I think about it sometimes. At the end of the day, I know Keisuke has had self-loathing issues as bad as mine, and has gone through similar issues, so I'm confident that he'd accept me even on my bad days. When I worry about it, I think about how he views himself and it makes me feel better.
I want to help him when he's down, and I see no reason that he wouldn't want to do the same for me. We've both fucked up pretty hard in different ways, but that doesn't make us bad people. At least that's how I see it.