I used to have a job, but now I'm unemployed because of the physical and mental pain that I experienced from that job. The mental part was okay-- I used to be a sales associate for a retail store, which just meant I restocked and helped people find shit. I can be a ford driver for eight hours just so I can see the money roll in, no problem. The physical pain is what got me. I just can't stand up for a long time. A long time to me, is around 10 minutes. I've asked a bunch of people who stand up for a living and they said they just bear with the pain, but when I have to stand up for eight fucking hours while keeping my facade as a ford driver... I just can't handle that. The pain is so unbearable that I have to grit my teeth to even walk after six hours, so by the eight and final hour it actually looks like I'm limping/shuffling around the place. I don't know, I'm not obese but I'm not very active either, is it just me being a lazy piece of shit or is there actually something wrong with me? I haven't went to the doctor in a decade... I don't think I can get a job where I can just sit down all day, so I think I'm fucked when it comes to employment.