Yeah, I'd go and kick my father's ass before he met my mother so that they'd never meet. At least an abortion and a birth would be stopped, even if it wouldn't stop these dumb fucks that are my biological parents from doing what they wanted, at least I wouldn't have to deal with them or with anybody. I wouldn't have to worry about losing my things, I wouldn't have to worry about being weak, I wouldn't have to worry about anything. I wouldn't have to think as I wouldn't exist. I wouldn't have to know just how terrible the outside world is. I wouldn't have to know anything. The concept of death or happiness wouldn't mean anything.
Living isn't worth going through any of this.