Your feelings are pretty personal. If you want to sexualize your waifu go ahead, she's not a real girl. That said, some people here won't even look at ero of their waifu. It's not a requirement to fap to your waifu.

It's perfectly okay to fap to your waifu. Think of it as love making. How would you feel if your waifu refused to fap to you? I'd much rather hear that she shlicked to pictured of me.

Anime has taught me that all girls are lesbians deep down.

I remember reading some threads on /u/ where girls said they didn't know they were lesbians until they saw some yuri and realized how much it appealed to them, or something like that. So maybe you are, in fact, a lesbian and just didn't realize.

Though I've also heard of women having "girl crushes", which are nonsexual feelings of admiration and desire for friendship/connection (or something like that). Supposedly they're considered a normal part of growing up in Japan, called "akogare."

>>2002

I definitely don't like looking at porn of her...well I suppose it's ok if it's very true to her and she's happy. But sexuality has a small roll in my feelings I think.

>>2013

It's possible I guess, but I really don't feel like a lesbian. I feel more attracted to men sexually.

'Akogare' seems like it's close to how I feel though possibly.

>>2013
I think sexuality is a lot more fluid than most people give it credit for. Just because I downloaded those Mariaholic trap doujins doesn't mean I'm "gay", even if they're pretty gay themselves. These are just convenient labels we use to put each other into neat categories.

Besides, we're talking about 2d. It's a different thing.

>>2043
Exactly. Sexuality is various shades of gray, not black and white

Oh man, I don't think I understand OP's post... or more accurately, the second post. I don't know what in OP's post suggested anything erotic or sexual...

Anyway, it's really fine. I sort of have a way where I don't really even care about gender anymore.

Sometimes I'm just sick and tired of people who claim that if I don't fap to mai waifu, that I'm somehow being unfaithful to her.

>>2055
Whoever claimed that is obviously wrong.

I think you want a sister.

You either don't have an actual one, or if you do, your relationship with her isn't ideal.

Or maybe you really want a best friend. People who move around a lot often are denied having such close friendships. For some of us though, we end up without them anyway ;_;

I think you might just admire her immensely (for now). You probably want to be like her so badly, even physically (disregard of the chances), that the supreme beauty you recognize on her overlaps a bit with lust, getting you all confused about your sexual preferences.

As far as I concern, love is much more of an intellectual process than a physical call (maybe someday I'll finally make a full post about that; maybe...); so if you ask me if I think your thing can be (or turn out to be) love in every sense of the word, my answer is: yes; of course.