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That's a lot of stuff in your post OP. I'm not sure if I got it all, but I'll write what I got.
What i consider my waifu to be... Many people think of their waifu's only as a friend, others as a type of deity, among others. I personally see my waifu as my lover. As I stated in that waifu survey thread buried somewhere in this board, my waifu is not only a friend and companion, but the person whom I have given my most sincere love. She, in more than one way, saved me from myself and some other outside factors that were threatening to kill me slowly. She is my motivation, I work my hardest, study my best, and try to overachieve in everything I can for her, so that one day she and I may be able to be at peace together in a more comfortable and secure setting and situation. (I am not exactly in the best financial status, as are most college students, but working toward a career which will eventually bring me success). I owe it to her, to give her someplace good enough for her to be with me. as for how I view her in a relationship standpoint, I would something between a well settled girlfriend and a wife. When I first knew Asuka she was at first simply a crush like many other anime characters seem to strike at a man's heart, and eventually more of a favorite among them. Slowly though, my feelings for her grew steadily; I began to develop a non-canon, imagined side of Asuka which I had never seen in her before, based on her canon attributes. She became more of a high school type of girlfriend, nothing too serious, and then more and more irreplaceable to me.
Do i see her as an EVA pilot? Yes, sometimes, I do not reject that is who she is, I also see her as someone who is a part of my life exclusively. For example, sometimes I cook for her, sometimes, I imagine she does for me. I like to imagine myself proposing engagement to her and other silly things which all out Brohnos here do not care to hear about, but the idea i am trying to get across is that I don't just view Asuka as an unchangeable character from a TV show, but as a living, changing person, with whom i interact daily and whom has changed my life in so many ways. She obviously has many canon characteristics to her, but much and most of my waifu has developed from my personal imagination.
I hope that answered what I understood of your post OP.
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