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20868 No. 20868 [Edit]
Post cute anime girls in this thread every time you think about killing yourself
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>> No. 20869 [Edit]
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Meh, it would get old fast.
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>> No. 20871 [Edit]
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>> No. 20872 [Edit]
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>>20869
Sorry, but you have already joined the game.
Its pretty much post or die for you now.
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>> No. 20874 [Edit]
>>20873
Thats not very cute...
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>>20874
sorry
>> No. 20876 [Edit]
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Bringing out the heavy guns.
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>>20874
I disagree, its ultracute and I like it
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daydreaming about executing myself with extreme prejudice in a location such that the corpse would never be discovered
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>> No. 20889 [Edit]
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I want to die somewhere far away from any living beings, all alone in a place I don't know.
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Inb4 Thread limit reached.

Im not into anime, this is all i have.

And yes i fell like blowing my own head off, again.
>> No. 20892 [Edit]
>>20891
There's no rule that says everyone on tc has to be into anime, or type a specific way for that matter.
>> No. 20893 [Edit]
>>20892
Stop posting. You're human garbage.
>> No. 20896 [Edit]
>>20893
If everyone who was human garbage stopped posting, this site would be dead and shut down by end of the week.
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I love you guys
>> No. 20902 [Edit]
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It's been another one of those days...
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Thanks, guys. Because of this thread.
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I haven't thought about killing myself too often in the past few months but I got a suicidal thought just because of this thread.
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>>20874
Your cute sensor seems to be broken, anon.
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>>20907
no urs
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>> No. 20916 [Edit]
why can't I post?
>> No. 20918 [Edit]
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fucking dammit
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It has been a very very tough day...
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sigh
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Classic cute girl for a classic case of "I'm a piece of shit and I should die".
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...
>> No. 20949 [Edit]
>>20945
thats really more of a sexy pic of ayumu-chan than a cute one. not that i'm not saving it for later masturbation use, but just saying
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>>20909
Surprised by how much I enjoyed that route
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Suicidal thoughts coming back with a swiftness!
>> No. 21001 [Edit]
>>20954
This was a good doujin.
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>> No. 21031 [Edit]
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My head hurts.
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I wish I were dead, or that I didn't exist. Either one is fine.
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Not anime but who cares.
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madotsuki is cute right?
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>>21064
Yes.
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>> No. 21175 [Edit]
>>21173
tis the season~
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>>21173
i'll stop posting if you want
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>> No. 21186 [Edit]
sorry
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>>21206
i dunno, i only started this thread as a way to trick depressed losers into bringing me a bunch of cute anime pics
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>>21217
i dunno
because i like pictures of cute anime girls?
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Or is it.
Perhaps you enjoy posting.
As much as we do?
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I wish I could post regular cartoon pics here instead. Anime girls don't really do anything for me.
>> No. 21228 [Edit]
>>20922
Saya technically isn't a girl, you know.
>> No. 21229 [Edit]
>>21228
The sunset is neither a sunset but in the eyes of the beholder.
>> No. 21230 [Edit]
>>21216
Why not just go to a booru and find even more pictures of even more girls? This doesn't make any sense. It's inefficient and stupid!

>>21227
You're on the wrong site then.
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My debt is not paid yet.
I must live on to repent.
Better if you never understand.
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help
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Help me
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>>21280
gotta know what's wrong before anyone can offer any help.
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I don't know why I'm so sad.
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Here's Shiori to help.
Rules are rules.
Get it?
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ありがとうございます。
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クズ女。
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ビッチ。
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>>21351
>>21352
What's this about? Are you all right?

Post edited on 3rd Feb 2016, 1:57pm
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>>21355
"Hello, everynyan.
How are you? Fine, thank you.
I wish i were a bird."

I'm as fine as everyone posting images in this thread.
I feel a bit better than yesterday, thank you.
And how about you, are you okay Anonymous?
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お願い。
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Hello there.
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Sweet Lord, I know
I hate this lonely life so
Lord, I know
It goes so slow
I feel so alone, Sweet Lord

Sweet Lord, it's a sin
To live this life sufferin'
Lord, I pray
I long for a change
But it still remains, Sweet Lord
>> No. 21464 [Edit]
>>21463
What kind of a change do you long for?
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>>21464
Maybe he meant you?
Or was that me instead?
Maybe us passing through.
Sharing feelings of dread.

I wish,
Our suffering would end.
Like supernovas,
In the cosmos blend.

Stars so little,
Yet, can be seen from afar.
Galaxy ripples,
Where everyday is war.
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well, that month was short/
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>>21479
Plutia is too cute!
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I just want water I just want an ocean
An endless river to wash away all of my tears
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Collecting more pics and merchandise of 2D girls is starting to backfire. There are a growing number of days when it makes me feel worse given how different reality is and so makes me want to check out quicker.
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>>21503
This could be your only chance to experience that world. The possibility of you not existing anymore in any form after suicide seems to be pretty high in my eyes, so you probably shouldn't do it, if you want to enjoy that ideal world some more. Can't argue, if you think it isn't worth it though.

Also if you can afford to completely isolate yourself, the difference should get foggy since you're dedicating your life to escapism and you don't have to put up with the outside world most of the time.
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how could nietzsche think we can stay sane if what the demon said about eternal recurrence were true?
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>>21507
Nietzsche wants us to break into insanity by loving our life and our actions so much we're willing to repeat them through eternities... The demon is a call for us to make the most out of our life instead of waiting pissing it away for eternal slumber or living in anticipation of an afterlife.
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But I hope I die before I get sold
I hope I die before I get sold
I'd rather die before I get sold
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...
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The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
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In death, there are no cute 2D girls. No more escapism. Thinking of all the future anime/game/etc releases I'd never experience as the result of a premature death is more than enough reason to keep a fool like me going.
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>>21557
In death there's no need for escapism and cute 2D girls. You won't miss any series because you won't exist. It seems you're missing the point of killing yourself entirely but I can't blame you, it takes some truly massive balls and pain to die.
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>>21560
It seems you've misinterpreted my point, friend. I personally believe the pleasure from 2D girls and escapism- and the promise of more in the future- outweighs the misery stopped from nonexistence.
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Sometimes I feel very sad
(Can't find nothin' I can put my heart and soul into)

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
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>>21562
Thank you for the cute picture.
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>>21575
My pleasure.
>> No. 21591 [Edit]
less talk, more muscle
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あぁ~
Sake tastes really good at noon.

たとえ他の誰が笑っても♪
僕は 強く信じてるから♪
今も ずっと ずっと 願っているよ♪
二人でいる未来を♪
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Hey I've got a pistol that's aimed at your heart
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>>21605
Careful with this.
Someone may get hurt.
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   ∧_∧
­  (  ・ω・) 死にまーす
­_(_つ/ ̄ ̄ ̄/ ・・・・・はい
­  \/     /
­     ̄ ̄ ̄
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>>21506
I've tried going off the grid and I just can't cut it. Not survivalist material in the least. I also have to slave away 9-5 to make ends meet. Busy busy like clockwork.

For me it's actually the few remaining 'free' hours where you can really mull over your life that are the worst. Virtual reality can't come soon enough to fill those hours up.
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time creeps by
as darkness falls
all night long
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Going one day to the next just on inertia...

