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13976 No. 13976 [Edit]
Something interesting about me is, I am constructive when I am angry.

I get really angry sometimes and I end up making things, or writing out things. Birdhouses, sheds, furniture, stories, drawings, all of these are things I have made when I was angry.

I fear though, that as I am becoming lazier, that I am depending on anger for things a lot more. In fact, I find anger and depression are my only two emotions anymore, and that's really unhealthy.

I'm afraid basically, that I will depend on being angry for more things, and I am already feeling the effects of it. I can't get into anime much anymore, I can't do a lot of things. I just spend my time either sleeping due to surmounting anxiety and depression or flying into a rage and bitching about shit and carving an ark out of a redwood tree.
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>> No. 13984 [Edit]
I think anger is pretty much pointless. Being annoyed at things you can't change is a waste of time, nowadays they just make me feel anxious and depressed.
I'm not sure if we're getting angry at the same things though.
>> No. 13985 [Edit]
Frequently when I get angry I write about it in my secret journal, and somehow manage to rationalise it into something positive. Although, to be honest, my sudden resolve to do something with my life doesn't usually bear fruit. Maybe because its usually so late at night or maybe cause I'm just a loser.
>> No. 13993 [Edit]
Do you take any antidepressants or stimulants? I find that they made me very irritable when I was on them. Literally anything and everything pissed me off. I thought it was part of my personality simply because I've been taking them for so long.

I stopped cold turkey a week ago on a whim and aside from the withdrawal symptoms I feel more in control of my emotions. It's a lot harder to get shit done now, but I think it's better in the long run for my mental health.
It's strange that the medication which was supposed to be helping me was only dragging me down.
>> No. 14664 [Edit]
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>Something interesting about me is

no, that was not interesting and the fact that you love to talk about yourself is not interesting either.
stop being an attention whore and stop starting threads about yourself.
nobody cares.

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