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OP, I would hit the back button but I won't. I do not think you are crazy but this is actually a normal thing people would go through.
>Have you ever sensed your waifu's presence?
Not one bit. I fully accept the reality that my waifu is not real, and I love her nonetheless. If you mean by wishing she was here, maybe-- I have wished in some occasions that she would just appear for even a second just so I could tell her my real feelings and maybe even possibly kiss or hug her.
>Felt a spirit, her essence?
Maybe. Whenever I think of her, I feel as if I'm more relaxed. I feel as if I'm welcomed and wanted. It's a sort of lovely feeling, something I haven't fully understood but am used to.
>Perhaps even been able to communicate with her?
I communicate with her. I talk to her about things but never expect a response. I actually just assume things that she would say. -- That being said, I talk to myself on a daily basis, I also talk to my waifu like she is always with me.
>Do you sense her spontaneously - does she take you by surprise, or must you focus on her to pick up on her?
It depends on the situation. Sometimes, when I'm feeling in need of her, I can talk to her without need for focus. On the other hand, I need to look at a picture of her (on my phone), to communicate with her.
>Does she always wear her official series clothes, or does she have a varied wardrobe?
I only really imagine her face talking to me, and I haven't really thought about her wardrobe. I do have dreams where she's in it, and she's always wearing her trademark sweater and pants. Her hairstyle also varies, sometimes I view her with her younger more boylike hairstyle on, and sometimes she's with her current hairstyle on. Sometimes I even see her with a customized bun or parted hair.
>Does she offer advice, or help you in other ways?
I suppose so. She helps motivate me. When I do something, usually something unsual, I ask myself if my waifu would approve of this; or what she would think of this. I also think of her well being if I did this or not.
>Does she ever get sensual with you?
Sensual? I'm afraid I'm not familiar with that feeling. Maybe when I'm about to go to sleep and I imagine that I'm cuddling with her or something... is that the question?
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