Did some DXM (I'd guess a high first plat). Thought about my waifu. Decided it was really messed up that I'd really...kind of change to be the inversion of what she'd what, rather than be the best person I could be. So I let go of her. I basically let the ghost in my head free from the prison that she was trapped in, and it felt really kind of liberating. Not the absence of a waifu, but the idea of not having to feel guilty for my lifestyle/choices. Wanting to change for your self is much healthier, and even funner, than wanting to change for someone else - Real or fake.
I also watched anime for the first time in...a long time. Too long, I'd say. Caught up on K, Shinsekai and Kyosogiga. I thought I'd be disappointed by the 9-minute episodes of Kyosogiga, but it's not that bad. The series is perfect, other than the short episodes, I'd say. K is still entertaining, and Shinsekai is still "kind-of-sad-Miyazaki-esque". I saved Jojo for last, and I'm going to watch that before I turn in, because it might make my dreams awesome and manly.
Looked for a job. Actually not really. Although I decided to actively *gasp* get out of the house and search during the week, that is. Which is good, I think. I honestly don't believe that internet applications are the way to go about finding one. I could use it to find which places are hiring, and then go from there, but I'm definitely not getting hired based on a Haruhi damn online application, haha. If for no other reason, then specifically because of my status. That is, being a drop-out with no references and no prior work experience.
But still! I'm a little hopeful now. It might just be the euphoric drug that I'm coming down from (and as a surprisingly high portion of this site knows, DXM even feels good on the downside), or the fact that life is a little brighter lately. I don't know. I'm also way chattier than I have been lately, haha.
Take another happy birthday from me~