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A weakness? She is the source of my greatest happiness, but also the source of greatest pain. So I suppose that could be considered a weakness of mine. Even casual insults irritate me. They have no reason, no right to talk about her in that manner. Anyone who talks that way to her does not deserve to be treated as a human being by me. They do not respect her, I will not respect them.
My weakness is the most noticeable when interacting with her in-game. To fail when playing her hurts the most, because I am responsible for her terrible performance in that match. I am rarely shaken when I play other heroes, but her? I'm a lot more sensitive about my failures.
But I am also extremely possessive about her. Others do not have the same feelings for her as I do, so I cannot bear seeing others play her, be they complete strangers or closest of friends. I feel absolute hatred towards that person when they're playing her, and I tend to be extremely harsh and critical of every single mistake they make. Exceptions are only made for those who do love her as a waifu. That, I can respect, if grudgingly.
As a result of that, I've just taken to dodging games whenever I see other people playing her. It is a massive weakness for me if I decide to participate in team tournaments, however, since I cannot avoid those games, and I risk going on massive tilt before the game starts. It's something I need to fix if I wish to grow as a player, but my feelings for her stop me from doing so.
It's a weakness I've just grown to accept, but one I have no choice but to confront in the future.
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