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At one point I tried to learn how to code, it was extremely boring and I gave up after a few hours. I went back to it after the new Unreal Engine released, I gave up on that too within a few hours, I can't for the life of me understand how someone can do it for a living.
I tried really hard to draw at one point, I would download a bunch of recommended books by various artists and try to study the fuck out of them. I couldn't get the first lesson right (doing gestures) after hours of trying and I'm a really bad procrastinator so I ultimately gave up within a week.
I tried to learn Spanish for future employment opportunities as it is a highly desired trait by employers given the Hispanic population and immigration rate here in America, plus I heard it was pretty easy to learn (1 to 2 years to become proficient). I tried to not go overboard like I did with drawing and do only 1 hour a day, but even then it was very, very boring and repetitive to do so, I stopped after a while, eventually I came back on it but I forgot almost the things I recently learned on it and gave up entirely within a week. I guess this stuff has to come out of genuine interest.
When it comes to any sort of school work, unless it's a group project, I cannot for the life of me do any sort of homework, there's literally just no motivation. I would procrastinate on them to the point where I don't even end up doing them at all. Needless to say this crippled my marks, I failed math among two other subjects last term and I'm repeating the math course. I'm trying to change things, for instance, two days ago I actually studied for a test, it actually felt good that for once I tried, granted I still failed the test and I was pissed about it but I'm more motivated for the test tomorrow now, which hopefully I do end up studying for sometime today. Baby steps.
There are many other hobbies I'd like to do if I had money such as playing the piano and getting fit but honestly, I'd probably end up giving up on those as well. Procrastination will be the absolute death of me, and I'll have no one to blame but myself.
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