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>>524
Sorry about that, should be fixed now.

>>525
Thank you kindly.

Did some DPH yesterday. Kind of regret it, but it happened. I was just kind of reviewing the experience.
Saw some transparent tarantulas, watched porn for hours, Went to sleep and had a ton of dreams.

I feel like DPH has this great culture to it, but the drug itself is pretty terrible.

Today I'm just sober and totally bored.

weed dude

DXM bump
750mg from some sweet syrup.

Potentiated as fuck, grapefruit juice and 50mg DPH. Not to mention muh slavic secret Garlic supplement tip.
Skittles made this go down so easy last time, but they weren't available...

Time to become 2D.

>>531
trip report:
I was doing some drawing while downing the DXM. The high snuck up on me pretty quickly, started out weak but then I lifted my head off the drawing and felt the high heavily. I interpreted this as the peak and did a whippet. Which was one minute of strange anxieties and one minute of bittersweet nostalgia for the late Friday nights of the 90's as a child. This prompted me to try and emulate Outrun with MAME, knowing none of the controls and being totally unfit to drive.
Eventually I turned off the lights and made some very dissociated posts on an imageboard that made some people uncomfortable.

I laid in bed shortly after, I had a playlist of 80's anime soundtracks going, Bubblegum Crisis, Cat's Eye, etc. playing through wireless headphones. I closed my eyes and passed through a veil, it appeared as though a black polyester sheet and as my face got closer it glowed in patches of iridescence. Once through, I slid along a conveyor belt. An anime girl(my waifu) was wearing a white apron and held my head down gently and installed some kind of cybernetic implant into my head. I was then transported through a curtain along the conveyor line and it was pitch black as I passed through.

For what must have been about an hour and a half I was in a trance, as if I was attending a concert or in a club with the music I was listening to. I saw everything through a filter of dark psychedelic imagery, shifting patterns, indescribable materials and incomprehensible lights. The music sounded heavenly, every song resonated with the emotion you'd feel listening to your favorite song for the first time. The band members were all variations of 80's anime babe designs, no specific character in particular.

When the visuals faded and it took conscious effort to continue them was about the time the music ran out. I was still quite stimulated and dissociated so I decided to watch a movie I was recommended earlier, "Last Life in the Universe". I was completely unprepared for this movie, I didn't even watch the trailer. What followed was nearly 2 hours of the perfect movie to watch in my condition; an absolutely surreal film I highly recommend to /420/ next time they're high.

After the movie ended, I felt finished with the trip, although there were remaining cartridges of nitrous left I felt it best not to prolong something with such a perfect finish.

I've been taking prazosin 1mg capsule before bed time. It gives me the wibbly wobblies, but I sleep really well. I wake up slow as well since I'm not having the nightmares. It's really nice.

During the day time I've been taking hydroxyzine pamoate 25mg which has been making me drowsy. The first one I took put me down for a 5 hour nap, and then I woke up when I usually go to bed. I was up for 30 minutes then slept 7 more hours. It does calm me though which I like a lot. Today it seemed to make me a bit tired, but not to the point where I napped for 5 hours. I've read the drowsiness goes away, or you get used to it, with more time taking the drug.

>>533

I clenched a little bit last night, but in a different spot than usual. Maybe it was because I drank tea (caffeine) 45 minutes before bed. oops

I bought two bottles of robitussin a while ago, drank one for a trip threw it up because it was nasty but got a decent high.

Decided to try it last weekend because I was depressed. I was about to drink it and noticed the expiration date was 4 or 5 months ago. Figured worse case would it not being active anymore and tried drinking it.

Fucked up my first drink and pulled back immediately. Tried again but leaned my head back a little too much and breathed in wrong. The stuff went up my nose and I was stuck between trying to breathe and not throwing up. I gave up after that.

Guess I'll be getting some tablets next time. I heard after a certain amount the gel capsule part can hurt your stomach but I think one bottle should be fine.