Cute god or cute devil pls save me from myself.
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>>21562
Same here. Cute girls are a miracle.
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>>21627
Ha...
I was searching for images like this yesterday, just before sleep.
I don't think a dakimakura or even a 3DPD would be able to cure my loneliness at this point, unfortunately.
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Sleep tight everyone.
Goodnight.
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if youre conscious you must be depressed
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all the time thats left to kill
is drawing out its final will
lady luck, she is always by my side
she woke me up when i died
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A cup of reality, please.
In this moment i am sober.
In my bed i will freeze.
Goodnight, dream robbers.
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>>21674
i just downloaded this yesterday.

Post edited on 12th Apr 2016, 5:40pm
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>>21678
This is a nice pic.
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新しい世界へ
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頑張ったのに
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>>21553
>>21568
didn't think I'd ever see the beach boys quoted on /so/.
makes sense i guess.
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its awfully considerate of you to think of me here
& im much obliged to you for making it clear

& what exactly is a joke
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I wish I hadn't wake up from that wonderful dream I had last night.
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>>21750
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Hang in there, fellows.
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>>21781
Lewd!
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had a major psychotic panic attack
>> No. 21826 [Edit]
>>21825
what happened?
>> No. 21829 [Edit]
>>21826
I lost it to the futility of life, the indifference and despise of my mother to my suffering and the sisyphean task of cleaning everyday just to see it all get dirty soon enough after I do so..I screamed a lot and hitted the ground, I wish I was never born this plane is horrible.
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>> No. 21836 [Edit]
>>21829
well all things get dirty with time. unless you locked up everything you own in display cases and kept everything covered up I think it's an unavoidable part of life.
>> No. 21837 [Edit]
>>21836
it's all futile isn't it?
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people are all such trash
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I fucking hate this world with all my being.
>> No. 21870 [Edit]
>>21829
>the sisyphean task of cleaning everyday just to see it all get dirty soon enough after I do so
This is why I live in squalor. Cleaning is total bullshit. However the state of my room makes me more depressed, so it's kind of a trade off.
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anyone else planning to kill himself?I'm thinking of jumping but not sure about the height, I can't take life anymore.
>> No. 21872 [Edit]
>>21871
Why though?
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Everything is meaningless, there's nothing to look forward but getting older uglier and sicker, going homeless or crazy or both. I can't barely hold my sanity, recently I had lots of panics attack/breakdowns and just hearing people talking happily outside the window makes me feel sick almost put a scissor in my chest due to it but I threw it to the ceiling just before I did and cutted myself all over.
Also my cat was killed, and not having her around me as she was ALL the time as my faithful companion left me right at the cliff of insanity and death.
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Here's a cute one
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>>21871
I'm feeling a bit guilty for convincing a stalker of mine to kill himself, I mean I've been defending myself but I want to try to save a life to clean my hands of a pseudo killing.

Want to talk? Someone in the IRC might be willing to, I am in there as well I'll talk to you.

>>21873
A pet of mine recently died as well, I feel your pain but getting older and uglier shouldn't be a reason to kill yourself. Have you been looking for ways to regain sanity? Got any hobbies/crafts to keep your mind off things?
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>>21875
>A pet of mine recently died as well, I feel your pain but getting older and uglier shouldn't be a reason to kill yourself. Have you been looking for ways to regain sanity? Got any hobbies/crafts to keep your mind off things?

I take meds since like primary school, people is already mean by default getting older and uglier won't help.

Even if I'm a hardcore hikki family recently asked if I have any plans for the future... all I want to is to die, it's the only thing that gives me "hope" in case there's something better beyond this nightmare of a world.

I barely play videogames but I just force myself to it, there's no enjoyment and everything feels hollow; competitivity, romance, ambition... it's all a hollow distraction, the reality is suffering and death, also like all things I suck at them and only play single player to avoid unnecessary conflict.

Not sure what to say about your stalker, but if he was a bully I'm sorry but I can't feel bad about him/her.
>> No. 21877 [Edit]
>>21871
Sort of. I've already planned it and prepared everything but I don't feel the need to do it yet.
I can exit any time and this life is probably the only one I have (and not that bad yet, I'm able to live a comfortable NEET life) so there's no need to rush.
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Live alone and work long hours. Estranged from abusive parents. No cute imouto or friends. Starting to ask myself more frequently why I stick around.
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I wish I was not such a lazy POS
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>>21879
You're killing time until the inevitable end, not like there's anything better to do.
>> No. 21883 [Edit]
>>21875
I normally don't like jumping to conclusions, but I have severe difficulty believing some hikikomori on Tohno-chan has a physical stalker. My apologies if I'm wrong and just being a presumptive asshat here, but your story brings to mind the usual case of an attention-seeking girl referring to a guy that she lost interest in 'following her online' when she doesn't want to talk anymore- which isn't at all what actual stalking entails.

Any way you look at it, you are responsible for that "pseudo-killing". Whether or not you feel guilty for it is entirely up to you. But if he wasn't an actual threat to you physically, and you'd even go so far as to play the victim and seeking sympathy after manipulating some random online shmuck into killing himself, I'm gonna be frank and say that you should have ended yourself instead.

Post edited on 19th Jun 2016, 1:28am
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>>21877
which method do you have in mind anon?
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>>21884
>>21883
>>21875

The following are not rules, but are discouraged. Repeated infractions will result in a ban, length of which to be determined by a moderator.

Encouraging others to commit suicide
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I like this post.
>> No. 21887 [Edit]
>>21885
When someone not only encouraged suicide in someone else suffering but succeeded in making them go through with it, I have no sympathy for them. I'm sorry.
>> No. 21892 [Edit]
>>21884
Saya isn't really a girl though, right?
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>>21892
See >>21229
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I truly believe this to be one of the best Suigintou pictures on my HDD (and in general), and if I were a happier and more confident person I'd post it somewhere on /mai/. Alas, delight, suicidal anons.
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>>21902
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why is assisted suicide even illegal?
>> No. 21910 [Edit]
>>21909
The people who make laws love to tell people how to live.
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>>21909
Because of its immense potential for abuse.
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>>21909
What both anons said.

It being illegal isn't really a problem in my eyes. I think the people who want to kill themselves really should do it themselves because doing it is difficult and the moment you try to overcome your instinct is where it shows whether you really want it or not.
If there was a suicide booth or something, a lot of people (including me) would probably be dead already, which isn't really a bad thing in itself but I'm pretty sure that the majority of them don't think it's that horrible that they are still alive, else they would have ended it themselves already.

Suicide is in my opinion also something you really need to do alone, I don't like group suicide because I'm convinced that most people there are afraid of doing it alone, probably still having doubts (two people really close to each others killing themselves sounds only good, if both of them would've killed themselves alone too, so don't really need each other and have no regrets).
Suicide should be well thought-out (you have the time to think about it anyways, it's not like you're going to die tomorrow and if you are, you really don't need go through the hassle of killing yourself) and done calmly, not be fueled by an emotional reaction because those go away after a time and probably leave you with a completely different stance on suicide.

Euthanasia is a little bit different because they aren't able to kill themselves, I support that as long as it is provable that it's the wish of the patient.
I despise suicide prevention like calling those people sick, denying that they can think rationally and locking them up and all that shit. It really goes against the ideals of society, if you think about it. Like nobody has the right to kill another, nobody should have the right to force another to live. People should be free to end their lives.

I apologize for my rant and hope this doesn't count as encouragement.
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>>21913
>this doesn't count as encouragement

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>>21913
I agree with a lot of what you said.

