>So here we are again and again, day after day.
I actually just got in here for the first time.

>But what do you do when you realize no amount of letting it all out here will ever save you and anything else enjoy is just a temporary distraction before whatever is ruining you takes hold again?
When I'm so depressed that nothing will make me forget it I just lay in my bed and lose myself in thoughts. Hopefully I end up sleeping. I like to sleep because my dreams are always good and interesting, unlike my life.

I just try to stop thinking. I've gotten pretty good at it and have gone through a lot of time not thinking and not realizing it until I think about it.

Also, I don't care about the "afterlife". If it exists, then it exists, if it doesn't then that's fine as well. I just don't care about it.

I don't rant about things that much... though I usually find someone to whine to when I'm feeling blue.

Why are you so down, Anon? ;_; Please don't say these kinds of things, they're very sad. What is it that sent you to this miserable state of mind?

>>9720

>What is it that sent you to this miserable state of mind?

This your first day on tohno son?

> But what do you do when you realize no amount of letting it all out here will ever save you and anything else enjoy is just a temporary distraction before whatever is ruining you takes hold again?
I work on achieving Enlightenment so that I may have true peace and happiness.

In all seriousness though, I masturbate and watch Touhou videos on YouTube and play visual novels where I live a life in an ideal world surrounded by ideal girls. Studying Japanese has recently been a source of contentment as well.

>>9727
OP here, yeah I was pretty messed up in many ways when I posted that but my point my still stands. I try to do anything I can sit comfortably in my mind with. Something that makes me mentally numb but in a positive way if that makes sense.