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I don't use imageboards other than tohno anymore. Sometimes I do get curious about what's going on in the outside world but I never actually try looking, mostly because I don't know where to look.
This time I tried some URL I saw in one of the screencaps, went sightseeing on that site and from there to a couple of other related places.
It was a sad and lonely experience for me. I didn't even have to participate and get into arguments to feel how hated I'd be if I posted there.
It was also an uncomfortable reminder that I probably stay here only because tohno is so slow it shelters me from being exposed to many opinions of others, especially the ford drivers. Contemplating these different opinions tends to bring me emotional pain when I consider them in the context of my own life, personality, experiences and relation to the world.
It was a sleepless night full of uneasiness, angst and constant asking of the question: is there really no place for me in this world? What a horrible feeling.
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