Don't have a trippy gif but here's this

>>535
Depending on where you live the Robitussin brand can have adulterants that will make you barf or worse. You have to get DXM as the only active ingredient.

As far as I know DXM doesn't expire, but according to reports; after a year it starts to stink really bad and taste much more bitter.

You're not supposed to take drugs when you're anxious or depressed. Seriously, it's all about set and setting. Clean your tripping room spotless the day before and don't even bother dosing if you're so much as peeved that McDonalds got your order wrong that morning.

If you treat the syrup like it's a poison that gets you high, obviously it's not gonna go down too well, when you're freaked out about swallowing it your airpipe is gonna dilate and make it harder to swallow.
There's this rule of thirds with DXM: 1/3 will hate it, 1/3 will try it, 1/3 will love it. Don't be surprised if it doesn't stick with you.

Again, with the gels, check the active ingredients. They can be great if you're just starting out with DXM and you want to figure it out first. They're typically more expensive for the same dose than syrup though and if you can handle the syrup, you can swallow more than you could in gels in the same timeframe.

I think it goes without saying you can chase the syrup with pop. Ginger ale especially will lower the nausea and gagging.
Candy can help clear the pallete if the taste of syrup in your mouth is too much to handle.

N.B: Sorry for the wall of text

>>536
well said

Me again, I've begun downing 750mg DXM. I took 50mg DPH, 1000mg garlic and started drinking pink grapefruit juice 30 minutes ago.

I took a whippet to make the first swallow a little easier. Washing the syrup down with grapefruit juice isn't the greatest chaser, but I feel like if I used the ginger ale I'd drink too much and be unable to swallow the DXM quickly.

I played one side of a Men at Work record, then when switching sides seemed to be too distracting a diversion, I put on the Trainspotting soundtrack. I could really use some new music, lest I just end up listening to the same old things.

>>561
Well, this turned out pretty mediocre, but I guess it's my fault anyways.

It took me an hour and a half to suck down the whole bottle, I had started an hour later than I wanted to anyways. An hour in I was really feeling it, that sideways feeling like you're gonna fall off the Earth, that coupled with me trying to keep it down made it take way too long.
I really wasn't ready for this trip, I can see it now. I should have left it for the next day. I had no music or activities prepared and my attempts at finding stuff mid-trip didn't really pan out.
After my attempts at finding something to listen to proved unsuccessful and I became overwhelmed with the drug, I put on an my favourite anime OST and laid in bed. In order to enhance the CEVs I put a pillow over my eyes.

A few seconds of blackness and I felt as though I jumped off a tall concrete building and was looking at the sidewalk as I fell. The gray stone turned into a striped marble As I hit the ground and I knew I was inside the dex-hole.
I was briefly distracted by the random hallucinations my mind tried to put together but focused on visualizing my waifu. I was only briefly successful; I could see her in a red and orange background, performing some kind sexy exotic dance with ribbons of an impossible shifting texture most resembling silk. It reminded me a lot of a James Bond intro scene, the way she was set against a psychedelic background and how the 'camera' seemed to pan with a rhythm.
As much as I enjoyed this, it faded quickly and I found myself hallucinating a video game I play all too often, (APB: Reloaded If you're familiar). It was as if I was playing the game inside my head. I could only control the action the same way I could in the game. I was amused by this for a few minutes, montages of kill streaks and explosions being ripped apart by gratuitous psychedelic visuals.
The problem was, it didn't end. I trip to see my waifu and I wanted her back. I know better than to try and force a trip to be something it's not and yet I still tried. The visuals of the game gradually became more and more chaotic, until I 'ripped it apart' like a cinema screen with telekinesis and the rags of it hung in my vision, I saw the black behind it and was taken out of the dex-hole.

