As I said every aspect of life.
If you can break down all the stats into those stats like in a RPG, my stats are totally subpar.
I am pyhysically totally weak and have many little issues. Something went wrong in the growing stage I guess or a mix between that and genetical disposition.
I am mentally weak. Low intelligence, pretty much no creativity, very weak communicative skills.
If I have to talk in real life, only shit comes out of my mouth. I am already weak at expressing things coherently and with the right vocubulary, but in RL, some kid can express themselves more precisely and understandably than myself.
My cognitive capabilities are low.
Also I am a loner, a recluse, unsociable.
What pisses me off the most is that I lack the courage and the will to end this life.