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Well, I just dropped out and moved back in with my parents. The few hours of the first day I had, I spent unpacking. I was going to spend Sunday unpacking too, but I think I'll spend it playing games, then use Monday to finish unpacking in case my father tries to push me into getting a job at McDonalds or something.
It's a bit disappointing that I am away from the tall buildings of the big city, but there are a few really sharp knives in the house, so suicide is still within working limitations.
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No, I'm not joining the damn military. While my great grandfather did live 40 years off of $50K pensions from three different branches of the military, I am not joining the damn military.
I like who, and how, I am. Being broken down by a big guy with a loud voice then rebuilt into something else by an entity that effectively hates me (ie, the government) or made up of people who effectively hate me (ie, the military guys), both of which populated with people who would be happy to shoot me in the head for the simple fact that I'm a lolicon; all that is not in any way a rational action.
All it would lead to is more stress and an unhappy life as my very being was systematically smashed with a sledgehammer, and even more stress when they start rebuilding me into how they think I should be.
Getting screamed at constantly and forced to be around countless men and women who look like men, both of which were the people in high school who you knew would either be a parent before 20, or would be dead from drunk driving before 30, and not to mention being forced to use a regulated and slow internet that effectively forbids you from looking at loli, shota, or traps anymore, AND your time to play/watch/read/listen eroge/VNs/anime/manga/Vocaloid/OSTs is gone.
Seems more like a mandatory, high-intensive therapy, like those camps they sent gay children to in order to cure them.
Military is the polar opposite of having a peaceful and happy life.
Joining the military when you liked being a NEET is like wanting to eat more vegetables, so you go on a strict vegan-only diet.
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