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My mother tried to do something similar to me, when I was about 18.
After she got enough of me, she took me to the Mad House. They interviewed/tested me, and concluded I did need psychological help (I was really broken down those days, indeed) but not psychiatric treatment... and my mom just raged. We left the hospital; she bought a newspaper; she throw it at me, there on the street, yelling: "Take this! from tomorrow morning, I want you to be doing interviews for a job; you're not gonna suck a single cent from me anymore..."
And so I did. I applied on restaurants, supermakets and movie theaters for the lowest positions, but didn't get anything. After a couple weeks, I ended up on a pyramidal stuff (wich I've never heard about -oh! how stupid I was) and just before I was to get into debt, an old friend (when I went to his house to ask for money for my "investment") convinced me it was a fraud. I returned to my house; told them everything... and my mother raged again: she told me it was unthinkable that a man of my intelligence, culture and education had fallen for such a vulgar crap...
And she was right.
And I never forgot it.
I ask her forgivness and promissed to change, study hard and everything; very reluctantly, she accepted but gave me a list of ultimatums; next years were a living hell, trying to do what she wanted, until things exploded again... But that was another story, from many more to come.
Now, many years later, I'm fairly ok with her. We still live together; we help each other (it was her who ended up locked at the Mad House, from wich I fought to quickly take her out). Just, every now and then, she gets hurt because of how I criticize (and verbally punish) many of her beliefs and behaviour... wich I do (even thought I feel guilty afterwards), mainly because it's unthinkable that a women of her alleged intelligence, education and proudness, could possibly make all the stupid mistakes and fall for all the vulgar crap she does.
Post edited on 24th May 2011, 6:09am
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