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Well... along with the waifu concept itself, Asuka gave me more frame to dispise both myself and the (3D) world around me (real women, in particular), as I embraced the life of a hiki. She provided me with first hand material for specific thematics, and gave me the final push -I was reluctant- to alienate myself indefinately; just waiting now for an opportunity to die alright, or at least keep on rejecting most posibilities of normal -fallacious- success. That might sound bad AND/OR forced, to many people (and they could be right); but it's the best conclusion I can grasp right now, as it is the consequence of the way she initially made me a harder critic against everything, just to match my tremedous admiration towards her.
On the other hand (but probably not less problematic), I could say she filled me with moments of great pasion, tenderness and joy, and it'd be true; but, honestly tought, that's not an exclusive achievement from my interaction with her, but also with other girls both from anime and VN...
The truth is, now and always, I'm still trying to figure this entire waifu thing out. But, the way things are, there's no other situation in wich I'd like to be. I could even say -if letting myself doing so- that... I'm happy; that Asuka made me really, really, REALLY happy.
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