But I also believe encouraging suicide in non-terminal/braindead cases is a symptom of a sick society.

Of course, we live in a sick society. It's completely demented. Some hell.

If there were justice there'd never be a need to kill yourself.
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i went the wrong way around on this one. i consciously decided to contemplate self-murder for a few seconds just so i could honestly post more nagato in this thread cause she is just too cute OMG
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I'm tired of life.
>> No. 21950 [Edit]
>>21913
>I think the people who want to kill themselves really should do it themselves because doing it is difficult and the moment you try to overcome your instinct is where it shows whether you really want it or not.
Come on. What about life then? Following your stance, after growing up people should be thrown out of home because living with parents is too lazy. Only overcoming difficulties shows whether you really want and to live or not. So, yeah.

>Suicide should be well thought-out (you have the time to think about it anyways
No way. Think for a second. Why do you think people want to die? Because they have big problems! (duh) Do you really think people in such awful state have any will and energy to scheme out difficult procedures to overcome all the obstacles made by lots of normal healthy people full of will to mess up their attempts at suicide? This is nothing but blatant bullying. Strong trample the weak and declare it "Good deeds because weak should overcome difficulties".
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i whisper words
to come to me
the song i sing
for all to see
the past is gone
and now i know
inside this self
no where to go
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>>21968
She looks like Yue.
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I can't cum anymore. I have been diagnosed with varicocele, my lower back sometimes hurts and there is some kind of pressure in my rectum. My urologist dismissed the lack of orgasm as "impossible" and I dont know what the fuck I should do. It's been more than a month since this shit started and I have never felt this hopeless. I can't take this anymore. Tomorrow I'm going to see another doctor, if something goes wrong I'm seriously considering killing myself.

Post edited on 26th Jul 2016, 3:33pm
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>>21972
You could try autoerotic asphyxiation, just keep at it until you cum or die. Either way you get the result you were after.
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>>20879
Kagerou is so cute.
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cute enough
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>> No. 22083 [Edit]
>>22078
she is a bicht
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>>22077
Wow, I wasn't expecting to see Kaho posted here.
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may the circle be unbroken
>> No. 22131 [Edit]
>>22106
i don't understand wants going on with Chitoge's left leg.
Is she putting it in Tsugumi's pocket or are Tsugumi's pants pulled down? Is Tsugumi pooping on the sofa?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
>> No. 22139 [Edit]
Those are not Nisekoi's characters, they are from Idolm@ster.
I don't understand the leg either though which is a shame because the picture is cute otherwise
>> No. 22167 [Edit]
i dont have any anime but i had a sad today :_;
>> No. 22168 [Edit]
>>22167
Cheer up, anon! I believe in you. Think of all the nice things, that will keep you going.
>> No. 22170 [Edit]
no pic, but you know why i'm posting
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>>22170
is it because you're a shitposter who thinks that thread rules don't apply to you? that could drive some people to do it, especially TC posters who have a natural aversion to shitposting. you shitpost and hate yourself for it thus suicide.

simply posting cute anime girls in this thread will solve that for you
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whys everybody actin funny
whys everybody look so strange
whys everybody look so nasty
what do i want with all these things
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I hate that feeling.
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Hello death, my dear friend.
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why can't I die in my sleep already
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Hang in there, guys. Even if it's just the release of some more escapism, try to find something to look forward to.
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>>22364
everything is so fucked up
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might myself soon
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>>22372
are you ok bro
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I don't want to die here, though.
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Even Christmas is a Nightmare.
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>>22402
its a dream come true for whomever it is that makes money when we post in this thread
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Why can't universal basic income be a thing? Outside is scary. Work is scary. People are scary. Does anyone have an underground bunker I can live in forever?
>> No. 22412 [Edit]
>>22411
>Does anyone have an underground bunker I can live in forever?
There's always /TH/
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>>22412
It's a nice idea, unfortunately everyone here is a poor NEET (including myself) and there has only been a single post in the last 2-3 years on that board.
>> No. 22414 [Edit]
>>22413
Have faith bro.
I don't mean to brag but I've got about 10k in savings so far with pretty decent credit (no 3dpd or friends saves a lot of money). I've looked around and have seen some reasonably priced pieces of land I could probably put a down payment on. Then from there it's a matter of getting some trailers/homes dropped down on the land as need be, and getting power, internet, etc run out to em.
Just have faith. It might not happen today or tomorrow but I do still plan on going ahead with it.
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>>22414
I want to believe.. So bad. Post updates if any ever come, please. :x
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Maybe this year will be better.
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Wageslavery is taking its toll on my (mental) health.
Although it hasn't been better when I was a neet before.
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half the reason I don't is only because I'm terrified of burning in hell
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No one can help me.

I am alone.
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>>22474
I needed that, thanks.
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毎日
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wow i Fucked Up
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fuck
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Just did.
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>> No. 22539 [Edit]
I want to die so much.
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I'm feeling it again.
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I feel like crying.
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fuck my life
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I wish there were more things to life besides work and internet.
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>>22611
>work

i think i may have found your problem
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>>22613
Working is actually good for me though. Being forced to concentrate on something helps me keep most of the unpleasant thoughts away.
I don't enjoy playing games, reading books or watching anime that much anymore. Escapism doesn't work anymore for me.
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Dropped out of college and now I spent the days playing games.
>> No. 22621 [Edit]
>>22616
... That really looks like Henrietta minus the hairband. If that's her wow the irony. Cutie double suicided.
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I hate you Demiurge
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It's a shame that apparently there is no afterlife after suicide.

https://www.jw.org/en/publications/books/bible-study/what-happens-when-we-die/
https://www.jw.org/en/publications/books/bible-teach/where-are-the-dead/

It kind of begs the question, is there a logical point in living if one day we will all just vanish forever and ever? A counsciousness is like a Universe of its own, so wouldn't death be like how things were in the instant preceding the Big Bang, but lasting forever? I so much wish there was some kind of afterlife waiting for me. The mere thought of seeing my memories erased is in itself terrifying, let alone stop seeing, hearing, thinking and so on. I hope that after all this suffering, after my suicide, I am rewarded with a beautiful afterlife, the easy life I always dreamed of. Really, there's no point in prolonging suffering in this life, even if the only other option is this dead death, non existence forever. I think ultimately everything that we see and will be seen in the future was predestined to happen from the inception of the Universe and none of this is supposed to have any meaning or make sense, reality itself is non determinable. And so any thoughts about meaning and feelings upon life are just mere consequences of a randomic evolution made real by simple chemicals. It's all just an illusion created by DNA itself that helps spread our genes. Still, I really really want to be reborn and have my carnal wishes fulfilled, even if I acknowledge I'll just disappear. This is my goodbye to you, tohno chan.
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Maybe we'll meet in Valhalla, but honestly I don't mind my existence ending. The idea of an afterlife is just irritating to me, every story needs to end eventually. Strange, last night I had a dream that I was shooting myself in the head repeatedly trying to see if killing myself in my dream would kill me in real life. I don't have a really depressed or emotional reason to kill myself, it just appeals to me as a way to stop living. Like turning off a switch, I don't want anything else to turn off that switch. When I get very bored, and stop being able to enjoy anime or manga, I'll definitely do it.
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>It kind of begs the question, is there a logical point in living if one day we will all just vanish forever and ever?
Yes- to enjoy it. However, if you earnestly don't enjoy life at all, it's certainly easy to make the case that there is no point.

