Some friend of my mother and sister think it is the way to "help" me.
Stupid shit, but well, whatever, my mother can't support herself anymore any longer anyways.
She dies out as a host.
And no matter, what, i am not become a sheeple and work for others without having my own goals, thus actually working for myself.
I can't see any, and i won't let myself becoming a working drone.
Thus there is only the other option left.