I looked at my alarm clock, 3 hours had gone by in what felt like a few minutes. My three and a half hour playlist had ended. I returned to my desk and through some rather vivid open eye visuals that looked like 3D engineering plans for strange widgets, I managed to turn on an anime; Cyber City Oedo. After watching for some ten minutes, I did a whippet and it made me feel like I was gonna fry my brain if I did any more, so I finished the episode and laid down, I had hoped to get some visuals before falling asleep, but I passed out instantly.

I've modified a screenshot to share what the game looked like inside the trip. Goes without saying it's beyond my creative ability to illustrate it perfectly.

750mg of DXM, 50mg of DPH, 1000mg of garlic and drinking grapefruit juice for 2 hours. Must have had like a litre already.

Don't die on me /420/. Don't let this become a fad like the other hidden boards.

OP reporting in again.
Gonna take 150mg of MDMA this Wednesday and I just can't wait anymore :3 Already prepared a dank ass playlist of 90s rave music and anime soundtracks. Nothing better than the Fate Zero OP for rolling.

>>566
Since when did /420/ became a hidden board? I hope as well it won't die.

>>569
Whoa dude, trip report. Sounds like how I would set up for some MDMA.
I've wanted to do it, but ordering a test kit and somehow acquiring it seems out of my budget and ability.

>>572
A test kit won't do anything for you. Just don't buy it from a sketchy source. Or if you do, buy enough so you can afford destroying some to verify the purity through some more rigorous means.

>>572
Okay, so here is my trip report for you guys:
I took the initial dose of 100mg at 21:00 while scrolling though Imageboards and listening to some music. It took probably an hour until it fully kicked in and I've been on the peak for nearly 4 hours. On Ecstasy everything goes deeper than you can imagine, drums strike in loud like a thunder and just looking at pictures of your Waifu makes you the happiest person in the world, nothing else exists for you in that moment. I took another dose of ~70mg at 00:30 to extend my trip until 06:00 in the morning, although the peak was already gone.

Tried to keep the report short because I didn't really know what you wanted to hear, but I highly recommend:
>Prepare a lot of colorful, happy anime pictures (pic related)
>Have soft and warm blankets near you
>Drink fruit juices or milkshakes
>Search for "trippy vines" on Youtube, great videos, but don't waste your whole trip on them
>Some trap music/remixes (Really, try it out. I usually hate this stuff but it seems to be made for ecstasy)

>>573
Regarding purity, I only buy MDMA as crystal because pills are more likely to be mixed with some other drug or you don't know how much MDMA it contains. Most of these bad pills are sold directly in clubs anyway.

20 Robogels down the hatch in 10 minutes.
300mg of sweet medicine abuse.

I plan to trip again in a week and a half so I'm taking it easy today. I stick to week per plat, but it's been awhile since my last dose and that special occasion seems so far away.

You know how you'd hear a song the first time and you're apprehensive at first, but then you're nodding your head halfway in? That's how this trip is starting out. Good Vibrations!

>>575
So I basically just passed out on 300mg of Robogels. How disappointing. It's happened to me on much higher doses, for shorter and longer times, but this just feels really bizarre. Not sure what to do with this experience.

After a gradually growing bodyload, I felt the peak and closed my eyes. For 45 minutes, my body was just sitting there with no one at the wheel, unmoving, unfeeling, oblivious to the music, incapable of remembering.

Really makes you think about the nature of consciousness. Like, did I just sleep? Did my brain turn off the "sentience" feature for a bit? Are souls a thing?
At such a low dose too.

I'm reminded of this one game I played, in the image if anyone knows.

Had a shitty night.
Drank a whole litre of grapefruit juice during the day then downed a 750mg bottle of DXM over the course of an hour.
Was feeling great until things started feeling really sudden, my room was lit up but my vision got dark and tunneled at the same time. Tried to lay in bed and get CEVs but it wasn't time for that yet, instead I sat at my chair and went to look for some good trip music.
Which then led to the responsible/dumbass part of me to assume control of my body and tell me it's okay to barf and promptly projectile vomitted into my empty wastebin. I didn't even get the conscious choice to say no.
So for four more hours I lazed around in a bizarre combination of sober and high as a kite unable to read and bored of music and games.

