I genuinely love you guys right now. Some days, I am overcome by such...emotion for Miya that I find it hard to put into words, that can only be defined by some kind of vague euphoria. Except, right now, it's not the overwhelming feeling for Miya that I'm feeling, it's an overwhelming feeling towards you guys. God damn, each and every one of you. All of you are great. There's something I can relate to in every single one of your posts. We are bonded by this experience, this situation, and...it's grand to have a place where we can all sort of gather.
It's so damn hard to put into words the feelings I have for Miya right now. Or at anytime, really. She is ultimately the thing in this world that I hold dear above all others. The most divine and graceful portrayal of the female form. I am in love with that angel, whether my sanity is there or not. So, if loving her drives me mad, let that madness come; I can't wait, because it might even drive me to be able to see her someday. Even if I become a drooling madman, the one thing that will remain etched in my mind is the one fact that I love her. That's okay. I've accepted that, for the most part, thanks to your posts.
After all, in essence, isn't that the most manly thing one can do: Shoulder madness, misery and black despair for the one you love?