Drugs, but that's my answer to everything.

I don't get panic attacks, but my head feels foggy a lot. When I'm lucky, I can read or write or game or whatever, but usually, I don't feel like doing much of anything...

I started off with what you're describing, OP. At the time, I had no idea what it was.

Now I'm working on getting proper medication.

An 'empty' feeling. Fatigue. Problems sleeping. Restlessness. Breaking down whenever I have to make a decision, no matter how small. Loss of interest in everything I enjoyed, which has lead to the loss of the feeling of "meaning" and "direction" my life had, because I keep myself living only to enjoy what I can.

It's going to be awhile before I can get something to fix whatever has gone wrong in my brain, but the fear of pain and risk of failure will keep me from suicide. I wish I could just sleep the days away until my next appointment. Right now it's as if everything I'm doing is only to kill time until then. I can feel every single second passing, and it's not pleasant.

I feel this way very often too, it's like this horribly empty feeling that no amount of food or drinks will fill. Mostly just because my life is just so empty and painful. I just don't have anything to live for that's in my reach.

I think that panic attacks are treated with a special diet. Sweet tea, candy, beer. All this is good.

Greetings from russian hikky! http://2ch.so/rf

>>10376

No vodka?! You mad man.

>>10377

Lol. This is a stereotype.

>>10376
>2ch.so
Oh but how cool, we have another ХИККА here.

>>10386
I thought they were all called "bydlo"