Atleast I woke up feeling great, did some cleaning already.

The more I dex, the more I believe that there really is another "You" living inside your brain, and your choices are just a matter of who's in control at the time.
I dunno, maybe I'm just developing schizophrenia, but my theory explains a lot of things anecdotally.

>>532
> bittersweet nostalgia
I love that hook. It's like experiencing the presence through the good old days filter of your memories, like an eternal golden autumn sun.

>>578
That sounds like a rough time. Take a few mg of DPH next time, to prevent puking and maybe take a little less to begin with. 750mg, holy crap, that would be a supersonic skydive for me as well.

I read a lot of my own thoughts out of your post. When you lose the connection to your body, you are a mere spirit inhabiting an alien realm. Where do you draw the line between you and the world? Is your hair, your clothes part of you or of the periphery? Existential crisis will never be the same.

Sup /dxm/.

About to take 750mg, maybe more if I can get it all down easy and I'm not totes sphongled by the time it's empty.

Doing things a little more careful this time. Eating a sandwhich before I chug and taking the DPH right before I chug as well. Not too early like last time.

>>579
I tend to retain more of my physical individuality during trips. I retain my ego as well but my thoughts delve into beliefs like a collective consciousness of sorts, or a base self which all people share. A few times I believed intuitively that all conscious people are the same expression of a physical law or constant like gravity, or the speed of light.

>>580
Well, this was an interesting trip. Not particularly memorable, but very visual.

I gingerly sipped the whole 750mg and whatever was left in the other bottle, so 30mg? Over about 2 hours of feeling completely sober, then buzz for about 10 minutes.
It was at this point that my vision flashed white and I "Dived" into a visual representation of the internet, a vast dark space filled with glowing white lines and hexagons, numbers and network names, labelled spherical "gates" that separated the local area and the larger world wide web.
I tried to recant the experience on IRC, but it just looks like nonsensical statements the morning after.

I did 3 whippets at my desk to kickstart the hallucinations.
Although I could control what I was seeing for awhile, the effort and creativity required to maintain such visuals was exhausting. I let the trip provide the visuals, which I find difficult to describe. I was in a void of red. Ribbon-like beams coursed around me, just out of arms reach. There was so much depth in this place. The psychedelia extended into infinity. As the trip went on however this world transitioned into reality and although I was wearing a blindfold I could see my room around me (Typical Dex-ray vision). For some reason I can't remember I tried controlling things with spells; chanting unknown shibboleths under my breath and moving my hands in patterns. The visuals I was seeing became quite gothic and occult and I was amused by this. Colorful runes floated between my hands and demons emerged through the red fog of my vision. They kneeled in reverence to me. I laid back, thinking I'll see more but the hallucinations promptly faded and I entered afterglow.

I returned to the desk, made a few imageboard posts and watched Spawn. Man, that is one terrible movie.

About to chug 750mg DXM. I already had a generous sip from the kitchen as well, so like 780-90mg.

I'm feeling really optimistic, I've got the blacklights on, a bag of Skittles, some future funk going and I did a whippet because I was just so pumped and I wanted to preview my headspace.
I'm not even high yet and I'm anxiety free. I've got to make this a good trip, the God(s) have blessed me.

>>588
So I didn't get very high at all.

It started out great, I was throwing syrup back, enjoying the music, just thinking about nostalgic things.
Then I run out of syrup and it gets hard to type; I figure it's time to throw on some good music and trip, but nope. Absolutely no hallucinations occurred. I tried to close my eyes and imagine things, but all I could see was flashing black and red solid colours. I tried re-adjusting a few times, didn't work, did all the whippets I had, didn't even make me feel high.
Was so tired of trying to get any kind of psychedelic enjoyment out of the damn night that I just ended up connecting my VCR and watching Ghost in the Shell on VHS. Albeit covered in cold sweat, with one working eye and an extra dimension but I managed.

