I can't start to imagine it. You didn't just turned into the doomed and enslaved one gender, but also pretty much became forcefuly anonymous IRL. You have now no identity, as a personal history, to back you up for anything; you got a new start alright, but for apparently nothing else than endless suffering...
What you did was painfuly suicidal. And to do that, to lose it all, pursuing an only dream, requires true courage. So best of luck to you. Likely, I wouldn't talk to you in the streets, as I don't talk to anyone else; but, from my part at least, you'll always be welcome here on /tc/.
For me, you're a brohno.