I have a Facebook. Used to have a Myspace full of Nu-metal, visual kei and Final Fantasy shit, but I scrapped that. Thankfully.
Uh. It's boring. Although last year, when I was using stimulants like no tomorrow, I'd get really horny during the last half of the high, and chat up most of the girls on my friend's list. I'd charm them with confidence (that I only had because I was tweaked), and make dates that I never went to, because physical contact fucking terrifies me. It was really awkward seeing them in school the day later. I'm a bad person. One of the girls was really clingy, and still tries to talk to me. It's been a year!
Now I just talk to the odd friend to make plans or whatever. I barely use it. My profile picture is the cover for American Football's album. Better than a car, haha. I'd like to make it better, with more pretty pictures of everyone's favorite druggie NEET, but...why would I do that? It's such a useless thing to me. Fuck social media. Go outside, Ford Drivers!
I feel really embarrassed whenever I look back on old messages sometimes. I was such a callous ass to everyone. Mainly because I was resentful - They were going to prom and the senior breakfast and all of that fun shit, and what was I doing? Getting spun on fucking Benzedrex. It really hurt when I realized how much of a dick I was. But I more or less fixed that. I think. It feels good to know that...