Took 50mg of Tramadol an hour and a half ago and I ain't feeling the effects at all.

>>590
Yeah, I didn't feel any benefits at all and my bladder hurt the next day when i went to pee.

Doing 750dxm tonight. I'm almost finished the bottle.
I shall post again if things go well.

>>591
Well it was kinda cool. I entered the Dex-hole and saw some vivid 80's vector graphics stuff, but just as fast as I went in I was out. I spent a lot of the trip moving between my desk and the bed, I'd crack a whippet, suck it down on the bed and when I came to I'd do it all over again. Did it like 6 times. Not as visual as I'd hoped, but better than nothing.

I rewatched Ghost in the Shell 2: Innocence after and it was hard to keep up, but I managed.

Sup /420/. Time to dex again. 750mg as usual.

The winter is here and the trips to get drugs are gonna get harder. I wanted to dose on Saturday, but it was simply impossible.

I usually alternate between drugstores for my DXM, but I went to the same place twice in a row, even though it's been more than a month I think the employee recognized me, not in a good way either. So I'm definitely gonna have to brave the snow to go to the other place next time.

I started dosing exactly an hour later than I'd hoped, but I don't think that's gonna be a problem. My sleep schedule shifted rather late.
I've got some good music to trip too; SUGIZO. I downloaded the discography yesterday, so I'll take it as a blessing that I didn't dose Saturday.

>>595
This turned out to be a weak trip. I dosed in perfect sequence and the high came on as expected.
However, I never felt the hole come on, I did a whippet which triggered OEV's, I could see the corners of my room in dim red neon outlines and a sci-fi holographic interface seemed to appear in my room. It's projections were strongest around my computer screens. I could force myself to see it by moving my eyes back and forth, though this was exhausting for some reason.
I inflated another balloon and took it to bed, hoping that I could boost myself into the dex-hole and laid down. Though I could see what I've understood many times before, the "portal" was much too far away inside a long corridor of spinning black obelisks lit in red runes and covered in shifting patterns. After being shown this my CEVs stopped pretty much entirely, although my previous OEVs were still there and going strong.
I returned to my desk feeling unsuccessful but hopeful for a fun mild trip, I lurked some drug-chans and joined an IRC channel. This proved too boring and I tried to paint. Although I was much less high than I wanted, I was much too affected to do something so coordinated, the minute I put paint on the canvas I knew I was wasting time and resources.
So I put on an anime and watched like ten episodes in a row in what felt like two hours before heading to bed late in the morning.

I took a 300mg bottle of Robogels because I wanted to get some inspiration, or at the very least remember how I used to get inspiration.

It was rather helpful.
It had no visual effects, there was a lot of stomach discomfort.

I enjoyed some 'dark' thoughts and a vivid dream of my waifu.

I managed to acquire dextroamphetimine today. I took 10mg about 15 minutes ago. I'm only just beginning to feel bruxism and a little speedy.

An hour later, I barely feel anything. that speedy feeling and mild bruxism passed quickly.

An hour and 10 minutes or so after I first dosed, I've decided to redose.

2 hours after I redosed. I'm feeling better. Mildly euphoric and noticeably more alert. I'd been playing an online video game to compare my performance and I'm unbelievably better. It's quite a strange emotion, I don't feel much different, but it's as if I'm watching myself play at a level I've never known.

Now 2 hours since my last paragraph I feel I've returned completely to baseline. I even feel quite tired. Thought I've still got a few hours left until bed.

DXM currently. I drank a bottle of delsym and im feeling pretty good, just laying in bed. Very tired, but in a good way I guess. Anyone lurking?

>>616
I check in now and again.

Delsym huh? I've heard good things. They don't seem to sell it here though.

First time using morphine
Gotta say, not as good as hydrocodone
I only took it because I don't have any hydro left
I'm very glad I'm getting more tomorrow
Anyway, I made some trippy gifs of my waifu to look at while tripping a couple days ago

>>523
kek i'm high on dxm