Soon as I could I moved away, 300km south. Nobody here; friends or family (though I grew up here as a kid). I only kept in touch with my mother loosely, like birthdays, Christmas, Easter, etc. Recently, I've been talking on the phone with her more frequently though. Any other members of my family I haven't seen in 2 years.

Post edited on 12th Mar 2015, 10:41am

Physically? No, I still live with them. But they are pretty much non existant to me now. I was always 'that guy' and bonds were gradually disapearing over the years, they disliked me and so did I, this happened between all members though, so celebrations like christmas and new years eve dont exist for me or them, its just another day. The last person I considered family was my mom, I cut all talk and visual contact with her. Its been.. 5 months now.

Post edited on 12th Mar 2015, 6:06pm

I wish I could just leave them behind. It would make killing myself much easier, but I can't bring myself to do it with while I'm in constant contact with them. I can't just suddenly cut ties either because that would make things worse.