That is, as you can probably guess from my being here, until I found mai waifu. It's hard to put into words, but through her I saw what I wanted out of life - or at least, what would make me happy. It was almost an epiphany; the emotions she invoked in me I knew I wouldn't find anywhere else in the world. She represented everything I wanted in life. I found no joy in anything regular life promised me, and I stopped hating myself for having no desire to enter the 'real world'.
It sounds kind of sad to say out loud, but it makes me feel immeasurably satisfied; I enjoy solitude. I've come to accept that there's nothing wrong with me for that. All I want is to spend my days in peace and calm; alone save for my imagination and, of course, my waifu. To write stories and create worlds for others to enjoy just as much as I do. Only then do I feel I could really be satisfied with my life.
However, I'm still in need of some direction, I'm trying not to doubt myself, but despite how confident I may feel, I'm afraid that one day my feelings will vanish, and I'll segue back into depression.. So, how do you stay the course? How do you keep your waifu with you, and your feelings strong?
(Pic related, it's mai waifu)