At least we don't have money sucking g/bfs.
The pool of 3D love may seem full sometimes.
But in truth it's desert dry.
Pity for those who dive head-in.
Believing illusions and lies.
When they try to get out.
No ladder is to be found.

I kinda really like the outdoors. If it weren't for the lack of resources, I'd go hiking very often!

Im fat and ugly
5'11
Barely finished HS
Dumb as fuck
Selfish
Im not passionate about anything, when I was younger I loved cars, then I realized I was destined to be a nobody barely capable of sustaining himself and with that all my dreams about buying nice rides died. Lately I had an interest in physics, the workings of the universe are fantastic, parallol universes, multiple dimensions, whatever the fuck time is, light experiencing no time, all that fascinates me. Like you can imagine I realized I was beyond hope for this too and hope died again.
Today all I do is low quality shitposts, f5'ing the same page multiple times per minute for no reason.
I want to go to bed and never wake up, thats my current dream.

>>21429
We have quite a few things in common, anon.

Despite getting a Master's degree at 26, I'm now 32 and have been on SSI for three years.

I don't know what to make of myself. I feel like a dud.

>>21434
What did you Major in?

>>21434
I'd appreciate it if you would tell me what your favorite books are. You're one of the reasons I decided to pick up reading again.

>>21435

Experimental Psychology.

>>21436

That is a tough one. I really like reading about philosophy, spirituality and psychology. I suppose that a good place to start would be reading books about the philosophy of mind. That might be a good way to get some insight into yourself, and gain introspection. Right now, I'm going to try to read "The Other Side of Death" by C.W. Leadbeater.

>>21419
Perhaps its better for people like us to dig deeper within the cave to find gems that capture the twilight, rather than to see the light of day. Regardless, I hope you're happy whatever path you choose.

>>21422
Thats a wonderful hobby and I hope you get enough money to partake in it more often!

>>21429
I hope you can overcome your negativity and find some value in life.

>>21434
You have a beautiful mind, don't let your past drag it down.

>>21438
Are you happy yourself?

>>21439
I'm just neutral.

olev

I dropped out of highschool.
Closest thing I ever had to a real friend was only using me for personal gain and we haven't spoken in many years. Almost 28 now and have never truly been with a girl. wasted the best years of my life living as a hikkimori with little to show for it.
Been fired from every job I ever had and am scared to get a regular job. Too stupid for school too. Pretty sure my dad is ashamed of me and my mother is disappointed in me. I've never gained any sort of skills or talents. When my mom dies I'm pretty much fucked. The only thing I've ever done with my life was somehow create a website that has been lingering on the verge of death for years, and the main draw of it has been copied by other sites which are more popular.