There is a thread like this before but I will post my best recollection of the feeling; just for your sake.

It was more or less a slow realization of love for her. I watched her in game, I watched her perform her various songs, and grew a strange obsession with her. It wasn't the same as a normal fan x idol obsession though. This was before I knew about waifus, keep in mind. I began to research all I could about this one particular girl, I bought everything I could that related to her, I even tried to take up japanese so I can understand what she is saying without need for subtitles. This went on for a while, until I started thinking "What would she think of me if I did this, or if I did that?". Afterwards, I could not get her out of my mind (not that I wanted to.) I also gradually became happier. Everytime I saw a picture of her or everytime I imagined her, it relaxes me and I feel incredibly happy; I even smile. Even more months pass and whenever I achieved something, I felt that she was there cheering me on; as if I now had motivation to do whatever I could. Only then when I lurked through certain imageboards did I start calling her "my waifu" though. I guess you can say before that, I just regarded her as my soulmate or something. I still do, though. I love her so much.

It was a nice year, one of the best years if not actually the best year of my life.

>>4200
Dang, you're right. That post does sound familiar. Sorry about that. But it doesn't hurt too much, right? It's not like /mai/ is constantly being filled with posts and knocking threads down. I think we can afford an old topic or two.

Thank you for replying.

>>4214
>I think we can afford an old topic or two
You could always bump said old topic.

>>4216
Touche. But is there that much of a difference?

I just noticed that Ran has really big ones. As big as a mother's.

>>4275
I see you don't encounter the Chenophile too often. Ran can easily be in the top tiers of boobage in Gensokyo.

>>4221
yes, a few dozen well thought out posts worth of a difference, which most people are reluctant to copy/paste over.