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>>6927
Never said i hate them.
But i get into panic and stress, when they force me to do stuff.
Ah, whatever.
They are coming back from their vacation tomorrow the 7th.
I completly cleaned the flat...
And it's not like i am not caring about the future.
But i even failed at ordering the equipment to do have a barbecue indoors, get CO-poisoned and die.
I can't deal with people, and i don't want to, especially i don't see myself applying for a job.
1.My CV is totally screwed
2.I don't want a job nearby anyways, because i don't want anyone from my school time recognizing me by accident
3.Debts from Health Care which will be activated (now they simply don't know i am still alive, as i haven't reported to them ever since i dropped out of university)
4.I have no skills or talents
5.Related to previous point. I can't sell myself by lying or euphemizing things.
6. I am not cooperative
I had to go to a pyschiatrist (to cancel obligatory civil servicdes) for 1 week, but just told them what they want to hear, got out.
7. I am physically quite weak, so no army, i wouldn't be able to deal with it anyways with no internet and being put into a room with other people, with no private sphere.
Meh, it's late, i am tired, and i am sure there are many more points.
I just want to sit and do nothing.
Well, mooching off the state is imo not much better than doing it to your family.
In Asia it is actually rather common this way.
I don't care if you think you have the moral highground.
Shit sucks enough.
It's always the same and will ever be.
1.Suicide
2.Beggar
3.Job
It's all pointing out towards number 2.
Good day
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