>This is my goodbye to you, tohno chan.
I'd rather you didn't have to take that path, but it's your decision, after all. Goodbye, friend.
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>>22682
See you tomorrow.
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I pussied out and am still here. I guess I learned the lesson, don't make suicide posts if you don't want to feel embarrassed for it. I wish upon death you can be given the chance to start over. I wish you can choose the date you're born, the place you're born, your height, your skin, eye and hair colour, your house or apartment, your family, your wealth, perks like health, intelligence and charisma, and then start your new life. I think such thing ever existing is the only chance I have of being happy. I didnt ask to be born like this. And I'll never be happy in this life. The only way out is suicide, the only way I could ever get to what I was talking about in the beggining would be diying. I have nothing to live for. Even when you take into account any interests and hopes. It's terrible to know that this is the only life I have. Please please please why can't there be a benevolent God who fullfills my wishes? I just want to be reborn and start it from ideal conditions. I'm a terrible person and I was given a fucked up life. I don't want to keep living like this. I want a second chance. My life is wasted and there's no way of me ever achieving any of my life dreams and hopes or anything else, not even by far. Please let there be a God that is listening to what I'm saying and will give me what I'm asking for. I don't know what I'll do with my life. I can see myself trying to make it more bearable for the next months or even years and then failing, I can see myself keep living only on very basic needs like just food, water, a bed to sleep and a toilet to use, I can see myself suiciding in any possible day. I'm tired of being like this, I don't want to live, I don't know what the hell to do. There's nothing I can do and things will never get any better. To me the only pleasure I still have in life is typing these texts for some reason. At least they give me something to do. The only chance I have of ever being happy is getting everything I want spoonfed. I don't want to have liver problems anymore, I don't want to be a third worlder anymore, I don't want to live with this single mother who hates every cubic inch of my existence anymore, please if there's a God listening to this please help me. Its funny, I have almost accepted there's really no chance of this dream ever happening. Ill just die and disappear. There's no God who cares about a creature like me. Even devout Christians, when confronted with the question, if God exists then why do some people suffer so much, they answer it's not that God doesn't exist, it's just that God is not there. I don't want to suffer anymore. Why did they create us if they don't care. Why cause suffering for no reason, is the just entertainment? Do they even know? Call me a lunatic but when I look at religious texts, when I look at DNA and the history of life on Earth, and when I look at the Universe, I can't help but co conclude what we call God is some alien civilization who put life on Earth on an effort to build some kind of colony or base, we're like probes they sent into space, got here and spread because the Earth is suitable. I guess in that sense much of life on Earth, if not all, was programmed to exist since the first DNA, we're here to make a base or whatever for this God. The Bible says there's actually no Heaven or Hell, we just die. I don't know where I'm going with this. I suppose it's just a natural instinct to go completely mad when you have been tortured for all your life. I don't want this anymore. I want to be reborn in a different life and keep my memories and everything. I don't think there's anyone reading this but do you know how I wish my life was? I don't know either. I try to think three possibilities. First and easier as some nice looking girl with skills like cooking, knitting, painting and so on. I'd marry a friend of mine and dedicate the rest of my life to his happiness. Second is perhaps the one I want the most. Learning a lot of stuff like Japanese, CS and coding, and moving to Japan early on my life, around the 2000s, and enjoy the easy life there for the rest of my life, hopefully I'd win in the lottery in this life, but I could get rich out of bitcoins as well. Third one is way more autistic so i won't tell it. If there is someone almighty reading this, please please grant me a wish. I don't want to die forever and I can't stay alive either, I have been suicidal since I was 12 at least, I think that was the first time I did it. Please help me. Nobody should be subject to this much agony. Give me a second chance God. I know much of the problem is myself, I know I'm mentally impaired, I know I'm terrible, bad, sinful in nature, but that's also much of the reason I want to be reborn. Please God. There must be something else to this. Even if there is I probably won't get to see it. And asking there must be something else to this in despair is only a natural emotional reaction, something predictable on this context, it doesn't mean there must be something else. I don't want to be like this. Please somebody help me. I don't want to just die. And I don't want to live this life either. What is going to happen in the next instant of my life? One day from now? One week from now? Let alone a month or a year. I can't stand this anymore. Maybe I should just stay alive with the hope future technologies will let me be reborn in my ideal life? But if I try to enjoy this life, even if I fail, wouldn't that disqualify me from being reborn, since I decided to stick with this life instead of a new one? I know this entire post is insane, is schizophrenic, is psychosis, is disgusting to read, I know I'm shitting up such a great community such as tohno chan merely by existing, I know and I agree, isn't that all more reason to kill myself? I'm afraid to do die, I'm afraid to do anything, I'm in despair, I am completely powerless, I feel like I was hit in the head, thrown into a boat, and woke up in the middle of the ocean. There's this unending storm, there's extremely strong winds, gusts, heavy rain and hail, thunder, lighting, waves, I don't know where I am, my boat is completely broken, it's small, I try to move it's steering wheel but it doesn't work, I can't go anywhere, the storm never fades, I don't want to live in poverty anymore, I don't want to be a terrible person anymore, I just want my little things. I don't want to be famous I don't want a friend or a 3DPD I don't want power I am just asking to have at least average life by say American standards. I would like to be reborn in Pittsburgh I tell you. On Mount Washington or South Slopes. In a big house. Born to a stable loving family. Single child. They're above average on income and don't hesitate to give me the things I ask for when they can afford. I'd be reborn on 1985. I like the number 10/10 so that's my birthday. I'd have a strong health, I'd be that kind of person who can eat like a pig and still don't get any fat. By the age of 10 I'd regain consciousness, and all my memories from this life. At that age I'd start watching anime, reading manga, ask my parents to go to Comikets, bronswe 90s internet, and heavily study programming and Japanese. I'd get into CMU Computer Science and get a exchange program in Japan. Having graduated I'd work in Pittsburgh for some years and move to Japan working there. I'd get rich out of Bitcoin and other stuff. And live happily ever after. Maybe what if you make it so my parents move to Japan before I'm 10, and they're already rich and live in a mansion by then. The would be even better but I'll take the first option. Please let me live like that. Come on, there must be some God reading this. Doesnt Quantum Physics​ say there must be an universal​ observer to everything? If time travel is possible a future civilization that visits Earth could find this text, reassemble my brain after I die, build a custom human body, put the brain in it, create some two robots that would work as my parents, and throw me back to time. Wouldn't that work? How about the computer simulation theory? Whoever is running this, can you please grant me this wish? Please please let this come true. I'm begging you. I can't live like this, everything is depression, I don't know what I am supposed to do, I have no future, relying on these possibilities are my only chance. Why do things have to be like this. It's a shame life has no meaning, it's a shame all this suffering is in vain, it's a shame that when we die we just disappear. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I'm in unending despair. Please please let there be a God that is listening to me. Life itself is so meaningless and sad to it's very fabric. Things are just the way they are. This is all terrible. All of this will one day just fade away. All these feelings, thoughts, ideals, it's all illusion, it's all evil. When I ask there must be something more and why is things this way I'm just acting according to my biological programming. All of this is just extreme despair that happens in vain because our existence is meaningless and an illusion. I hope I'm mistaken but just by saying that I'm proving myself. I feel like I'm inside an experiment room with no air. I'm hitting the wall, punching it, asking for help because I'm in suffocating asfixia even though deep inside I know nobody will come to save me from this agony, suffering, despair. I guess I'll end this here. I can't imagine someone having read this though​ I like when strangers tell me comforting things. I'm scared to die, I don't know what to do with my life. Will a God please grant my wish or am I destined to always experience extreme misery and die meaninglessly? Posting this image because of OP.
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>>22688
Where do you live?
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>>22688

>I don't think there's anyone reading this
not true

>Doesnt Quantum Physics​ say there must be an universal​ observer to everything?

