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Intense hate, just like intense love, demands action (I regard it as an activity rater than just a feeling: one runs, one eats, one hates, one loves) so in the end it is a choice to prosecute it, normally by trying to harm the hateful one. If that hateful one was once a beloved, that destructive action could work as simple revenge, as means to prevent that person's hapinness with someone else, but also as an attempt to force a strong bond with that person since it's preferable to be conversely hateful than indifferent to your beloved one. I have consciously hated and actively harmed people I once loved, and I've consciously accepted the hate and endured the damage from better deserving people whose love I knew I let down... my mother being one of them (i.e. is not reduced to romantic issues), whom I've made a huge effort several times not to abandon or even wish she would just die. I didn't pray, though; I just chose it and pushed myself to do it, precisely, over a sense of fair retribution, since I was the one who unfairly hated her during my youth and pushed her to the limit, so I try to make up for it now.
As said, I'd rather wait to see a bit more to try interpreting Oikura's arc better.
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