half the rent.
Oh and there is the new dancing game about my waifu coming soon.
>> No. 23390 [Edit]
>>22622
I still have a lot of confidence that things will finally be right in the future.

I also care too much for a few people in my life to commit suicide, it would be really selfish of me to kill myself and make them suffer, and they really look up to me despite me being a useless piece of shit.
>> No. 23391 [Edit]
>>23333
I wish I could do that. The place I live in is extremely boring.
>> No. 23594 [Edit]
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>>23391
You'd be surprised at the cool places you'll find just strolling around in your shitty town, trust me. Even if you have to drive out of your hometown, do it. I live in southern california near the border, so there are a lot of places that look like the "wild west", going on old roads and stuff.
I like to put on my weird indie music I find on youtube and just go
>> No. 23613 [Edit]
I think about it all the time, but I'm scared of the physical pain. Then there's the thought of people rummaging through my HDD and computer. The shame... I also don't want to hurt my parents. I just got on good terms with them. Wouldn't want to see them suffer because of my death.
>> No. 23614 [Edit]
A depressed dude on certain image boards by the name “shuaiby” recently blew his head off on livestream with a shotgun. After he did it his mom came in and was sobbing uncontrollably, and it was awful.

She is emotionally devastated. She will probably blame herself and be depressed and have a hard time coping for years to come.

Suicide is very selfish.
>> No. 23615 [Edit]
>>23614
Your emotional problems are YOURS to deal with. It's YOUR buisness. The guy had his own problems and made his own decisions. If his mom cared so much then she should've helped.
>> No. 23616 [Edit]
>>23615
While I normally dislike people who say cliche stuff like "Suicide is selfish." or "only cowards kill themselves" In this particular case it does sound like he made his problems into his mom's problems. And It's unfair to claim she should have helped. Maybe she tried to, maybe she had no clue he was suffering. Who knows?
>> No. 23631 [Edit]
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23631
Family and hope that things can get better. I try to think about even the tiniest things to be happy about. Even now, I can find comfort in knowing this chan is still alive.
>> No. 23632 [Edit]
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>>23616
I do understand that he could have taken a few steps, such as committing suicide in some other place and have the authorities notify his parents to spare them having to behold the gruesome outcome, but in his defense, just as his parents did not wish to see the scene, maybe he neither wished to be born. Maybe he wanted to die in a place that felt like home. It could even have been some form of revenge against his parents. Morals are a flimsy thing at best, he at least left without taking physical revenge on anyone.
>> No. 23633 [Edit]
>>23632
Even so, he didn't need to livestream it. He blew his head off for an audience of people who didn't need to see that.
>> No. 23634 [Edit]
>>23633
Isn't watching a live stream voluntary? What logic is that?
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