Not really. Sorry.

> I can't imagine someone having read this though

I read it through twice. If you'd like to come on IRC I could maybe help you with your study of the Japanese language a bit. Unfortunately I can't help with your liver disease, residence, reincarnation, etc...
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>>22688
Tell me what it is you want then, tell me the kind of life, body, and people you wish for. What is your desire?

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>>22720
I know this is some kind of trap. You're going to tell me something like hey don't kill yourself bruh you can achieve that dream in your life :D. Or this is some kind of social experiment. I don't know what you want from asking this. So I was trying to hold it and not respond. But it's so temptating and as I already told it myself I've been completely driven to insanity. So you shouldn't have asked if you didn't expect me to answer.

>Tell me what it is you want then
I want all of this pain and everything that is causing it to end. It's insane. It's not something anybody is built to withstand. If anything I'm more or less proud to have made it this far. As I said I have been suicidal since I was a kid and there are more solid and distinct reasons for me to want to die than you have fingers in both hands. I once listed all reasons why I want to suicide, I ended up with a list some six or eight pages long. And I was fair and unbiased. I then made a reason of reasons to live and got 3, they were things can theorically get better, I'm afraid to die and there's no afterlife. I have gone a little off-topic here I think. I just want to experience nice things. I want this suffering to stop. This violence, assault, humiliation, poverty, lack of future, misery, hatred, sorrow. I want it all to disappear. I don't want reasons to cry. I don't want to be powerless. I just want to chill. I want to read books, self teach me things like Japanese, I want to help others, get a job, grow in life, have money to spend on the things I like. That kind of thing. Like I said I don't want friends, I don't want 3D, I just want peace and be able to enjoy life. I'd be happy with far less than what most people consider as an irreplaceable part of their lives and yet I feel like living in life. It shows what kind of shit I have to put up with.

>tell me the kind of life
Like I said I just want peace. You know something, I think sometimes deep inside I'm actually a really good person but I was just put in the wrong place so to speak
Though it could be the opposite, one could argue I'm so arrogant I think deep inside I'm a good person. Anyway. To start with I don't want to die. I like many of the things of life. More than like. I would say I love it. Not in the daisuki kind of love. But the aishiteru kind of love. I don't know if that makes sense. And I want a life with nothing holding me back. So life without people who hate me for just existing. A life with loving parents instead of irresponsible sociopaths. A life in a first world country not in a third world shithole. I don't know where I'm going with this. I just am completely insane and mad and this is the only safety, the only comfort I have. I know I'm not welcome here either. Everyone is just chilling out posting cute girls and I'm writing these long texts. I'm sorry Tohno. I want to erase myself as I know it. I hate how I am just as much as anyone else so I suppose I at least understand you if you hate me. If anything I hate myself more than anyone else and wouldn't understand why someone would not want to hate me. It's the one thought that still makes me laugh. But I guess I'll be more direct now. Like I said I know this is some kind of trap, you're going to tell me hey you can get those things in your life, or maybe you'll just get a nice laugh for fooling a literal retard, or whatever else your intentions are, but I just need someone to talk to so here it goes.
>body
6'4. I am 6'4 irl in fact. Not hairy. West European ethnicity. Very white skin occasionally getting rosy. Silky brown hair and brown eyes. Good jawline and can grow beard. Strong torso. I want to be naturally fit ottermode even if I eat nothing but coca cola and big macs. No health issues and 120 years life expectancy even if I decide to do drugs. But I promise I won't.
>people
I don't want to be around people. Two normal parents will be more than enough. Hopefully they die soon after I'm 18 in this new life so I can enjoy the lonesome peace I dream of.
>What is your desire?
Let me be reborn in South Slopes, Pittsburgh PA on the 10/10/1985 with that kind of body, preferably in a big house with a 100k+ income parents. And let me keep my memories and all mental things that make me myself. Except get rid of the Alzheimer's and attention deficit disorder. I'll work my way from there. Study hard, get perfect grades in school, join CMU, start working, all while self teaching Japanese and STEM stuff, with a special focus on computers, and eventually get a STEM job in Japan. And hey hopefully you'll let me win in a lottery. Some 50 million dollars. That would be cool. But keep all the other things about this timeline as it is though. Every single word in every single manga. Every atom of this planet. Just give me this second chance. I'm begging you or whoever is reading this. I know I'll just die when I suicide. I know I'll just fade into eternal nothingness. But it doesn't hurt to dream. It's funny. You can laugh at me. I'm begging that you are some kind of god or there is some God reading this. It's my only hope of leaving this hell. But life is meaningless and this is all just pathetic. I'm mostly making this post because I'm on the verge of doing it again. In the last days since I made that last post I've been putting effort into changing. I watched hours of documentaries, studied a lot, went out for walks, made a CV. That kind of thing. But no matter if I try to take just one step forward. I'm automatically pulled 20 steps back. This life doesn't let me do anything. Like I said previously it's like trying to sail a boat when the steering wheel is broken, you are lost in the middle of the ocean, in the eye of a hurricane and your ship is taking a lot of water. It feels like drowning. It feels like being inside a cage or cell or whatever without oxygen and hitting the walls trying to scream for help even though you know you're alone. It feels like drowning in the middle of the ocean. Forgetting that there's no point in fighting only gets me more hurt, and makes it exponentially harder to forget it so the next time. I don't think there's a point in staying alive when it's all suffering no matter what you try. Try thinking you're trapped in a huge maze. The floor is lava. And there's no exit. It's that kind of suffering I imagine it. It doesn't make sense to stay alive knowing this is your life specially knowing that when you die there's no righteous God who had listened to you crying every day and every night begging for help, mercy and forgiveness for something I don't know what I did. Instead you just die, all the suffering in vain, and you'll never come back to life. That makes me pissed. Fuck you fuck everyone and fuck everything. I love life and wanted to live a decent one. But this shit doesn't make any sense. Blessed are those who are born with a normal mind. Even if you think you have depression and if you consider suicide I can say it from here that you're doing fine and your life is great compared to this misery of mine. I don't know where I'm going with this so I'll stop right here.
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>>22725
Thanks for opening your mind to me. No, this wasn't a trick, and I'm not going to tell you not to kill yourself. That would be stupid, you know that better than I do. My only suggestion would be putting yourself in one of those cryogenic freezers. If people do invent technology to resuscitate you, you'll most likely wake up in a much better world, where a peaceful and enjoyable life is easier to acquire, and if they don't, well, you'll die a painless, peaceful death in your sleep when the sun consumes the earth. Of course if that's not an option normal suicide works just as well. I just wanted to know what you wanted and if it was possible that I could acquire it for you, that's why I asked. I despise those who are just looking for someone to preach bullshit to or a new social experiment. They care less about you than normal people, if that's possible.
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I was thinking about suicide by falling off of a tall building today, and I find it very irritating. On the one hand, I like the idea of feeling the sensation of falling right before I die, but then I realized that even though you'd start at a nice high place, you'd be getting closer and closer to the ground until the last thing you saw was the same, ground level existence as everybody else. I don't want to die on the ground, I want to die at a high place. So I would, rather than jumping off, prefer to go up to a tall building and shoot myself while admiring the view.

