>If only I had got a job when I was 18. I could have been a normal person by now.
You say that like it's a good thing, anon.
Anyway, to anyone seriously wanting to get a job but insecure in their own ability to handle one, try volunteering for a bit to get some experience and learn to count on yourself. If you like animals, hit up a dog shelter or something, the people there are generally some of the nicest Ford Drivers you'll meet, and you're not under much obligation or pressure.
This also works. Giving yourself a visual representation of the things you do during the day both reminds you to do them, as well as gives you a sense of satisfaction after looking back and realizing that you've actually accomplished something today.