Learning to become apathetic.

I listen to Komm Susser Todd. Has an odd calming effect on me. I also go lay down and put myself in sleep paralysis since I get a weird "high" off of it. Never could consistently lucid dream, but learning to do sleep paralysis did have some good.

I don't really have any ways to calm myself down. Stuff like watching anime or looking at waifu pictures just reminds me of how the internet is in danger of getting badly regulated, and there could be a day where I can't do either anymore, and that just makes me feel worse.

Music. That and reading, but I don't get much time to do my own reading anymore. When I'm forced to go outside I've usually got my music with me so I can block out as much of the outside world as possible.

I don't, I remain angry until a certain amount of time lapses

I have foam balls hanging from the ceiling. Whenever I'm mad I take out my little BB gun kept for pest control and blast the shit out of them while listening to the rebuild OST, pretending I'm shooting Ramiel.

Ramiel is the most terrifying angel, no contest

>>1693
thats not healthy for you

I play video games and scream at them to vent out anger.

Then I take a shower and I'm good as new.

Listen to high bpm music and drink. Nothing to exciting

>>1699
Why? Why do I need to supress my emotions? For what reason should I delude myself about the fury, caused by events which outrage my sense of justice, which burns inside me? What makes anger a badder emotion than love or happiness?

>>1704
Anger kills you....

>>1708
Sounds like a plus to me

I daydream about the life I'd rather live.
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