Post edited on 5th Jun 2017, 12:55am
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>>22746
I non-ironically entertain the idea of suicide by jumping into a volcano. In my fantasy, I sell all my stuff, just update my passport, get a backpack with my papers, yummy stuff and the plane ticket to Iceland. Then I rent a car and drive up to near that activate volcano. Since there is no one to stop you, it's easy peasy, no regulations, fence or boundaries.

Then I call the car company, tell them I'll kill myself in a couple of minutes and that I left extra cash inside the car for the trouble. Then I eat my yummy food, take a deep breath, and return to the Earth.
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I am disgusted at myself I am utterly disgusting I'm a subhuman I should have been aborted I am an abomination of nature I am a mistake when I look at my own hands and see my own skin I feel disdain I hate being this person. I wish I could watch myself burn I wish I could just blow up. I also can't stand this fucking pain. It's too much anxiety stress whatever it makes me seriously want to kill myself it's something constant I just can't fucking stand it why is life so miserable and painful. Theres violence all the time. There are no words I can describe this non measurable pain, evil, lack of comfort, violence, despair, agony, you'll never understand what it is like, if I had an easy method to suicide I would do it. I don't have a gun. I don't have a rope. I don't live close to anywhere very tall. I don't have drugs. And being the poorfag I am i cant afford any of those things. God please let me get some serious sickness like malaria. Just let me fucking die already. There's nothing but pain. One second feels like an hour. I really can't stand this. I'm typing this only to minimize the pain. It's not going anywhere there's no point in praying God doesn't exist and if he did he certainly doesn't care about the 6'4 pile of shit that I am. Writing like this helps cope with the pain I suspect this will be a very long text. You really have no idea what this shit is like. I wan to die. There's no cure to this pain except death. I am thrashing my legs and torso around and crying and biting a pillow as I type this with the hands. I'm tired of living in this prison that is life. I hate this. This will never stop. I can't stand this anymore. If there is a God or anything like that reading this please help me I can't stand this what the fuck dis I do to you I have never did anything to anyone to deserve this. Life is fucking unfair. I'm poor ugly retarded have tons of illness my father abandoned me at birth my mother hates me and tortures me everyday. There's nothing in this misery for me. I was born only to suffer. The only thing I have enjoyed so far in life was the comforting words of anonymous losers who sympathize with this unbearable pain. You really have no idea how strong this is. I wish I could at least kill myself. I wish I could get a cancer that will kill me in one week. I can't stand being alive. I don't think I ever did. I know I never enjoyed life overall but this is just too much. I keep breaking my own records of suffering. Believe me you'll never get to experience one tenth of what I'm feeling right now. I will keep writing this. It helps cope with the pain. It's the one thing that helps. Somebody please kill me. I can't live. I can't stand this. Please somebody kill me. Any person would have already killed themselves if they could at least fucking afford it. Even if I could buy a rope which is the cheapest method I still am too fuckiing tall to hang myself from the ceiling. I don't live somewhere tall enough to jump I would need to take a taxi to get somewhere tall enough to jump and I'm a fucking NEET who is too retarded to perform even a super simple minimum wage shit job. I cant accept that the world is this fucking bad. Somebody fucking kill me already. Just give me eternal sleep. I'm tired of this fuckig misery. I'm useless. I fuck up everything I do. There's not one thing ive ever been a plus father than a minus at. I'm shitting up the board with this I love this board and I love you all but I shouldn't love you because I'm a subhuman who deserves all this suffering. Nobody wants to be loved by a fucking creep. By the monster that I am. I wish I didn't like you. It would be better for you. How is it like, being told from the worst person you cant even imagine how bad I am that this person somehow cares for you. Please burn me alive. I want to be incinerated. At this point I have somehow grown addicted to pain. At this point I want to die a somehow painful death, I wouldn't matter. Gruesome works too. If you want to blow me up from the inside. Fuck me i don't even know what the fuck am i writing anymore. I want this pain to stop. I guess what I'm saying is I wouldn't care physical pain anymore. I already have plenty. I can't breathe well. My liver keeps fickin me over. I have pain in my elbows knees back neck. I feel sporadic but very intense pain on my head and left chest. My ears feel full of pressure all the time. I could go on forever. I can't even fucking sleep because all of this pain. I'm lucky to get 4 hours sleep at best. How is it like richfags. To have loving parents who would worry about you if you told them you feel fucking sick in a number of ways. My mother tells me to fuck myself when in a good mood. In a good mood she humiliates me. Calls me all things your mother never called you. "I should have aborted you". "Useless defective baby". Or simply "I don't fucking care talk to me again or I'm gonna kick you the fuck out of my place". In a not so good mood she hits me with a frying pan repeatedly very voraciously, not only with a frying pan but also broom stick wooden chairs sometimes once with a beer bottle etc. Of course when I stopped asking her for help for anything I only ask for food now so I don't starve as well but every two or three days I have to starve myself because she won't even give me food. When I was younger she used to try to kill me. Choking usually. Never made it. Too bad. I grew up and could defend myself so she stopped. I really am writing this for no reason at all besides waiting this pain peak to stop because in still thrashing with my legs at least this kind of focuaes part of my attention somewhere else. It's not physical pain right now it's a psychological emotional mental whatever pain. Believe me it's a despair agony etc you'll never understand be glad if you're reading this you know your life is Jack shit compared to mine. I so much wish I could be just one those so called truNEETs with depression their lives are so easy and simple and yet they naively believe they're going through shit. Just not having the mother I have is already so wonderful. For the longest time I believed everyone hates their mothers because it never occurred to me that someone's mother would ever love their sons. To me the concept of loving your parents and being loved by them is so foreign. It's just unimaginable. It never occurred to me. To me parents are enemies who humiliate, haunt, hit, scare, sexually molest, try to kill you. How different would have things turned to me if I had loving parents instead. If at least I had a fucking father. If you have loving parents HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU EVEN BE A LOSER. They are literally two people who love you unconditionally. Life is easy mode for you. No, it's more than easy mode. It's basically tutorial mode. They love you. They will give you food everyday. Even if you fight sometimes it's nothing like I have to go through. Such as your mother trying to choke you to death as you hear her say through her teeth how much she hates you and regrets not having an abortion. It's funny most of these things sound they come from fiction like drama but really this is my fucking life. I'm reluctant to even call this life. This isn't life. Life is something organic. It goes with the flow. It's something positive. This is neither of those. I'm actually glad I'll die. All of this. It will all just one day fucking end, sooner or later. Nothing of this miserable existence will be remembered. I'll just die. Isn't that great. Of course I'd like to reincarnate as a rich NEET and live starting from the 90s. I'd get even richer from Bitcoin apple stocks lottery numbers etc. And I'd live my dream life. Yeah. Id get a mansion and get a giant otaku room full of figures dakis you name it. I'd watch everything all over again. From Evangelion to Gabriel Dropout. From GitS to Love Live. Id play all vidya. I'd enjoy the golden age of bulletin boards again. I'd post on ayashii world. On 2chaneru. But even if I just die that's still infinitely better than this piece of fucking hell. Speaking of hell I just hope it doesn't get even worse than this right now. Probably isn't. I seriously can't imagine it being any worse than this. Burning forever on the underground? Seriously? That's a piece of cake for me. You could throw me into a pit full of spiders snakes and scorpions. If this insanity you make me go through right now ends then that will be fine. I'm really fucking stupid and pathetic and disgusting. This whole text is only ftther proof of it. I am shitting a board. That's what I do. All I do. To shit things up. To fuck things up. Is there anyone even reading this. You must be a good person. But again, how is it like being called a good person from a slimy piece of shit? If orks existed they would be less disgusting than me. I'm trying to think of something less disgusting than me. The only thing I can think of is some fat ugly hairy Indian woman eating a literal pile of shit straight from the ass of another fat hairy Indian male in the middle of those stinking Indian slums full of trash and piss everywhere. But that's not much more disgusting than me. There's barely a difference. I'm probably more disgusting than that. I would rip my own skin out of disgust if it wasn't something extremely painful. I would like to be burn alive until there's nothing but ashes. And then that pile of ashes would be put in some kind of nuclear blast proof container locked in a way nothing can open it and then thrown into the deepest submarine trench there is. Even then the mere presence of my ashes would be polluting the container itself. Life is hell. You know sometimes I think God might even exist. Quantum Physics, the Standard Model of Particle Physics and so on are so fucking full of shit God is much more believable. Particles literally spawn out of nothing, and then instaneously annihilate each other? Ahahaha. God if you are reading this please get me out of this hell or else stick a dildo the size of the Universe on your fuckig bloody ass. None of you understand how much suffering I'm going through on both functions of time and intensity. I am willing to do anything within the real of the physically possible if I am guaranteed to get at least this suffering toend. But then it's really something divind thst has to show me the path. I dont believe anythig. Im so past insanity i addume every single person could be some kind of goveret agent deliberately spying on me, fucking up my life. I assume at any time I could wake up in a VISA torture room for no apparent reason, or wale up tied to a hospital bed being just about to become a victim to organ trafficking like in that Tourists movie. I don't believe anything not even what my own fucking eyes see so you better make it pretty clear. To be honest maybe it could justbbe the opposite. I'm so in unimaginable despair that even one drop of hope could get me to move. I dont know. I just want this pain to stop please.give me peace. I will stop writing now it's not working. I'll try doint something else like try to droen myself in a sink or just thrash my body until im exhausted. I hate this i hate this planet these people I hate you I hate myself I hate everything just please stop this. If someone in tje future is reading this this with time travel technology​ I wouldnt be posting this if they traveled back in time to prevent me from feeling this much pain out of pure goodwill. Please release. Please begone.
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>>22763
Feels nice being called a nice person by you, but then I don't see you as a disgusting piece of shit or anything. Your situation sounds pretty bad, and I wouldn't wish that sort of thing on anyone. I also feel like any person is probably a gov't agent spying on me, and maybe trying to kidnap me. Maybe you should do some exercise - pushups, a jog, whatever - rather than thrashing randomly. Might help, I don't know. Sorry you're in such a situation.
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>>22763

