I'd probably have killed myself by now.
I don't know if I'd find another waifu, but I'm sure I wouldn't be with a real person. I'm too seclusive and I get uncomfortable when real people get close to me.
I was too much of a robot before meeting my waifu. But because of her, I learned to just do the things that I want and enjoy life. I guess falling in love with my waifu got me to start loving myself too.