>I like corm

>>4621
Based Komifag

>>4631
He just keeps rolling. That's his destiny.

Hopefully last update. I'd only dare saying this here.

She's kept ignoring my posts of her ever since. Say, on a certain date a few months ago, she said she'd like every tweet with a specific tag and she did, everyone's but mine (which including some drawings of her). That kept going and I really, really don't know why. I just very rarely comment anything on her posts and it's always short nice things. It kept hurting very badly so I decided not to make another drawing for her birthday, since I was also very bussy. But heck, I did it anyway and the result was crystal clear: she once again liked every post around tagging her, but mine. Today, she also not just liked but reposted (as an instastory) someone else's drawing of her, and a very bad one for any standard I could hold. And it wasn't just her, say, having bad taste but also a lot more people liking that drawing, far more than for any of what I've done. Something similar happened on an international contest I participated lately: far inferior works, technically and conceptually, made it to the finals while mine was utterly ignored...

I got not just very depressed and angry, but also very puzzled. It's like the world around me is upside down, or I myself am beyond deluded and gone. At any rate, it made me not want to draw any more, other than for work (and one more for Asuka, on December). I've cooled down enough already, but I'd still like to understand what's been going on.

>>4639
I remember some weird algorithm shadowbanning me on Google+ back in the day. I wouldn't even have found it out if it hadn't been for one of those "idol liking every single comment" situation. Mine wasn't liked, but that was only because it didn't even show up for other people. When I made a new account, the algo quickly figured it out and banned that one too. Barely any of my comments on G+ went through and eventually I just stopped posting them.

. . .

EDIT: Nevermind all that.
All things change. I will hope for the best,

Post edited on 22nd Jan 2016, 2:46pm

>>4563
Did you leave a purity rant again?

ayy

Totally, yeah.

the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning is the end

Anyone still alive here ?
Got banned for posting Keyakizaka pic on 4chan's /akbg/.

>>4599
nope, we're all dead

I had 2 dreams about Komi (not something I'm proud of).

In the first one, I just saw her from afar hanging around with other members. Her acne was much, much worst and one girl cruelly remarked on it. Komi just bitterly said: "I know." — Then I woke up.

The second one was was far longer and complex. I casually found her on the street all by herself, greeted her and we started walking together. I asked about her trip with Saho; she said Saho cancelled cause she'd rather spend that time with her boyfriend; I said:
—"Well, why don't you go with your own boyfriend? I mean, you have one, right?"
Komi stopped and stared at me for a second, pushed me into a dark place and kissed me passionately (not a specially good kiss). I got both of us out from there and told her she was well known enough to have Bunshun tailoring her. I was worried, ethically concerned but also very happy. I had some of my twisty puzzles there with me in a bag; I figured it wouldn't be a suspicious thing to be seen enjoying them together, so I started showing and passionately talking about them to her. She sort of played along but people around kept glancing weirdly and I realized how much of a bore I was being. Komi said:
— Well, I gotta go now.
— Wait! don't go. No yet. Please... — I said as I desperately held her hand (déjà vu from years ago IRL).
— I really have to. It's late and I normally go straight home. Shoot! there comes my sister...
Her older sister approached. I saluted her politely but she looked at me despondently. She told Komi, right in front of me:
— That's not how you do it, sis. You first go for the A's and only if nothing works out you go for the D's.
I retorted nothing. I thought she was right: I was too ugly for the likes of her. Komi, however, said in my place:
— Well, it can't be helped anymore. Anon already stole a part of me...

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I had a dream I was cuddling with Saitou Makiko, and it was cute and fully clothed and not sexual at all. So yeah, apparently I have the idol dreams of an innocent teenage girl I guess.

I dreamt that Churi was Raiden from Metal Gear Rising. She was fighting robots and cutting stuff in half.

After a week since I restarted drinking absinthe, I dreamed with Komi once again.

For some reason she was staying at my place, in the living room. She was rather gloomy and kept ignoring me, until I made the effort of gently talking to her a bit in japanese, trying to cheer her up. She listened, her mood improved and then became quite friendly. It was late at night so I went to my room to let her rest; but I changed my mind and called her to join me in, hinting we could use the laptop and a translator to try and talk some more. She came in cheerfully and got into the bed with me, holding me from behind and letting me hold her arm. I said to her: "Thank you very much for this" ---she smiled and said "You're welcome" but in my own language, which caught me by surprise; she tried talking a bit more in my language, saying what seemed to be a confession of her honest thoughts and feelings...

Then I woke up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7M_A5myqns
I love seeing Tani with the younger members.

>>4555
If only I could be assaulted by her like that...

http://b.1339.cf/uebkskr.mp4

The dirty idol saga continues: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzkM_JMtKRE

Best family.

http://mdpr.jp/news/detail/1516731

Best Kojimas.

>>4477
I have to admit I actually unfollowed her on Instagram because I got tired of her photoshoots. I'd love to see her as a TV show host though. Same with Yuuko. They're wasting their potential in my opinion.

Watching her play games is pretty fun even though I didn't follow her much even when she was still in SKE. I hope after my oshimen graduate in 16 days she will one day be able to do stuff like this if not already having her dream jobs.