Sounds like a shit situation. I used to be down in life very much but not this much. Hope it will get better for you
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>>22763
cute pic
you can tell she is uncomfortable being photographed, it is very moe
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really feeling it strongly now, if it wasn't because I fail at everything I try I would put a plan I wrote down time ago today I want to die not become a vegetable
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>>22763
I can't imagine how you can deal with that for so long without losing it and murdering her. I have a hateful mother but she is nowhere near that bad.
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I’m so alone . Alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone
Pit in my stomach .
Stab myself stab myself I want to stab myself I want to syab myslef
Will it go away if I stbab myself ?
Ai anwat ti tot gois away eplae go away
Iss tehre any way for it to go away ?
Plea se go away .
I wan tto die
Isn’T there anyway to not feel so alone ?
My stomach hurts .
I SHOUDL jstu gp die
I wihs it was easier to killmyslef
I’m tryin g not to self harm but it’ts so hard no tt o choke mylsef
I want to chokse myself
I nwat to feel it
uNTIL I pwass out
I wanst to feel it until I PAS SOUT
Fujfc
What’s ron gwith meWahts wrong wtih me
Whhyw hwywhywhyw whyw hwy why why why why why why why why why
Ther ies no relief why cna’t just be happy I want to be happy why whyw hy
There’s no palce for me in thsiw rold
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Lately I've found my mind wandering to ways in which I can shoot myself which would inconvenience others the most. Particularly certain people who make me feel like crap. Probably easier to just burn down their houses and cars. Would have to kill them as well or they might end up profitting from insurance claims.
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>>22780
what anime is that?
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>>22786
Original art by hitoshi (pixiv3340857)
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I wish that I could turn back time
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>>22783
I can't imagine killing myself in a way that would be convenient for others. I think anyone who recommends not troubling others with your death is the worst kind of person imaginable. If I am hated so much that the only reaction people would have to my death is irritation, I feel no obligation to please those people in my final moments. I sure as fuck am not going to leave this world kissing everybody elses ass.
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>>22790
>>22783
me personally i just would not care. the whole point of suicide is to achieve nothingness. do you guys believe in poltergeists or something? it's not like you'd be around to see if your death was convenient or inconvenient. you wouldn't be around to see if you caused some mexican janitor psychological trauma from finding your corpse, or negatively affected gun laws. you wouldn't be around to see if no one ever found you at all and your family's worries were all calmly put to rest with no tears thanks to your carefully crafted letter.
none of that matters one tiny bit cause you cease to exist. whatever happens is irrelevant.

poltergeist is a pretty cute anime girl. stop moving my furniture around, poltergeist-chan!
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>>22790
>>22792
>worst kind of person imaginable
What makes you think that? Most (if not all) people that commit suicide, do so out of misery, despair or hopelessness... so is it bad to believe your last action shouldn't be one that causes others the type of feelings that drove you to do it in the first place? It seems only appropriate, and it has nothing to do with "kissing ass" but rather leaving in a higher standing and offering your last bit of empathy before going away. Regardless, if I were to finally commit suicide I would like to leave the least amount of "footprint" by doing so, so making a mess defeats that purpose.
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>>22793
>no pic

i think ur in the wrong thread, dudette
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Hope you like Beruka spam
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If I was gonna die, I'd like to die in a methanol fire.
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I wish I could just sleep forever.
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>>22816
cute
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>>22817
glad u like
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>>22818
this one is cute too
pls don't kill urself my man i need someone with fine taste like you to post cute anime girls
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Part of me wants to die in a very hilarious and shocking way. Like going to a bridge with busy traffic under it and bungee jumping off it, but with the rope tied you know where.
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I just don't understand a thing anymore. Absolutely nothing makes sense. I don't even think I exist. I now think I don't exist at all. I dunno what is the appropriate term to describe this, but I think it's something like "bad trip". I never did drugs but from lurking am familiar with the idea. My life is a really, really, really, bad trip. Today between 2PM and 9PM local time I just cried and screamed like an animal for no apparent reason in what can only be described as mental insanity. I recognize I am a subhuman, cancer, an animal, something terribly disgusting, a parasite. I feel extreme disgust just looking myself in the mirror. Today during this interval of time I just closed my eyes and started playing rock music on headphones ad loud as I could to the point it started physically hurting my ear drums just to try to escape from this reality, it is complete paranoia, I didn't want to see anything, I just shut my eyes and started playing random very loud music with headphones. Right now the slightest of noises are extremely disturbing, not because of what happened today it has been getting worse and worse long ago. When I hear cars outside or a neighbor doing something or just birds, it is extremely irritating and I start punching myself in the head. I really wish I could describe how much hatred I have for myself. English is not my first language, so I stopped thinking and writing in my native language completely because I am disgusted at it too, I feel reminded of the subhuman I am when I think in said language. The amount of disgust and insanity is just unthinkable. I'm a fucking wild animal. I'm not exaggerating or being unfair with myself, I'm genuinely convinced I'm the epitome of everything bad a human could ever be. I'm like a filter of bad things. Everything I get involved with becomes worse. It's fantastic that I can fuck up everything I make contact with. I just want out of this ride.
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>>22845
>sluurrpp! liiiicck!
>oishiii!!!
>> No. 22848 [Edit]
>>22845
/420/ here, that's not really how a bad trip feels.
A bad trip is more like; you're convinced you're gonna die and no one can convince you otherwise. Like, "Drugs really are dangerous, I should have listened to my parents" and you start to feel really sick, even if you aren't.
It's a panic attack with a definitive cause; the substance.

