Obviously that's what I'm going to do. But I didn't come in details in my question, please accept my apologies.
So I have been looking at some threads here, like "What do you like most about your waifu", "What would your waifu think of the region you're living in", etc... Should I take waifuism as a real relationship? I mean having this relationship full-time with my waifu like a married man would have a full-time relationship with his wife.
Also, something I'm scared of, is that it might change me for the worse, I'm just a bit paranoid about things in general although I do have faith in my waifu. What could I do regarding this?
Sorry if I seem like a noob, but if you have anything to say to a newbie in waifuism then please go ahead. It is something I want to commit to.