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It's not just anime, or TV. It's everything around us. It's all fake, an illusion built sort of like the environments we evolved in, but broken just enough to cause discomfort without quite being able to put your finger on it.
The industrial revolution was a mistake but there's no way to undo it. The hell of modernity was built brick by brick by "making life a little bit better". It lead us to a cliff and pretty soon we'll walk right off, only noticing midway through the fall that we're going to be impaled by a rock, and that it was all our own doing.
It feels horrible to go down this rabbit hole, to realize how people act like such animals. Like how words don't have any actual meaning. Works like racist, faggot, they have meanings but in common parlance they can just be taken as a showing of the teeth. And not just that but symbols... When you go out today it feels like they've all lost their meanings. People walking around with skull and crossbone in attempts to be "cute" or "cool". Even in shirts that simply exclaim "fuck you" which mean exactly what they say, until it's inconvenient at which point "have some humor man it's a joke!". All hollow and meaningless while any actual meaning is laughed at. Symbols with meaning are reserved only for the other or the hated. The only meaning today is short term pleasure to distract from the pain of living. Sort of like in No Longer Human where the protaganist joins up with a group of commies even though he doesn't really find their ideology valid. It's just so he has something to belong to, something to fight for that isn't utter nonsense. All of society seems to be headed in this direction, some of us are already there. It'll be interesting to see how it plays out. It'd be nice if we could just put the genie back in the bottle, but it can't be done. So now nature has to thrash about until she reaches some semblance, some illusion of stability again.
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You touched on a point I've thought about before, what I'd call anti-identity. Where you have no identity, no drive of your own, but it's simply based on not being like some other group. And how unstable that is. For example as I've gotten older I've grown more and more right wing. And what nags at me about it, have I switched over simply because I define myself as NOT being like normal people?
An interesting idea in that documentary I hadn't seen before is people condemning abstact art and detective stories because their ability to figure it out had atrophied. I've considered the other corrosive effects of modernity on the mind, but in this manner I hadn't. Thanks.
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