What you're going though sounds like anxiety, anhedonia and depressive disorder.
Your reaction to stimuli sounds akin to typical dissociation which can easily lead into a more advanced dissociative disorder.

I can't responsibly suggest anything other than asking your physician to recommend a therapist or other specialist. You can call the reception at the clinic and tell them it's just a checkup, or if you have parents and don't want them to be suspicious.
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what did i do to deserve this
>> No. 22865 [Edit]
>>22864
I ask myself that question every day.
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It never ends.
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I just returned from a 4-day bus tour to the USA. People on the bus were mostly family with children and there was a happy couple. I watched them do things normal people do, like the couple holding hands and walking, like a father feeding daughter cookies. I'm very tired of feeling jealous at these kinds of things. I'm 26 and never even dated, my childhood has few happy memories and lots of the CAS fucking with me for many years. I'm so far down a different path from those happy normal people. I just sigh and think, maybe in my next life.

Atlanta was nice, very clean. Personally, modern western architecture doesn't appeal to me but walking around there had a very laid-back vacation feeling. New York was littered with trash more than I expected.

Spending so much time with normal people was very draining emotionally, mentally and physically. I will never let my uncle talk me into this again.
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>>22881
That sound like a horrible experience but I hope you at least got to see some cool sites.
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This thread is a paradox, because every time I see it while scrolling I am reminded by it how much I want to die, and then I end up posting in it. Maybe paradox isn't the right word, maybe self fulfilling prophecy
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I think I might have a heart attack really soon. Over the course of the last years I have always had different kinds of pains on the upper left chest, and over the last weeks it has been getting much worse. But for three days now I'm feeling it constantly, a very heavy squeezing feeling that is unpaused from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. A feeling of impending doom is a symptom of heart attacks, so there's also that. I'm mentally preparing for the moment my heart explodes, telling myself to remain calm and think of good things, and not to call an ambulance. I'm writing this in advance because I might not be able to make a goodbye post when the time comes. When you have a heart attack and don't call an ambulance, that's called a 'passive suicide', or so I have read. I hope it won't hurt as much as I think it will. I pray that upon death I can wake up into my ideal life, if not just being given a second chance with better starting stats would be great too. I really wish for that, but sadly my dream will instead vanish forever and my molecules be recycled by Earth's ecosystem for billions of years. I'm sorry for these posts. I wish there was something good.
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>>22896
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angina
If that's what it is, then you could indeed end up with a heart attack any time now. I assume you have no interest to go to a doctor ASAP like you should, in which case I guess you're planning to let it take you down. If so, then I hope your sweet release is tranquil and serene.
>> No. 22899 [Edit]
>>22896
Best of luck, whatever happens. See you around. Or not.
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What do I post if I want to kill everyone but myself?
>> No. 22929 [Edit]
>>22922
Ugly anime girls.
>> No. 22932 [Edit]
>>22929
Oxymoron:
An oxymoron is a rhetorical device that uses an ostensible self-contradiction to illustrate a rhetorical point or to reveal a paradox.
>> No. 22937 [Edit]
>>22932
You've obviously never seen Aku no hana or k-on.
>> No. 22938 [Edit]
>>22937
I only read Aku no Hana but the girls weren't ugly in that. Which means they were badly drawn in the adaption but not inherently ugly.
K-on is cute.
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>>22938
>K-on is cute.
Sure, if you like fetus hands.
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>>22938
The faces are horrible
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What do you think dying is like, tc?
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>>22955
Salty milk and coins.
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How am I still alive?
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So the only way for me to escape pain is to die yet all those who made me this way will live on, content and blissfully guiltless. What a wonderful world.
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>> No. 23036 [Edit]
>>21950
Don't know if you're still here but
>Come on. What about life then? Following your stance, after growing up people should be thrown out of home because living with parents is too lazy. Only overcoming difficulties shows whether you really want and to live or not. So, yeah.
I wasn't implying anything like that in my post. And it surprised me a little that you thought I was.
You can't undo suicide. Almost all decisions you consider a mistake in retrospect you can try to fix at least somewhat, you can't do the same after you've killed yourself (I think most beliefs agree here).
I was responding to a post about assisted suicide, which is other people helping someone to do exactly that one choice he can't undo. Which is, regardless if they're really trying to help that person, really irresponsible, since they can never know, if that person really wanted to die or not. Only the person themselves know and I'd argue they only know themselves the moment they try do it.
You probably have already tried to kill yourself, so you should know how hard it is. Have you thought about why? What exactly went through your head the moment you tried to do it? Why couldn't you do it? As opposed to a lot of people (who say it's only cowards who do it) I'd argue killing yourself is the most difficult action to go through with and takes a lot of courage exactly because you're ending your existence (as you know it) and it's the only thing you can't go back on. So you have to really think hard about if you really want it or not (unless it's completely on impulse of course but I already said what I think about that, you can't say they really wanted it since they didn't think at all during the action).

I did not say that assisted suicide shouldn't be allowed because it's lazy. And I don't think people should be thrown out of their home. The parents took up a responsibility when they decided on getting a child (or at least not aborting it), of course I'm not saying that that responsibility extends infinitely. Throwing out your child can be justified in my opinion but either a lot of shit must happen between the parents and the child or they're trying to do the best for them (but then they surely are keeping up the option of them returning home, if it really doesn't work), I won't expand on that since it's pretty off topic in my opinion.

>Think for a second.
I thought quite a few seconds about suicide in my life.

>Why do you think people want to die?
A lot of reasons.

>Because they have big problems! (duh) Do you really think people in such awful state have any will and energy to scheme out difficult procedures
One of the reasons and yes. Because them being in that awful state will give them the will and energy to end the suffering and finding ways to kill oneself is not difficult.

> to overcome all the obstacles made by lots of normal healthy people full of will to mess up their attempts at suicide?
Let me quote myself
>I despise suicide prevention like calling those people sick, denying that they can think rationally and locking them up and all that shit.
I'm totally with you, if you say locking people up in mental institutions (or similar stuff) just because they tried to kill themselves or talked about wanting to do it is wrong. However I would not classify making assisted suicide illegal as an obstacle made by healthy people to mess up attempts at suicide for the reasons mentioned above.
As I see it, assisted suicide is not murder but it's closer to murder than suicide exactly because another guy is doing it. Also let's not start talking about the abuse you could do with assisted suicide being legal. Euthanasia has that problem already.
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