How do you ease the pain, Tohno-chan?
I ignore it until it goes away.
I turn off my brain and/or distract myself any way I can. Life's problems only get worse the more you think about them, where as ignorance is bliss.
I imagine scenarios with tohno. going to restaurant with tohno, in bed with tohno, playing games with tohno
I sleep it away.
making shallow, contentless posts and threads; attention whoring & posting on websites where i'm unwelcome do the trick
Antidepresssants, and junk food.
Doing stupid things on the internet for attention.
Painkillers, collecting images of cute anime girls, cuddling up with my dakimakura, listening to music, that
a) lifts my mood to a brighter state
b) engulfs me with comfortable melancholy
c) screams my agony at the world.
Sometimes I take a walk through the industrial area near my home at night. I like how tidy and illuminated the places are while nobody is there to appreciate or even use it for anything. It's a beautiful waste for myself only.
Oxycontin, LSD, cute anime girls, tea, and sometimes I like to play the guitar
It makes it easier to help yourself because you're not physiologically feeling shit all the time. It doesn't give you skills or make you happy, you have to do that yourself.